19th Midnight: Snow that (1/1)

" Annyeong~! º(^////^)º It's me again. When you read this, I won't be there, by your side. But I'm with you. I won't fade away, as long as I live in your memories.You don't owe me anything. That's why, you don't have to feel guilty. And, don't worry, I won't hunt you in the shape of a ghost. But I'll stay with you as long as you want me to be. My soul was yours since the moment I fell in love with you. I just gave it back to his rightful owner.I won't cry... I won't cry... I'm happy. Happy that you won't forget the memories we made together. Ah~! I'm so selfish, right? Asking you to not forgive me. I'm such a bad person. I just need to know that you'll remember my name.If love comes to you again, hold onto it. Because that will make me the happiest being in the world. Enjoy your life, be a good uncle for her and take care of your friends. They need you. Take good care of LETHyo and don't feed him these cookies all the time. And... fall in love. I won't get mad (just a bit jealous). I just need you to be happy, Junhyung.Once again, I'll throw away my pride and tell you how much I love you... I love you. I love you, Junhyung. I love you, Babo grown up man Yong Junhyung. Ah~! I miss you already. But I don't have to, because I'm right here, with you. Just don't forget that I never gave up on you and my love for you. And... I'm sorry. For leaving you like that in the past, for being such a coward. Forgive me.P.S. Please, in my behalf, tell Kyung Mi and Dongwoon to give the baby a pretty name. Tell Mi Ri and Doojoon that I wish the best for them. Tell Hyuna and Hyunseung to not spend so much money on clothes. Take care of the poor KiSeob, I'm pretty sure they'll walk holding hands soon. And you... What can I say to you?... This is so hard... I promised myself that I won't cry but...  Anyway. I know that, with your talent, you will get really far. Don't hesitate and just grab it, your star. I'll watch over your dreams. Take care, Junhyung.Hyun Ae ♥. " The more I read her last note on her notebook, the more I think she just did something silly and stupid. You thought I'll leave you do whatever you want and stay still? Really, Hyun Ae? You should know me already. You should know how stubborn I can be. I won't leave you go. Even If that means going to that world. My world. Where you are.I take a deep breath as I get up from the armchair in her hospital room and walk toward her bed. She seems to sleep peacefully. But, this time, her face really resembles that girl in the cover, struggling with her life, about to exhale her last breath. But I won't allow it. That's way, I take her hand softly, feeling the still warm skin of her palm. I squeeze it, trying to memorize that feeling on my own skin so I won't forget it ever again. I place her palm on the notebook and press mine on hers.This time, there's no wild wind sucking my body into some weird world. I just fall asleep, in a deep dream. I start to feel my body, lying down on something cold, really cold. Snow? I clench my fists and squeeze the soft snow as I try to open my eyes slowly. Beside the dark brown color of the trees, everything else is white and cold, no sound beside my steps on the fresh snow. A place frozen in time.  I walk through the forest, trying to find a clearing in the woods so I can figure out where I am and where I have to go. But I don't need to walk for too long until an imposing castle appears before my eyes.  - Hyun Ae, you really made my imagination run wild - I sigh.I feel something really weird but exciting. As I walk, the snow melts slowly and It's less dark now. It's like If the castle had a warm aura around it. And It's calling me. I feel it, how that warm feeling attracks me. Suddenly, snowflakes start to fall when I reach in front of the main gate. I thought the doors might be big and imposing, but I'm wrong. Maybe the doors to my heart are not that big and easy to go through.I leave my hands rest on the knobs and hold them thigtly as I pull the doors open widely. Then, when I step a foot in the room, the most amazing and beautiful thing in the world happens before my eyes: The snow turns into roses. Rose petals.  Thanks to the rain of rose petals, I get to distingish the graceful and beautiful white dress in the middle of the room. But not as beautiful as the person who wears it. Hyun Ae. She turns around annoyingly slow as I walk toward her, with my heart beating on my throat, pounding in my head and bouncing inside my ribcage.- Why are you here? - she frowns as she looks around - Is this an illusion?- I'm real, babo-ah...- Ani... - she shakes her head with a scared look - You can't be here...- I came to bring you back, Hyun Ae.- Shiro! I won't! - she steps back.- Hyun Ae...- Stay away from me!She runs toward the stairs but, for some reason, I'm faster. I block her way a few steps up. Since I own this place... I might have some adventages, right? I look down at her as I walk down the stairs, but she keeps going away from me. Getting really pissed, I speed up and hold her in my arms as she struggles to break away.- Don't you even dare to run away from me again, arasso!? - I yell at her. My scary look always worked on her.- Junhyung...- No fucking "Junhyung..."s, If you don't go back right now your body will die.- Where is the use of all the things I did then, huh!? - she frowns - I don't want to live in oblivion again! I don't want anyone to forget me! I don't want you to forget me! You know how much that hurts, huh!?- I do! Since I do, I won't let that happen so... - I lower my voice and caress her cheek - Come back with me.- You... - she shakes her head, tears falling down her cheeks - You're going to forget me again...- I'm not asking you If you want to come - I rest my forehead against hers - It's a statement.- Junhyung, listen to me...- You made your choice - I kiss her forehead - Now, It's my turn.- I beg you... - she whispers, just a weak sound.But she can do nothing. I made my choice. I cup her face between my hands and make her look up at me. She rests her hands on mine and squeezes them, sunrrending. Once she closes her eyes, I do the same with mine and my lips meet with hers softly. Just a slight touch and everything around us becomes chaotic. I don't want to open my eyes scared of losing the feeling of her so close to me again, but I do feel the petals flying and hitting us slightly, raining over us.When the wind around us becomes stronger and wilder, I hug her tight with my arms around her body, burying my face in the crook of her neck as she does the same on my chest.- I promise... I'll find you again - I hug her even tighter - I found you here... I'll find you. Do you trust me?- I trust you.- I'll tell it to you again once we meet again, but... I want you to know that... ...I love you, Hyun Ae... oOoI wake up next morning with a fucking headache and something wet on my face. I blink my eyes a few times, trying to get used to the annoying light of the... Sigh... Afternoon.- LETHyo~! Get off~!I don't even know why I decided to keep him. I have to take him around all the time since Hyun Jin hyung can't watch over him when I'm gone. So, at our schedules, I leave him playing around with the noonas or some guys from the staff.- I think you need to go on a diet, you are getting fat.He tilts his head to the side, just as he does when he gets what I'm talking about and runs away, not wanting to let go on his cookies. I'm such a bad master... I can't even take care of myself, how is that I wanted to keep him? Unknown.I have to take a quick shower and get ready If I don't want to be late. Again. Since today we have a free day and Doojoon's wedding is tomorrow, we wanted to throw a party for the love birds and to celebrate the six months of Jun Ae. No, don't ask me. I don't even know If that name exists. But Kyung Mi insisted on it and Dongwoon liked it so... Our nice's name is Son Jun Ae.I put my swag on and put LETHyo on the dog bed he uses to ride the car. Another thing I don't really get: Why did I choose such a corny item for a dog like a bed with the shape of a chestnut!? Unknown.- Yah! You're late again! - Doojoon scolds me as soon as he opens the door - How can the godfather be late, huh?- Arasso, arasso. I won't be late tomorrow - I pat his shoulder - Where is everyone?- Huh! Look at this! - he drags me toward the living room.- Shh! - everyone hushes us.- So welcoming - I glare at them all and notice Jun Ae on Kikwang's arms - Come here with uncle Junhyung~! This is just a pervert oppa, stay away from him.- Hyung! Don't say these things to the baby! - Kikwang pouts.- Why are you all staring at the TV like babos? - I chuckle.- Listen~! - Hyun A turns up the volume." She's the writer that came back from the after world with a best seller in her pocket. She was in coma for almost six month and then, suddenly, she woke up. She worker on her book and brought us this fantastic story. Stay tunned and don't miss the inteview we made to-... "- She was in the same hospital where I gave birth to Jun Ae. She woke up on the same day I got discharged! - Kyung Mi states with an amazed face.- We saw her when she was taking a walk and she even took Jun Ae on her arms. This little cutie stopped crying as soon as she cradled her a bit - Dongwoon makes a funny face to his baby.- Why such a shock? - I tsk - It's not the first time someone wakes up after a while in coma. It's nothing new - I shrug.- It is If after that you write a book and It becomes a best seller worldwide - Hyunseung states - Here.- What is this? - I frown as I take the book.- That's the book she wrote - Kyung Mi smiles.- You should read it - Mi Ri takes Jun Ae from my arms - Uh~! Kyeopta~!- Mwoh-ah? - I turn the book up and down, looking for the name - No name?- She's such an interesting person, she didn't put her name on the book - Dongwoon nods amazed too.- Are you kidding? - I raise an eyebrow.- Shut up! The interview~! - Yoseob whines." Let me introduce such a special guest, the trending topic in all the news, the ghost writer...  ...Park Hyun Ae."