Chapter ten (1/1)

Taemin POV“So if you look closely, you can see that two fetuses are inside your placent Taemin-shii. Because they were very tiny, we didn’t notice it on your first eco.”I looked at Key, tears already in his eyes. Oh my god this guy is allways crying when I come to the hospital to see the baby. Oh wait…. Babies?!“Do you mean…. I have twins!?”“Yes. And they will be very identical twins too, since they are both in the same placenta. Congratulations!”I started laughing with both my hands on my tummy and looked at Key, smiling sweetly before pulling him closer and pressing my lips on his. He gladly kissed back while smiling like a dork. I felt so happy. Now I’m not only caring one life, I’m caring two! I’m so incredibly happy!We pulled away from our kiss and Key started laughing while crying tears of happiness. I just chukcled at how sensitive this diva could get when it came to his babies.“Doctor, when can we know the gender of our babies?” Key asked, taking a piece of paper and helping me clean my tummy full of blue gel.“Well, since twins grow at a more quick speed than if it was only one baby, you should know the gender when Taemin enters his 5th month.”Key and I nodded, while I got up again and pulled my shirt down before leaving completely the bed where I was. It wasn’t unconfortable but it could be better…. The doctor handed us the pictures of my twins and said the appointment was complete.Key and I thanked the doctor and started leaving the hospital towards Key’s car in the park. When I was already sitting inside, I started a conversation with my love.“Can you imagine Key?! Twins!” Key laughed and started the car, driving away slowly from the park.“If we have little boys I will dress them with sport clothes almost the same! And if they are baby girls I’ll dress them as princeses with pink and purple dresses and a lot of ribbons and polished shoes and so many other things!” I stared throwing stupid drabbles trough the all ride home while happily pulling Key int my imaginary world were my kids were already born.“I guess we will need a bigger room for them. Maybe we should buy another house.” Key said, not taking his eyes off the road. I looked also to the front, thinking over it for a few seconds. A house would be very expencive and with two babies on their way, that would be a little compromising.“No need to! I love that house and we can make it with all in one room.” I said, looking at Key and smiling. He smiled back but didn’t look at me.We arrived home a few minutes later and while Key parked the car in the garage, I was already next to the elevator, securing the door for when he arrived. Since I’ve left the hospital that I have the feeling that something is just missing…. Something very important. But I have no idea what it is.“I’m done Tae. Are you daydreaming?” Key said with a moking voice that I just couldn’t help but to laugh.“No… I just spaced out for a few seconds… let’s go, I’m tired.” He nodded and took my hand on his, making me smile again. I loved the way he touched me and made my tummy feel numb.After just some second on the elevator, we got in the house and immediately ran to Key’s office to put the photos of my babies next to the others. I felt proud of my little babies for getting this far. They are going to be very strong humans, I just know it.Key was still putting his things down when the doorbell rang loudly, making both of us jump slightly and exchange looks.“Were you expecting someone?” I asked Key and he shook his head, as confused as I was.He walked to the door and opened it slowly and immediately, a woman’s exited voice ecooed through the house, making both of us freeze. CRAP!! HOW COULD HAVE I FORGOTTEN OF THIS DETAIL?!“U-umma….” Key POV “So….how’s the tea?” I asked my umma while sitting unconfortably next to Taemin that was trying hard not to expose him tummy very much. My parents still didn’t knew Taemin was pregnant with my twins, and I knew that they would be very happy, but still, I wanted to tell them carefully. As not to kill my lover.“Oh it’s good, it’s good. So, don’t you want to know why are we here?” My umma asked, a strangely scaring light shinning in her brown eyes. I was going to regret my words that will come next.“Of course umma. What’s the meaning of your…. Magnificent visit?” I asked very caferully, chosing my every word not to hurt either my umma with my sarcasm or to offend my own parents. I loved them, but they could be very annoying and noisy. But still, I have to treat them with respect.“Well, me and your appa were talking last night and… well, sweety---“ Now she was looking at Taemin that was almost trying to melt with the couch. “—We would be very pleased if you introduced us to your parents! I mean, you and Key still have marriage plans, right? So we need to meet them as quicly as possible!”Taemin gasped silently and cleared his throat, making me face him. He had a worried expression on his face that made me think about some thing for one sencond. Taemin had never before talked about his parents. Maybe this isn’t such a good idea.“Well, you see umma, Taemin’s parents are out and----“      “I only have myself.”I stoped abrutly and my parents were also speechless with the poison on Taemin’s normally sweet and caring voice. I’ve never seen his face in such a scary appearance. I was now completely sure this was going to a place where someone was going to get hurt.Taemin got up and bowed to my parents, holding both hands on his stomach before quicly going up the stairs, towards our bedroom. The environment in the living room got suddently dark so it was my turn to clear the mess I had firt provoked. I shouldn’t have talked about something I wasn’t familiar with.I know nothing about Taemin’s family, about Taemin’s past, about Taemin’s childwood. I felt so empty right now. I guess we really need to talk.“I’m sorry umma, appa. Taemin is a little… tired. Please, could you …..” I stretched my words a little toward the end, trying to get my parent to understand the rest of the sentence without me having really to tell them to leave.“Oh yes, yes. We’re going now.” My parents got off the couch and started fixing up to leave. I kissed them both goodbye and after some encouraging words from my appa they left for good. I sighned and locked the door, getting ready for the emotional Taemin.I knew that this story wasn’t going to be a fairytale, but with Taemin this emotionaly disturbed, I guess things just couldn’t get better.I went up the stairs and stood in from of our bedroom, thinking about my first sentence, before actually knocking on the door. It was completely silent inside the room, and the door wasn’t locked so I just made my way in.I looked around in the dark room, letting out a sighn when I heard nothing but Taemin’s breath.“Babe? I think we have to talk.” I said carefully, trying to make Taemin stay stable the way I wanted him to be while we talked about this… sencitive aspect of his life.“I don’t want to talk.”  He answered back, moving his body just enough to make me see in the dark that he was sitting on the edge of the bed. I sighned again and turned up the lights, deciding to approach my boyfriend in another way.I walked to his side and sat down, taking his body into my arms, kissing his head softly. One of my hands stayed on his hair, caressing it, while my other hand moved to his growing bump, caressing my two babies. This should calm him down.“You never told me anything about your parents babe. Don’t you think I should know?” He stayed still on my arms, just looking at the floor with teary eyes.“Everything will be easier if you tell me, you know? I’m here for you not only on the good times. I’m here for you on the tough times too. I just want to help you… but you will have to tell me first.” I said slowly, trying not to make him cry. I hated when people cried, but when it comes to my own boyfriend, I would kill not to see him cry.“My parents were dancers. Famous dancers. I loved them both so much and they loved me too.” Taemin lifted his head to look in my eyes and I could se the sorrow already building up on those eyes that could make me fall in love with him all over again.“I was fourteen when I came home from school like in any other day. My house was quiet, more than usual. At that time, I just thought that appa and umma had gone shopping or something, so I stayed inside the house, watching TV. My waiting though, took the rest of my life.” He looked down again, embracing his tummy, touching my hand with his. I immediately took his hand on mine securely.“They never came home that night. Or the next night. Or the next one. I stoped going to school, just to stay in the house, waiting for them. But after two weeks waiting, I had had enough. I went to the police and described my parents to them and what had happened in the twoo weeks they were gone. But it was too late… the police already knew where my parents were.”Tears strated flowing from his eyes, but he looked like he didn’t noticed them, or was just ignoring the pain that cause them to drip. I squeezed his hand a little bit, trying to get him to continue. And he did.“They tooked me to a morgue, to recognize the bodies. And indeed, they were my parents. When I saw them…. Lying there…. Dead…. I trewed up so bad I stop breathing. I tried to kill myself while being sick. But the police officers stoped me from going to far. I never had the guts to ask them what happened to them. I didn’t want to know. It was just too painfull. No one I knew or that my parents knew would do such a thing to them.”I felt like trowing up now. I can only imagine how Taemin felt. And how could the cops make Taemin see such a thing!? He was only fourteen for fucks sake! I don’t think I would be alive if I was in his place. It’s the first time seeing this side of Taemin.He normally acted like the world was his second priority. He only cared for dance and dance only. He closed himself up in a bubble. He acted neutral or difficult just not to get hurt. He is never peacefull. I wished I could have seen that sooner.I hugged him close to me, letting him cry silently while we both held his tummy in between us. He never felt safe and I just turned out to understand why. He could never rest assured when such a thing happened in the past. He could never become only mine. A part of him would allways be stuck in the past. And I hated that.“I love you Taemin” I wispered close to his ear and he nodded, hugging me back with all the strengh he could reunite at that time. I could only tell him I love him, because I have no idea of what’s happening inside his head. I can’t tell him everything will be okay if I’m not sure.Before I can even think about beeing a appa to my babies, I have to think about the person that is growing them inside him. Taemin is fragile, and that only proves a lot more of my theory. Taemin needs love and care. He need the attention and carring he lost so early in his life by god knows who.“D-don’t….leave me too…please… I love you….” He sobbed violelty by now and I could only hugg him tighter and tighter. I would never disappear from his life, and his parents wouldn’t either. It was just a error.“I will never Tae. Never.”I guess I have to talk with someone about this problem. And I think I know just who. God, such a sad chapter.... I have no idea what's wrong with my emotional side xP It'll get better but this story wouldn't be as good if there is no drama in the middle. And I LOOOOVE drama ehehehThank you for commenting and I have to say that you guys really can putt me smilling easly :D And subscribers too! 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