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<b style="margin-top:0px;margin-right:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;padding-top:0px;padding-right:0px;padding-bottom:0px;padding-left:0px;border-top-width:0px;border-right-width:0px;border-bottom-width:0px;border-left-width:0px;font-size:13px;vertical-align:baseline;"><i style="margin-top:0px;margin-right:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;padding-top:0px;padding-right:0px;padding-bottom:0px;padding-left:0px;border-top-width:0px;border-right-width:0px;border-bottom-width:0px;border-left-width:0px;font-size:13px;vertical-align:baseline;">Invisible My name is Kim Jongwoon, a fresh university graduate, just starting to explore the biggest adventure there is called life. I guess you can say I’m just a normal guy, with normal needs and desires. I’m not a genius but not stupid either, I’m just average…actually I feel like everything in my life is average, my looks, my intellect, my dreams. I guess the only excellent thing I have is my voice, I’m really good at singing, or so my best friend Sungmin said. I’m not the type to dream high either, because I believe that when you do and when you fall…you will also fall from a high perch, and that will hurt very much. But once in my life I dreamed of having something that I guess was way beyond my league. It was really frustrating because he was just right in front of my eyes…but I never reached him. Five, almost six years have passed yet I still remember him. I guess there are just simply some people who come into our lives, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never the same again. I don’t even know why out of all the many people in the world he’s the one I fell in love with. It’s really something you can’t control; you just…fall, that simple. And really, the heart has its reasons that reason does not know. But for that guy…I’m nothing but invisible… ---- <b style="margin-top:0px;margin-right:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;padding-top:0px;padding-right:0px;padding-bottom:0px;padding-left:0px;border-top-width:0px;border-right-width:0px;border-bottom-width:0px;border-left-width:0px;font-size:13px;vertical-align:baseline;"><i style="margin-top:0px;margin-right:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;padding-top:0px;padding-right:0px;padding-bottom:0px;padding-left:0px;border-top-width:0px;border-right-width:0px;border-bottom-width:0px;border-left-width:0px;font-size:13px;vertical-align:baseline;">He can’t see the way your eyes

<i style="margin-top:0px;margin-right:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;padding-top:0px;padding-right:0px;padding-bottom:0px;padding-left:0px;border-top-width:0px;border-right-width:0px;border-bottom-width:0px;border-left-width:0px;font-size:13px;vertical-align:baseline;">Will light up when you smile We all want to fall in love. Why? Because that experience makes us feel completely alive. Where every sense is heightened, every emotion is magnified, our everyday reality is shattered and we are flying into the heavens. It may only last a moment, an hour, an afternoon. But that doesn't diminish its value. Because we are left with memories that we will treasure for the rest of our lives All throughout my years in high school there’s only one guy who caught my attention…and eventually my heart. His name is Cho Kyuhyun. He was famous in the school because he was a Math genius has an angelic voice, kind and a perfect gentleman. Added to that was the fact the no one could deny…he’s hot, he really was. He was, and still today, is my definition of the perfect guy, the perfect boyfriend material. I love him and have only him in my eyes and heart. But one sad fact…he was also in love, but not with me. It’s with my best friend Sungmin. Now, there are billions of people in this world, but why out of all those billions did he fall in love with my best friend?! I couldn’t really blame him. Sungmin was also famous in the school. He was the very cute guy who loves doing cute things that everyone couldn’t help but love him. That guy is actually too cute for his own good. He’s very gentle and has this amazing talent of getting along with everyone, that’s why all throughout high school he never had enemies nor gotten himself into a fight. He’s really kind and helpful. We’re best friends yet we’re polar opposites. While he loves being in the thick of things and being the centre of attention, I prefer being in the background. While he can be oblivious about his surroundings, I am the intuitive type. Maybe that’s the reason why I was the only one who noticed Kyuhyun’s feelings for Sungmin, or maybe that’s because I always sneaked glances in his direction, and while I was doing that, he was also sneaking glances at Sungmin, who in turn was sneaking glances at Ryeowook. Now maybe you’re wondering who Ryeowook is. Well, to make things short, he’s the guy Sungmin’s in love with. So the love connections were like this: I who loves Kyuhyun who loves Sungmin who loves Ryeowook who loves Sungmin in return. He’s just too scared to admit it to Sungmin in fear of rejection, oblivious of the fact that Sungmin is head over heels with him. Complicated right? Well, Sungmin and Ryeowook got the better end of the deal, while me and Kyuhyun? We got the worst. Oh! Did I mention Ryeowook is Kyuhyun’s best friend? No? Well, now you know. Complicated right? It’s really a fucked-up life. Whenever Sungmin laughed or smiled even a little bit, Kyuhyun’s face lit up in response, like a kid being handed a present on Christmas day. But Sungmin didn’t see it, never noticed it one bit, yet he still kept on giving Sungmin that hopeful look. Just a little gesture but that look never failed in hurting me and breaking my heart into pieces. It never failed to make me wish…wish that he would also look at me, and see just how much I love him. <b style="margin-top:0px;margin-right:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;padding-top:0px;padding-right:0px;padding-bottom:0px;padding-left:0px;border-top-width:0px;border-right-width:0px;border-bottom-width:0px;border-left-width:0px;font-size:13px;vertical-align:baseline;"><i style="margin-top:0px;margin-right:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;padding-top:0px;padding-right:0px;padding-bottom:0px;padding-left:0px;border-top-width:0px;border-right-width:0px;border-bottom-width:0px;border-left-width:0px;font-size:13px;vertical-align:baseline;">He never notices how you stop and stare

<i style="margin-top:0px;margin-right:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;padding-top:0px;padding-right:0px;padding-bottom:0px;padding-left:0px;border-top-width:0px;border-right-width:0px;border-bottom-width:0px;border-left-width:0px;font-size:13px;vertical-align:baseline;">That can’t help but shine through If you ask me what my most unforgettable experience was during my high school days, I guess it was the special performance of those graduating students. Naturally, I was included. I didn’t want to join but Sungmin practically forced me to do so, he volunteered my name to sing. Now, singing in public was not my thing, but Sungmin rarely asked me for any favours and I owed him a lot of things, so I decided to cave in to his request. On the day of the performance I was very nervous and wasn’t totally looking forward to what was about to happen. I just wanted everything to be over, but unfortunately my performance was the last one, so I had to sit for a long time and wait for my turn. Slowly, performance after performance was performed to the loud cheers of my schoolmates. I wasn’t really watching, I was outside to take a breather and to calm down my racing heart. The inside could be suffocating and the large number of people was horrifying. I couldn’t help but think of many things that could happen when I performed, like going off-key, forgetting the lyrics, tripping over my own feet (I am extremely clumsy, it was totally possible to happen) etc. I only went inside when my turn was near. I went backstage to prepare. I was shocked when I saw Kyuhyun there, also preparing. By the look of things, Kyuhyun was also going to sing. I was lucky I went inside earlier, if not, I would totally miss Kyuhyun’s performance. As if on cue, somebody called him to get in position because it was already his turn. I quickly abandoned my own preparation and went to the audience seat to get a much better view. There, I watched him as he walked regally onto the centre of the stage. Stood straight and looked at the audience with a high level of intensity. He scanned the crowd as if looking for something or someone, and apparently, he found it in the right-far corner of the audience seats. I looked in that direction and there’s only one prominent thing that was there…Sungmin. I guess I should have known, I thought as I smiled bitterly. I saw the same pain and sadness in his eyes when you saw that Sungmin and Ryeowook were talking sweetly, not even paying him any attention. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath as the music started to play. <b style="margin-top:0px;margin-right:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;padding-top:0px;padding-right:0px;padding-bottom:0px;padding-left:0px;border-top-width:0px;border-right-width:0px;border-bottom-width:0px;border-left-width:0px;font-size:13px;vertical-align:baseline;"><i style="margin-top:0px;margin-right:0px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:0px;padding-top:0px;padding-right:0px;padding-bottom:0px;padding-left:0px;border-top-width:0px;border-right-width:0px;border-bottom-width:0px;border-left-width:0px;font-size:13px;vertical-align:baseline;">But he’s never gonna see the light

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