CHAPTER 7 (1/1)

What were you thinking? Going out and get drunk! Really Soojung, Gosh! -Hey, I said I was sorry ok, I don’t need more scolds from you. - I saw her pouting as she was going to the couch. I breathed deeply followed her.Listen… I’m sorry for yell at you, it’s just… why were you drinking in the first place? -Mom keeps telling me to find a husband since yours was a failure, so all the pressure it’s in me, I don’t how could you handle it, I mean with my mom bother me, my grandma saying I need to be better than you and my dad, well he doesn’t even looked at me.-Wait, why my dad do that? Did you two get a fight or something? - I saw how tense she get, I knew something was missing here, grabbing my sister’s hands I tried to search for her eyes.Kryssie… looked at me, what happened? - She started to stutter and I could see her tears.J-Jessie, I tried, I really tried to denied it but I can't I just can’t, this is just who I am. - She covered her face with her hands, she was crying.What are you talking about? - I hugged her trying to calm her down.Really? You never notice? - She looked at me, her eyes were already red and I could see the pain in it.Notice what?-I’m gay, I like women, and my dad knows about it and since that day he stopped talking to me, the last thing he said to me is that I’m a disgrace to the family. - Everything in the room went to silent, only Krystal’s sobs could be heard at the moment, I understood what was she was going through and why she drank like that last night, beside knowing that it was me who could possible know her feeling, since I came out, no officially, but still knowing I am, maybe not a gay person but a bi, I hugged her and whispered.I don’t think  you are a disgrace, in fact I think you are the best thing that could happened in this family at least for me, you are my little sister and l love you, that would never chance alright?.- I pulled up to see her clearly.I love you too. - We spend a few minutes in silent, hugging each other, the silent was broke when my phone started to rang, I got up from the couch and went to the kitchen where my cellphone was I picked it answering all along.Hello? -Sica! Let’s go out tonight. -Sunny-ah I don’t think is a good….C’mon! You know I won’t stop bother you until you said yes. - sighing, I looked back at my sister who just nodded telling me it was fine.Ok, where are we going?-Just a small party I know, get chance I’ll pick you up, ok.-Alright, I’ll waiting.-Good, see you babe.-See you babe.- hung in up, I sighed.Jessie, with whom were you talking last night? -Uh? -Last night, I was drunk but I I was conscious enough to remember what happened last night and you were at the phone with someone. -Well, believe or not I have social life outside of works.-But… it was pretty late, who could you possible talk at that time?- biting my lips, a sign of nervousness that I had since kid, I looked away, Krystal sense something was odd.Are you seeing someone? -No, I just… I have a friend ok, a new friend.-Oh, is she or he?-She, ok cut it out,  I won’t tell you more, now I need to change and you need to rest.-I’ll find out sooner or later you know.- Better be later.- With that I closed the door of my room, looking around I sighed. “Why do I have to go to that stupid party?”  Sighing once again, I went to my closet.---------------------------------------------------- This is fun right?! –What?!-I said “this is fun right?!”-I can barely hear you. -That’s because you’re old! -What?!- Sunny just giggled at me, I keep glancing back and forth, we were in a huge house, I could say it was almost a mansion, there were a lot of people, and the music it was too loud, like literally to loud, I didn’t know what I was doing here in the first place, I was kind of annoyed about all this.I’ll get some drinks! - I yelled at Sunny, who just nodded at me, I looked around again “where is the kitchen?”Sunny where is the kit… uh? Sunny? ...- I just distracted myself for like 5 minute and she wasn’t here anymore “great, just great…” braving myself I started walking, fortunately the kitchen wasn’t that far from where I was before, unfortunately in my way I came across to several persons, drunk persons, who just want to hit on me.No, I don’t want to hang out with you.- turning down a boy who just keep telling me to go and dance with me, I finally went to the kitchen, it was a surprises to see that nobody was here, well it was just me and another person, who’s back  was facing me.Without paying too much attention I grabbed some of the red cup and filled with water, I wasn’t in a mood to get drunk.I supposed you don’t drink? - I looked at my side, there was a familiar girl.It nice meeting you again Jessica. - Wait… this girlMiyoung? -I’m glad you remember my name. - Still in surprised at nodded.What? I have something in my face? - She looked worry going to the fridge looking at her reflection, notice that it was nothing, she looked at me confused.I’m sorry, it’s just … I’m surprised… that’s it. - She nodded at me, then from nowhere she smiled.So, are you enjoying the party? - Taking a sip of my water I denied.I don’t really like parties, less parties with too loud music. -Yeah, I think it’s loud too, so what are you doing here?-A friend of mine invited me.-That’s nice, I think-No, it’s not, she invited me and I said no, so she just show up at my door threatening me.- she laughed, I stopped what I was doing… wait a second.. That laugh… I know that laugh, it could be? No, that’s impossible, right?It’s everything ok Jessica? -Uh? ... Oh yeah, I’m fine. -You sure? -Maybe it’s the party. -Want to go elsewhere? - I nodded, she smiled looking at me.Ok, maybe we can’t go to the terrace, it has an amazing sight. -Let’s go then. - Putting my cup down, I followed her. Something odd was happening, I could feel it…