[M] demons (1/2)

Everything got silent for a moment and all that you could hear was my scream, Kris pulled me against his chest and I soon quieted. I hate this I hate being out of control and screaming and freaking out it makes me feel so weak and helpless....just like I was that night that Man out his thing inside of me....I felt someone standing close to me and I looked up and saw that man I whimpered and said

"Please make him go dont let him touch me, dont come any closer to me I cant stand it. Please Kris dont let him get me please help me"

Kris said to me "hush N its going to be okay, no one is going to hurt you alright? its going to be okay, how do you know this man?"

I shook my head and said "he is the one that beat me Im sure of it, I remember his hands....I remember everything it was him please dont let it happen again please dont"

This man also raped me, he forced himself inside of me even though I didnt want it all because of Ren, I want to hurt Ren but I didnt say that part out loud. Kris's hand tightened on my shoulder and I felt his heart speed up, I knew if he got more upset then he would pass out and it would be all my fault. I cant let that happen Kris has to get better he cant get sick because of me, it cant let it be my fault.

"Let me handle him, Kai will take you in to change but I will take care of this" His hand tighten on my arm and I knew he would hurt Ren right now.

I shook my head and said "No just let him be, dont leave me just get me out of here please Im so cold" my clothes were soaking wet and I started to shiver but not because of the dampness but because of the fact that my mind was fighting against itself....fighting to stay in the light and not go back to that dark place in the garage. Now when the image came back into my mind I saw that man looming over me, kicking me and calling me terrible names..make it stop please, stop thinking about it N you have you.

Kris looked down at me and it was almost as if he could sense my fear he said

"come on baby lets get you into some clean clothes and get you home, Kai did you bring extra clothes?"

Kai came up and helped get me to my feet, I heard someone laughing and it was Ren. Kris shot him a dirty look and said

"If you are still here when I get through, so help me I will make sure you go into that pool next and dont come up for air"

He laughed and said "are you threatening me? In front of all these people?"

Kris shook his head and said "No I am making you a promise, if you dont breath water then so help me I will make sure you feel what you put him through"

Ren smiled and said "Oh I see now, so did the little slut finally tell you everything? Every detail and how much he loved every moment of it"

Kris got silent and said "What are you talking about?"

I grabbed his arm and said "come on lets just go, just leave him be"

A crowd of people had started to gather around us but Kai helped move the people out of the way. Kris helped me up and we walked towards the locker room, Kai grabbed my phone and we left. Once we got into the locker room they both quickly took off my shirt and socks, pants and helped dry me off. I was still shivering as Kai put clothes on me, thank goodness he wasnt staring at me everything was very mechanical like auto pilot. I waited for Kris to bring it up to ask me what I didnt tell him but he never did instead he just made sure I was dry.

After I was dressed Kris put his hands on my face and said "N talk to me, are you alright?"

I nodded and said "Im fine now, just get me out of here please"

We left and headed back to the penthouse thank goodness and once we got there the only thing I wanted to do was run upstairs and stay there. Kai walked me up while Kris checked around the area and talked to the gaurd at the front. I got upstairs and opened the door and went into my room but something smelled off, that smell what is that? Grabbing my pillow I brought it up to my nose and smelled it really good then I ran to the bathroom. It was the same smell of that man, Im going to be sick!

I heard Kai coming behind me and felt his hand on my back as I heaved into the toilet, nothing came up but <strong style="font-size:18px;line-height:1.6;">still I felt sick. To think that someone was in here, could it have been the other man from that night? The one who was trying to be kind to me? If he wanted to be kind he could have stopped the other man, and I know that it wasnt Ren who was there he smells different then this.Kai yelled for Kris and I heard him running towards the bathroom, he pushed my hair back and said "Baby whats the matter?"

I shook my head and said "There was someone in here, someone that wasnt the maid....that smell I know that smell"

He handed me a wash cloth and said to Kai "call the security guard to come up here at once. N its ok we will find out who was in here, come on try to sit down"

I felt him cleaning my face then I started to get embarrassed because I was freaking out. Here I go screaming in the spa and now coming back to my pillow smelling like someone. Maybe I just need to be alone, thats what I need right now. Kris pulled me back against him and held me for a moment and said

"Its alright nothing bad is going to happen, Im here for you"

My anger started to flare up and I yelled "just leave, please or your going to be late to meet with Hoshi"

He got still and said "N dont do this I feel like you are pushing me away right now, let me be here for you just tell me whats wrong"

I moved away from him and looked at him and started to cry, I was so angry right now so unbelievably angry. He saw my anger and moved back away from me, great now I scare him just like he scared me. So does that make us even, am I really going to do this? He doesnt need to be here while Im freaking out right now, no one that Im close to needs to be here right now.

"Kris Im going to lie down, go see Hoshi and do whatever you want to do till you come back I just need to be alone right now"

His eyes got big and he said "do you want Kai to stay with you at least?"