Chapter eighteen (1/1)

Taemin POV“Thank you so much for all your help. We’ll leave now.” Key said to the nurses that took care of me and to the doctor that is currently following my pregnancy. They waved to us while Key pushed my weelchair towards the car.I sighned, lowering my head untill my bangs were covering my eyes. I placed my hand on top of my stomach and rubbed there for a few seconds, before stoping completely, just leting my hand rest on top.When we arrived to the entry, a new nurse came and took my weelchair inside the hospital, giving me a warm smile. I smiled back, though a little more of a tired smile. Key opened the car’s door and I got in, pulling the seatbell on me almost immediately. He entered on the opposite door and did the same.When we were almost out of the park I turned to Key, smiling to him.“The twins are three months old now.” I patted my tummy like I would patt my babies heads when they did something good, making Key smile widely. Although I was still a little shaken up about that… miserable encounter, Key’s smiles made me feel a little more warm.“Good job babies~”Key reached his free hand and caressed my tummy with all the love he could gather. I could still feel his stress of what happened in him, but it was getting better, just like me. I still had to tell him the all story. I knew I would need his help more than ever now.But that could wait untill we got home and I had a good rest. I couldn’t sleep at all back at the hospital. The thoughts of my now gone uncle were too fresh in that place. I needed to get away in order to breath a new air.“There’s still a lot I have to know Taemin. You haven’t talked to me since I’ve found you. You know I need to know in order to help you.”I lowered my head, nodding silently and gently, getting used to the idea that I would have to go through that meeting again for Key to help me and understand me. But for now, I would only think how much my babies are growing and how happy I am to be able to still hold on to them.They were the only ones that still kept my body on the surfice. Without them I would feel numb right now. Although I slightly regret having them in me at this time of my life, I still have to appreciate them for being here, fluttering around, making me know that I’m now alone when Key is away.“I love you, Taemin.”Most of the time I would say ‘I love you too’ but now, those words sounded bitter. I’d loved my umma, I’d loved my appa, I’d loved my uncle, and I had said it. I was afraid that those words were my bad luck words. I felt them, but I couldn’t say them. They started making me nauseous.“I know.”  After what felt like seconds, my eyes flutered open, expecting to find Minho driving towards my house and me sitting on the seat next to him. Well, one thing was for sure. I was next to him, but not on the car and not on the middle of my ride home. I was in a bed. Probably Minho’s bed.This was a good damn oportunitie to freak the fuck out and just run away from Minho forever; but for some reason, I didn’t even move. I kept still, just enjoying the feeling of his long fingers on my hip while his other hand rested under my head, suporting it like a pillow. I might not have dated a lot, but I was almost completely sure this was the couple’s sleeping position.It’s at times like this that I like to stop and think about the reason why I’m gay. Why couldn’t I just like woman so that this little… friend here wouldn’t affect my heart and mind so much. But unffortunaly, I’m gay, he’s not, we’re sleeping like this because god knows why, I’m having a lot of trouble keeping my heart beat at a normal speed and I can’t feel my legs. What a great way to start the day.“MINHO, AUNTIE SAID THAT BREAKFAST WAS ON THE KITCHEN TABLE!! I TOLD HER ABOUT YOUR BOYFRIEND AND SHE MADE SOME FOR HIM TOO. IF YOU’RE FUCKING AT THIS TIME IN THE MORNING, PLEASE KEEP IT DOWN BECAUSE UNCLE IS STILL AT HOME!!  I’M ALSO LEAVING TO A JOB INTERVIEW SO YOU GUYS CAN FUCK SOME MORE! LOVE YOU, SEE YOU LATER!”I shook my head slightly, keeping my breath in after getting suddently nervous because of the words ‘boyfriend’  and ‘fuck’. Who was this person and why is he saying stupid nonsense at 8 in the morning?! I’m not Minho’s boyfriend and surelly we are not fucking. But before I could even think about something to say in my defense to that person, Minho got up and, without a word, opened the door and stood there, looking to the end of the hallway.“GO FUCK YOURSELF JONGHYUN!! I’M NOT IN THE MOOD FOR YOUR FUCKING SCREAMS! AND IF YOU SAY THE WORD ‘FUCK’ AGAIN, I WILL MAKE SURE YOU NEVER FUCK ANYONE ANYMORE!”Minho closed the door gently, like if he wasn’t pissed to no end and finnaly looked at me, smiling sweetly. Was he bipolar or something? That really scared me.“I’m sorry for my friend. He can be a real motherfucker sometimes. Did he waked you up?”With no words brave enough to come out, I simply shook my head, pulling the covers closer to my dressed in confortable clothes body. Wait….what?I looked down at my body and froze. This were not my clothes. I was not wearing this before. This clothes were far to big. They were Minho’s.“WHAT IS THIS?! D-did you undress me last night!?” I blushed suddently at the thought of having Minho looking at my unconscious naked body. To cover the suddent rush of embarrased blood to my cheeks, I covered my face with both my hands.“You would be unconfortable if you slept with those tight jeans. I saw no other option but to take them out. And no need to be embarrased. We are both guys, right?”That’s exactly why I’m embarrassed… Stupid I thought, recolecting my sanity before taking my hands off my now normal cheeks and looking again at a amused Minho. I tried to putt my professional look on my face. It kind of worked…I guess.“I know that, idiot. I’m not embarrassed.”“You look like someone that is. Would you like breakfast?”What’s this? What is he doing? Trying to change topic to avoid me?! Not smooth, not smooth!!“Yes, please.”“Because you asked so gently, I will get it for you~ “ He smirked cockly, opening the door and leaving the room in the next second. I standed there, grining my teeth in annoyanse.Murder. I will commit murder. PLEASE READ!!I really need to update more often, and I know it. But my game is just... taking all the time I have. And because i want it to be perfect, I end up spending days in front of files and more fiiiiileeesssss!! urggghhhh!! I'm not alone in this but it's still stressfull!! I'm sorry if i'm somehow letting you guys down. It wasn't my intencion at all. I love writting for me and for you... And i have a lot of ideas... They just don't connect with my time table...I'll try hard though, because I love all my subscribers and all my friends here. 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