I Dont Care (1/1)

A/N Hey guys. Here is another chapter. I really don't know if I'm doing a good job with this book. Let me know kae? Kevins POV The dance was ruined all because of Jenni. Kiseop took care of my bloody nose and we left. I'm surprised there were no supervisors there. The thought made me laugh because the kids could have had sex on the dance floor without getting in trouble. I laughed in silence at the thought of me and Kiseop doing that.  The car hit a speed bump causing my cell phone to fall in the back. I quickly took off my seat belt to get it. I was looking around in the back when something caught my attention. I slid my hand in the pocket behind the drivers seat. It was an EMPTY box of condoms. What the hell? I didn't think Kiseop would do things like this. He's handsome and all and alot of girls like him but he seemed to innocent to do this kind of stuff. Wait, why is it empty though?? When did he finish this? I started to get mad. What if he is cheating on me? I would day dream about Kiseop in class. I would sometimes think he would be the perfect guy but what if thats not true. I grabbed my phone which was on the floor and grabbed the empty box of condoms along with it. It hasn't even been 2 weeks yet and there was a possibility he was cheating on me! "Kiseop?" I said with a cute voice which would soon turn to a devils voice if my accusation is true."Yes babe?""Oh nothing much I was just wondering.............what is this doing in your car and why is it empty?" I still had my angles voice onfull effect. His eyes looked at me for a second and back on the road. He was silent for a while."Well Kiseop, answer me" I lost my angelic voice but didn't speak in an angry voice yet. My voice was plain"Ummmm well you see....." he took one hand from the wheel and rubbed the back of his head."So they are yours?" he nodded and I dropped the box to the floor. So the seemingly perfect Kiseop ain't so perfect after all."Look Kevin I'm sor..." he started but I stopped him with a finger to his mouth. I didn't wan't to hear it. Here goes another thing onto my list of worries. He stopped in front of my house and I slammed the door and walked towards my house. Kiseop got out ofthe car and chased after me. He stopped me with tears in his eyes. Really? why is he crying? That's what I should be doing!For some reason I couldn't though. I was done crying. Compared to all my other problems this surprisingly was the smallest.I was actually kind of relieved. There is one thing less I have to worry about. He tried to apologize crying on my doorsteps but Iclosed the door behind me and locked it. He looked ugly crying. I went upstairs to the bathroom to take a shower. 20 minutes later I was finished and put on comfortable clothing for sleep. I felt sick. I was really hot and I had a headache. I went down to thekitchen for a glass of water. It helped.....just a bit. I opened the fridge to grab something to eat. I pulled out a drumstick and sunkmy teeth into it. I swallowed it but felt it was going to come up. Maybe eating wasn't such a great idea. I felt like shit. I decided togo for a walk to the park. I didn't feel like bringing my ipod or shoes for that matter. I honestly just didn't care at this point. Iwalked outside the door and Kiseop was gone. I didn't really care. I thought the cold night air would cool me down but I was stillhot. Why am I so hot? I was walking really slow. I looked up at Donghos house but then started walking again. I then walked alittle further and looked at the house next to Donghos. It was Elis house. I slowly started to walk again. I thought I would feel angerand sadness but once again I felt nothing. I just didn't care. I just don't care anymore. I walked to the park and headed towardsmy usual bench but then I saw Eli and Jenni there. Really? I thought I would want to leave again or feel annoyed but once againI didn't care. I just walked up to them. I wasn't even surprised at myself for this or question myself. I just didn't care. I walked up  to them and sat down next to them on the bench. They gave me a shocked look but I simply looked at them feeling no emotion"Sup" was all I said. Eli switched from a shocked to a worried expression."Kevin, what are you doing? You are going to freeze to death!" I looked up at them wearing warm jackets. Aren't they hot? Ithought but I didn't care. I looked at him with no emotion and leaned back on the bench. I started to feel sleepy all of a sudden.I got up though and decided to walk back home. When I got up I felt dizzy and heavy. I fell to the floor and blacked out. I heardEli scream my name and Jenni laugh. I remembered Eli telling me he didn't want to choose because which ever person he pickedhe would lose someone he loved. Did that mean he loved me? I fell into complete blackness. A/N I know its short sorry. Poor Kevin, what happened?