Chapter Seven: Flame (1/2)
Chapter Seven(This chapter is dedicated to ifaielian. Hello chingu~ ) Why do I even have to live?Why give another chance to see the world? And now, as Woohyun wrapped his arms around me. I'm a fool for wanting someone else' warmth.Myungsoo's. Where is he?I'm breaking. Bit by bit.
Sungyeol looked fragile in Woohyun's arms. I wish that I'm the one holding him. Making him feel secured and loved. While caressing hisback to soothe him from the pain he's experiencing in this cruel world where we both live.As seconds pass by, I'm still waiting for Woohyun to release Sungyeol or even the craziest idea inside me, that Sungyeol will break the hug. Sungyeol broke the hug. And a fucking glint of hope flamed in my heart.I became hopeful. I walked towards his bed and called his name in my probably the most gentle voice I have. We just stared at each other, I hope I don't creep him by the way I look at his beauty.Feeling the awkward ambiance around us, Woohyun excused himself to grab some food for Sungyeol.Woohyun is gone.Shocked by the sudden pressured put on my left wrist, Sungyeol pulled me into a bear hug. Literally. He even have a dextrose in his left arm but what the freak?! He's already so clingy to me.So, I was just like a bamboo in my position and Sungyeol is the panda clinging to me. I can't even pat his back cause he trapped me in his embrace. And also, he wrapped his legs to me." Ahmm, Yeollie... I-I won't go. Yeah, I won't go so you c-c-can please let go of my freaking hands so that Icanhugyou. " rushed with the words at the end of my sentence, I blushed furiously. Making me hide my face from Sungyeol's eyes." Noooo, let's stay like this for a while. Puhlleasse? Oh, Myungsoo-ahhh? Puhleaseee? " he used his OMFGGGGG aegyo to me and I am so weak to even refuse his OMFFFFGGG aegyo and I think I can die anytime. God bless my soul!" Owww-k-kaa-kay. " thank God for letting me form a very nice reply to a clingy Sungyeol.Minutes had pass and my legs are already aching because I stood too much and I wanna sit already. But this big guy who's hugging me won't let me do it.Kekekeke I will do anything for my Yeol. I'm so in love. Oh my gosh, I can see hearts floating everywhere.I was about to go to my imagination land again when Sungyeol put his head up to look at me. Straight into my eyes.I shivered at his stare. Then smiled at what he did next.He kissed me.It is enough for me to kiss him back after longing for his warmth for a very long time. I miss him so much. All of him, I miss it all.After the looooooooooooooooooong kiss, we smiled at each other. He even giggled like a girl but of course, I found it so cute and I just want to kiss him again. " Yeollie, who is that Nam Woohyun? I s he somewhat connected to you? " I asked him while he is busy with playing games on my phone." Namu? " he questioned me. I questioned him then he will question me back?" Tree? " I replied, confused of what he said a while ago." No I mean Namu. Nam Woohyun. The guy earlier who hugged me. " my mouth formed an 'O' shape as he explained it to me." And yes, I am connected to him somehow. He's my childhood best friend, my first crush, my first heartbreak and my first... " he added." KISS? " I furiously shouted at him. I crossed my arms and let out an angry sigh." What the fuck Myungsoo. Please let me end my sentence, okay? " he looked at me scandalized. What? I'm just following what I always see in dramas." He's my first idol. He's so good in singing. You need to hear him sing. Waaahhh... " he said dreamily. Making me feel jealous of the Woohyun guy." Aishh! " I messed my hair and made an annoying sound." Don't be jealous, Myungsoo-ah. Buing buing! I'm yours, don't worry! Buing. " he told me cutely and I promise you, my mind will explode already.Anddddd... anddddd...HE SAID HE IS MINE. SAY WUT PEOPLE, LEE SUNGYEOL IS MINE AHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH HE IS MINE LALALALOLOLOLALALALLOLOLOLLee Sungyeol will be part of the Kim family soon.I did my victory dance and after that he laughed the whole time. Even sharing what I did to the nurses and the doctor who is assigned to him. Making me embarrased all the time.I don't care about what they think. All I care about is Sungyeol. My Sungyeol. One afternoon, days after Sungyeol has been discharged from the hospital, I asked him to go with me in an Amusement park that is hours far away from our aparment and fortunately, he didn't refused the idea.Lee Sungyeol is back. Even his sweet messages at night, it's freaking back! But questions are still lingering in my mind. Questions that only Sungyeol will be able to answer. Questions that will let my anxiousness go away. Questions that I know will break him again.That's why, I will keep those questions by myself. Not for now but for forever. Driving with the love of your life. Listening to the radio that's been playing non-stop since we started to ride the car. And now, the radio plays one of my favorite song. The story starts laying in the dark with someone new
I’m feeling tired from all the time I spent on you
But I know I’m strong from all the trouble I’ve been through
The story starts where the story falls apart with youDon’t lie, bright eyes
Is it me that you see when you fall asleep?
Cause I know it’s you I dream about every night
Giving me a feeling like
Love in the summer
Way I’ve never felt with another
Don’t lie, bright eyes
Is it me that you see?
Tell me I’m not dreaming aloneThe story starts lying in the dark broken and bruised
I count the scars left in my heart from losing you
And I was wrong but let’s be honest you were too
I miss the part where I was falling hard for youSo don’t lie, bright eyes
Is it me that you see when you fall asleep?
Cause I know it’s you I dream about every night
Giving me this feeling like
Love in the summer