When old nightmares come (1/1)

Risa's pov: "Just enjoy your honeymoon." I chuckled as Maeri laughed from the other side of the phone. "I'll see you in a week then, bye bye." her bubbly voice chirped before the line went dead.I stood up and walked to my kitchen to get soemthing to eat when my phone went off again.With a sigh, I grabbed it from the counter and answered with a neutral greeting."Ah, manager unnie." I smiled once I regonized her voice and she told me stuff about my shedules."Don't forget that you have the audition for that role in the drama offer you got.""Ah, yes, don't worry, I'm practicing the lines regulary." I said assured, making manger unnie hum and end the phonecall. I shifted in my bed, not able to sleep at all. It was already past midnight and I was tired and my eyelids were heavy, forcing themselves to close shut. But... I couldn't sleep.It was like some force was telling me to not sleep, even though I wanted. Insomnia was something that bothered me for a few days already.A loud huff left me as I turned to my left side, only to turn on my right side and then go and lie down on my stomach."One sheep, two sheeps, three sheeps..."I face palmed myself as I pulled the blankt over my face and tried to sleep again.After many hours of trying to sleep, I finally succeeded and was welcomes my pure blackness."Stop...""Kill...""Stop it... Leave me alone...!""Come here...."The smell of blood was getting stronger and stronger and I couldn't move my body that was frozen in place; I felt myself falling, falling down and down and down, till I ended up falling in complete darkness.But soon eyes appeared and they stared at me hungrily, giving me the shivers.Scared was an understatement. A big understatement...My eyes snapped open as cold sweat was all over my body.My hand searched for my lamp furiously, trying to light up the dark and scary room.It was hard to breath and my heart was beating faster and faster, like it hat to beat for it's live or else something bad would happen.My body was shivering, trembling and it was like my body was numb.It was awful and tears rolled down my cheeks as I sat there on my bed for like at least half an hour.No....Why?Why did those nightmares come back again?!The trembling of my body didn't want to stop even though I tried to force myself to calm down and sooth myself that it was all a nightmare, only a dream that would go away.But I was scared.Really scared.... --- "Wow, you look amazing in here!"  Maeri