4th Midnight: - Shes not (1/1)

- Are you satisfied now? - I ask breaking the awkward silence. My words were followed by a "grrrr~".- I am, but I think he isn't - she blushed pointing to her tummy.- I will order something - I sigh - What do you want?- Mmm... - she frowns - Pizza?- Pizza... for lunch? - she nods - You should befriend with Hyunseung - I walk to my room again.- Hyunseung... red hair... - she mutters.- Mwoh? - I turn on my heels - You just said... red hair?- Huh... 4D Prince. Ran... Rancho? Why do I think about these things? - she blinks confused.- What about Yoseob? - I shake her by her shoulders a bit - Something comes up to your mind?- Aegyo? - she tilts her head to the side.- What about Doojoon!? - I raise my voice a bit, startling her.- I don't know! - she shakes her head - It hurts!- Mwoh? - I release her - Did I hold her too tight?She doesn't have to answer since It's not me what hurts her, It's her memories. Why do I know that? Because I watch her on the ground, curled like a scared kid, hiding her head between her hands, resting it on her knees. Note to myself: It hurts when she remembers. That might do things even harder, on both of us.- It's ok! - she says when she hears me coming closer - I'm ok... - she lifts her head and look at me with these eyes - I want pizza mozzarella. I sigh deeply and walk to the kitchen to make that call. No matter what she says, It's written on her face. That must hurt as hell. That kind of face... you can't fake it. But, what can we do? She has to remember for our sake. If she remembers, she can leave. Wait! Did she just reacted to all our names? I asked her by instinct, not thinking too much about it but It's something I have to be careful. I don't have a clue of who she was before this.- Junhyung-ssi! - someone whispers in my ear suddenly. One of my weak points.- Mwoh!? - I shout stepping a few steps away from her.- Someone's ringing the bell - she keeps with the whispers.- Aish! Stop it - I leave her standing there and walk toward the front gate - It's Hyun Jin hyung.What does he want know?- Doctor friend? - she asks curious, coming toward me.- Hi! - he says once he comes in.- Oh! Hi, how are you? - she answers joyfully in english.- Mwoh? What did she say? - hyung asks dumbfonded.- Hyun Ae-ah, this babo hyung doesn't speak english - I chuckle - He just tries to be cool too much.- Oh~! If It's just "try" that means he isn't cool - she nods amazed.- Yah~! It's been just a day and you already team up against me!? - he hisses - This brat...A day? It's just a day... I think I need to get a hold of myself. Soon.- Why are you here again? - I ask annoyed.- I was curious If everything went well. Since you ran away like that so worried about her - he points at Hyun Ae.- I wasn't worried about her! - I spit out like If It was the last thing I'll do in my life - I was worried that It might ruin my image!- Arasso, arasso! - he laughs - I brough her clothes. It's the outfit my sis wears when she goes to the gym.- Don't worry about it, I was about to call Kyung Mi for that.- I got her clean underwears.- Oh! Really? - I just notice she was still here.- See? She needs to wash up everyday. She's not a doll!- I know, huh? She just got here yesterday, you want me to have everything ready to take care of a girl when I myself didn't know about it!?- If you didn't want to do this then why you don't settle things straight, huh!? - he yells back - Be more mature just once!- I'll leave - I hear a soft voice between all our shouting.- You... you'll leave? - I smirk - And where are you going to go, huh? You know who you are? Do you remember your parents or any siblings? Do you know where you live? Do you know, huh!? If you go away from me... you are dead.- Yah... - hyung taps my shoulder softly, he knows he can't go strong against me when I'm this mad - You made her cry.But she's not crying. The reason why her head is down is cause she lost it. Warmth. I don't know why I know this but I just had to have a glance at her and I knew it. I'm killing her... That's what I have in my head, that I'm killing her. Softly, word by word, coldness, hateful words... I know now that It's really true, the fact that her life is in my hands.What can I do now? If I do things without meaning them, It'll be useless. The only thing I put all mysefl in is...- Music!- Mwoh!? Yah! How can you think about that when she's like this! - he hisses - Look here, agasshi, this jerk... - He steps back as soon as his hand reaches her arm - What is this!? She's a ice! Junhyung-ah!- Now you will believe me! - I hiss, picking up my Ipod and walking toward them again - Now, listen.I plug one earphone on her ear and one on mine so I can follow it. I look for the song I need right now and play it. I'm sorry.- What the hell are you doing? She has to go to the hospital!- Hyung! Shut up and look at her! - I take her by her shoulders - Hyun Ae, look at me... now.She does as I just told her and I get a big shock when I see her pale face, these eyes look really cold, like she lost her mind. She looks... empty.I follow the song, and sing along my parts, being sure she listen to me, that she looks at me and gets what I'm doing right now. I can't express myself better than this.Slowly, the sparkle in her eyes comes back, they don't look lost anymore. Hyung steps back even more, not wanting to believe what his eyes are watching right now. He has his denial mode on.- Hyun Ae... are you back? - I ask trying to be soft. She nods slightly.- Back? Back from where? Hell!? - hyung hiss in panic.- Hyung, give me the clothes - I ask him.- B-But...- Hyung! Shut up and give me the effing clothes! - he hands them to me - Can you walk?She nods and I help her stand on her own feet. I make a sign for Hyun Jin hyung to stay right there and wait for me while I take Hyun Ae to my room.- You know how the shower works, right? - I place the clothes on the bed - Wash up and change your clothes.- Junhyung-ssi! - she calls me before I can reach the door - For being this weak... mianhae. For not being able to take care of myself... mianhae. I know the situation I got myself into - I keeps my back to her - I knew something was wrong with me the moment I woke up. "This is not me... I don't feel like myself..." that was what I thought.- What are you trying to say? - I ask gathering all my strenght to be calm.- I'm not sure when I'll get back my memories so I don't know when I'll stop bothering you... - she makes a pause.- But...- I can promise you something - she takes a deep breath, looking really determinated in her words - If I remember something, I'll tell you right away. You'll be the first person to know it. When I gather enough memories to live by myself... I'll leave you.- Arasso, go shower. The pizza will be here soon - I answer emotionless.You can't leave even If we both want it so bad. You didn't get it yet, right? What will happen to you If you go away from me... Even If you want, at least you should know the truth so you can make your own decision fairly. I think you are getting it slowly, right?I come out from my room, forgetting about the fact that I have a stunned hyung right there, standing like a statue.- Hyung... - I shake him a bit - I told you she... that It's was hard to explain it...- Is she dead? A zombie? A vampire? A ghost!? - he starts to babble - Did she come from hell?Even If his questions make no sense, the truth doesn't either. How do I tell him a girl from a book, a witch, made a girl a body because she lost it somewhere? How Do I tell him she went to meet the witch inside the book and asked for help? And that I'm the only one who can help her. Oh! Don't forget about the "warmth" thing.- She isn't any of that, hyung. Well - I chuckle - I do call her Ghost Girl but... she is alive. Somehow.- Somehow? Somehow!? - he hisses - You just said that she's alive somehow?- All you need to know is that I have to find her and that she has to be with me.- Find her? She's right there! - he points to my room.- I mean... - I sigh - her real body.- Real body... what about the one she has now? Did she steal it!?- Ani, ani... calm down. Someone made it for her... I think she looks like that in real life too.- Yah! Joke Junhyung! - someone yells - What do you think you are doing now?- Why you again... - I facepalm myself.- Don't you think I had to come so he will believe what you say? - she smirks.- You think you should change your hair everytime? It's confusing! - I hiss.- I change as much as she pleases - she chuckles - If she changes, I do.- What do you mean? - I frown.- Don't I look tougher? That means she's stronger too - she laughs - By the way, I think you should take care of him - she points to Hyun Jin hyung.- Yah! Hyung, get a hold of yourself! - I shake him.- Anyway, I came here to give you some advise: Stop sprending the news about a girl that came back from somewhere with a new body that It's not hers and someone did!- What did you want me to do, huh? I need some help too! - I hiss.- Arasso, arasso! Since I know you just can have him on your side... no one else! - she sighs - It's dangerous for everyone.- Arasso, I won't say it to anyone else - I nod.- Then, I'll go now. Things are a bit epic in my world too. As long as she keeps getting back her memories, everything will go slowly to their right place. Meanwhile, It's all a mess.- Wait! - I stop her before she fades away - Why I made that effect on her? She got better when I'm the one... you know... the warmth thing.- Maybe you're the one she needs the most or... - she tilts her head to the side and smile - You both need it.- She disappeared again... - I feel something grab my leg - Yah! Get up already! Aish!- What was that!?- It's not a damn ghost, ara!? Stop being a kid and listen.After 10min of a full explanation...- Where is that book?- I can't show it right now, It's in the room.- Do you have it in a safe place?- Underwear drawer.- Smart kid - he chuckles - If you were a girl, that's the first place where a man will go to search something. But being a girl... she won't dare to look there, right?- That's what I thought.- Will she really die? What If we can't find her body?- That... - Great question - I don't know. What will happen If we can't find her body.- Well - he chuckles and leans back on the couch - she can stay here forever and be your wife.- Yah! Wife!? - I hit him on his head - Do you want to die? Wife of whom, huh!?- I think this is a bit tight for me - we stop fighting as soon as we hear a shy voice coming from behind us.We both turn around to check what she means with that. It's true, the outfit doesn't fit her well. The sleeves are short, the same with the pants, and the chest seems to be too... tight.- Well... you can roll up the sleeves... and... - hyung stutters.- Don't worry, It's just for today. Stop it, hyung - I hit him again to make him stop staring at her as If she was food - I'll get clothes for you soon.- Then, you should call Kyung Mi-ssi right now - he gets up - I'll be leaving now.- Great idea - I smirk.- You want to be alone with her so bad? - he whispers in my ear.- Aish! Leave already! - I hiss.- Ah! That's right - he takes his phone - Look this way, Hyun Ae-ssi~!- What was that? - she asks confused.- I took a pic. I need it since I'll try to find your bo-... - I make a sign for him to shut the fuck up - your past, any clues of who you are - he laughs awkwardly.- You better leave... Now! - I growl.- Arasso punk! - he walks toward the door - See you!- Doctor-ssi! - Hyun Ae calls him and he stops right there - Thanks.- You don't have to thank me, call me Hyun Jin oppa instead - he winks.- Oppa? - she tilts her head to the side - I think It should be ahjussi though...- Mwoh!? - he looks at her dumbfounded - Ah-Ah... ahjussi?- Is not that? - she scratches the back of her neck.I can't stop laughing at the whole scene. I'm not sure If she's that innocent because she doesn't remember things well or she's just a troll. Definitely she has some humor sense.- Yah! You taught her that, huh!?- Ani! You clearly look over 30 so you have to be an ahjussi! - she tries to defend... me?- Look here, agasshi! I'm just 29 years old!- There's no difference at all - she mutters, but I heard it.- Just don't call him at all, there's no need for you to know this ah-ju-ssi - I walk toward him and pat his shoulder.*door bell*- Pizza! - she runs toward the door, not caring about the both of us standing in her way.- She sure loves pizza... - he blinks amazed.- You should go, hyung - I chuckle - Doctor-ssi can't be late to treat his patients. And... thanks.- I think you say that really often now, I must thank it to her? - he points to the girl spazzing with a box with pizza on her hands.- Kamsahamnida~! - she bows and comes in joyfully - He says you have to pay for it, Junhyung-ssi~!- "Junhyung-ssi~"!? - I hiss - Just when I have to pay I'm "Junhyung-ssi~", huh?- It seems I'm not the only one trolled here~ - he sings.- Aish! Fuck off already! - I push him out.- See you Doctor ahjussi~! - she attacks him back.- Huh! See you Hyun Ae agasshi~! - he sighs, giving up to her stubborn boldness - Junhyung-ssi~! - he tries to mimic her voice and waves his hands in a girly way.- Bye hyung - I have to laugh.When I go back in, she's already sitting on the table eating her pizza joyfully. I study her with my gaze like in a zoo, watching the animals in their cages. At least she looks like a happy monkey here.- Do you want some? - she asks with her lips full of cheese.- You'll choke If you eat like that - I bring her some napkins - You want some coke or something?Why I'm being so nice suddenly? Offering her my precious coke. Oh~! I remember, I almost killed her a while ago. Asshole.- I don't like soft drinks - she keeps chewing joyfully.- Such a relief, I won't have to share it with you - I mutter to myself.- Can I have some water?- Serve yourself as you please, I won't be around to do it for you all the time so get used to it - I sign her to the fridge.I leave her there enjoying her food while I deal with the clothes issue. Of course she gets a shock when I explain everything to her through a phone call.- I need you to get clothes to fill a wardrobe for a girl. Light and warm clothes. For a long time, not just some vacations.- A full wardrobe? Shoes, bags, coats, accessories,... everything!? - she asks stunned.- Everything!- Did you get married and didn't tell us? - she chuckles.- Ani, something came up and someone has to stay here for quite a while.- A girl you said?- I'll explain it once we meet the day after tomorrow - I whine.- Arasso, I won't question you anymore - she laughs - But I need to know her size for all that clothes.- Mmmm... - I sneak into the kitchen - I think she's mixed, not korean. So... her body is...- She has nice curves, right? - she jokes - Arasso. Is she tall?- Wait - I walk toward her and sign her to get up - Around 165cm or so.- She must have a M for top and 38 below. How about her bust? - I can hear her laugh through the phone.- Mwoh!? Bust? Well... - I stare at her.- The size I use for bra's 90 - she answers nonchalant.- You heard that... right? - I laugh awkwardly.- No worries, I won't misunderstand. You will tell us soon, right? - she chuckles - I'll keep the secret until then.- You need to know soemthing else?- Well, If she likes the cute or sexy style, which colors... these kind of things.- She's not cute or sexy. Just an ordinary girl, a bit tanned.- Thanks for your praise. Sorry for not being a top model - she says with sarcasm, taking another bite of pizza.- You shouldn't say these kind of things when there's a girl in front of you! - she scolds me.- Arasso, eomma~! When will you have it?- Tomorrow around 8PM. I'll need some time to choose it all and pack it.- Woah! That's fast! You're daebak - I joke - The clothes will be here before the room!- That's right! You don't have the guest room decorated! - she states - I'll send you some people tomorrow! They'll be there before 1PM.  Mi Ri will take care of it. - Mwoh!?- Don't remember you gave me the measures? - she asks excited - I'll send some people I know tomorrow! Mi Ri unnie will find the best room for you! She wanted to do it since a while.- Kim Kyung Mi... are you serious!? - I say with my jaw about to hit the floor.- You know there's nothing we can't do in the design field~! - she sings - Hanging up! I have a lot of things to get ready for tomorrow! Bye~!- Well... by-... - I sigh - She hung up.- Is there something wrong? - Hyun Ae asks with ketchup on her nose.- That you will come out to be a really expensive doll - I take a napkin and wipe it out roughtly.- Expensive doll? Aish!... - she mades a grin with disgust - I can walk around naked and sleep on the floor, there's no problem for me but...- But... Mwoh!? What now!? - I provoke her to keep talking. I want to check how far her temper can take her.- Arasso, huh!? - she hisses - Next time, when that ahjumma comes again, I'll wander around the house N-A-K-E-D! And sure she will misunderstand it and make a scandal of it! Bye-bye Beast then!I watch her, with my eyes about to pop out due to my anger. But then, her face does that mood swings that start to be a bit scary. It changes from anger and rage to confusion and pain. - Wait! You said Beast!? - I shout.- Wae... Why did I say that? - she blinks confused and walks toward me - What is that? What is Beast!? Tell me!- Yah! Calm down! - I shake off her hands on my shoulders.- Why do I feel It's something important to me... - she mutters - Beast... Beast... That song... I'm sorry girl, I'm sorry girl ♪...- What is wrong with it? - I keep asking her, trying to make her come back from her daze, not getting what's going on.- You! Junhyung... Yong Junhyung! - she steps back, panting - The Joker, Beast's rapper... It looks like she wants to run away from me and I don't like that feeling at all. It's the first time for me to feel this, that I scare a girl to the point I make her want to be as far as possible from me. I do know I look scary but girls like that, the bad guy aura. But you make me feel like I did something really wrong to you...- Yah... what's wrong with you? You recognized me now? - I laugh awkwardly - That hurts my ego. I thought you knew it since you remembered my name.- But... why? - she frowns.- Isn't It a great thing? That your memories start to come back so fast... - I try to walk closer.- Don't you find it weird? - she asks looking right at me, making me stop right there - The first thing I remembered was your face, your name, that song, Beast... but I can't remember my first name or my family, my parents!- Maybe you were really a big fan of me - I chuckle, trying to relieve the tension - Who knows?- This is not funny... - she pouts and sits on the couch hugging her knees.- Don't worry - I hesitate, scared that she might dislike it, but I pat her shoulder - They won't come back overnight and you can't choose which one will come back first. So take it easy.- You think so? - she turns to face me, her teary eyes piercing me - Don't you want me to remember it as fast as possible?- Well... about that... - I can't tell her we have to find her body first, and It won't be a easy task - Health... a person's health comes first, huh? You have to recover first.- Recover? - she tilts her head to the side - I'm sick?I have to hold back the smile forming in my face. There she is, the confused and annoying kid,... Ghost Girl.- Stop saying these nonsense - I sigh - We have to arrange the guess room before the furnitures arrive tomorrow.- Arasso~! - she whines - Let's go!- You shouldn't be so joyful - I smirk.- Wae? - she blinks.- Because of... - I open the guess room's door - This.- This is the guess room!?- Well, It's more like the "Fans' Gifts Room" - I wink.- This is not funny... not at all - she sigh OTL style. __________oOo_________Chapter 5 will be updated sooner than this one since this was a bit... short =)Since the summer is over, we all have to go back to our routine: studies, work...I'll try to update often, at weekends or whenever I have time ^^Hope you like how the plot is developing.Enjoy and Comment!♥ CHU~! ♥PS. If you find any typo, TELL ME!