[M] Chapter 12 (1/1)

"Channie...?" Yongguk called out to me, but I didn't dare look at him. I felt the bed dip under his weight and he sat next to me. "Himchan, it's okay. It's just a game. We could've stopped whenever you wanted. I didn't want to upset you." I finally lifted my head to look at him and I blinked multiple times to get rid of the tears blurring my vision. "No...it's not that." I just don't want you to see the scars on my legs."Then what is it?" I let out a large sigh. "It's... it's nothing." I looked away, using my shoulder to wipe the tear that was threatening to fall. I felt the warm weight of Yongguk's hand press on my shoulder. "Himchan. You can tell me. It's okay." He started to rub my shoulder, sending shivers over my bare torso."Well..." I began slowly. "Ever since I was a kid, I barely had positive thoughts. My father didn't really help the situation either." I felt my lips quiver as tears began to spill from my eyelids."Anyway. I found a lighter one day. I found it interesting. I liked to flick it on and leave it on, watching the flame. I turned it off and touched the top. It was very hot and it peaked my curiosity.""So I flicked it on again and let the flame keep going until it burned out. When it burned out, I took the top of the lighter and pressed it down on my thighs. No one could see them, but I always made sure that no one would have the chance to. The physical pain took my mind off of the emotional pain from home and my father."I let out another shaky sigh and looked back up at Yongguk, lifting my hand to wipe away the tears that fell while I talked. Yongguk made me halt my movements, lifting his hands instead to wipe them away.I closed my eyes in content. I really loved his touch."I didn't want you to see them. I stopped a couple of years ago, but I hate them. I don't want anyone to see them. They're so ugly. You'll think I'm ugly." I looked away from Yongguk's concerned expression until he grabbed my chin and made me look into his eyes."Himchan. You're perfect just the way you are. If someone says something different than that, then shame on them." I shook my head in disagreement, looking directly in his eyes. I'm in no way, shape or form, perfect."Well Himchan. You're perfect to me and that's all that matters." I was slightly stunned into silence at his words. What makes him think that his opinion is all that matters to me?"Channie, you're perfect in my eyes. If someone has a problem with that, then they'll have to deal with me." He gave me a sweet gummy smile and I just looked at him.I couldn't stop my eyes when they trailed down from his sincere eyes to his plump, delectable lips. I must have been pretty obvious about it because the next thing I knew, Yongguk's hand that was still holding my chin in place guiding my lips to press against his.As soon as our lips touched, I felt electricity shoot throughout my body. The kiss was chaste for a moment before Yongguk pressed a little more and lowering his hand off of my chin, both of our eyes closing in content.My mouth followed his and I just couldn't help it. I wanted more. I wanted to feel and taste more. I needed it. I moved closer to him, placing my hands on his bare, firm chest and he wrapped his arms around my waist.Slowly, Yongguk's lips parted and I parted mine too, giving him access to explore my cavern. His tongue glided flawlessly over mine, his addicting taste overwhelming me.As I let him taste every inch of my mouth, I pressed down on his chest to make him lay down. I slid my hands over his chest, rubbing over his nipples and succeeding in making him moan hotly in my mouth.After more moments of heated kissing, Yongguk broke the kiss to give a chance to catch our breath. "Gukkie~ I want to taste more." I whispered in his ear before nibbling on his ear lobe.He grunted at my words and I smirked against his ear. I pressed soft, but firm kisses over his neck. Whenever he moaned louder than usual, I would suck at the sweet spot, leaving marks that proved he was mine.I began to go lower, placing small kisses all over his torso. I rubbed my hands all over him, tracing his abs with my tongue. I felt his hands tangle themselves in my hair, pulling when I'd suck at a sensitive spot of his chest, causing me to moan softly against the skin in front of me.When my kisses got lower, I placed my hands on the rim of his shorts and pulled them off. Yongguk squirmed as the air hit his heated skin. "Channie.." I moved back up to his lips and kissed him for all I was worth before going back down to my prize. I ran my hands down his gorgeous legs and began to place open-mouthed kisses against his growing bulge, running my tongue over the fabric covering it.For all the torture Yongguk put me through, I was going to tease the hell out of him."Time to unwrap my prize~" I purred, smiling when Yongguk let out another moan. I tugged off his boxers and smirked when his member popped out. "It's bigger than I expected." I teased, rubbing his hard member."Mmm~" Yongguk moaned out. I brought my lips down to his cock, placing more kisses on the head and feeling him twitch in my hand. I ran my tongue down the sides of his cock, rubbing it against the veins before bringing my tongue back up to move over his slit."You're killing me Channie..." Yongguk grunted out. As much fun it was to tease him, it wasn't really helping my situation either. I wrapped my lips around his member and began to suck at his head before taking more of him into my mouth.I watched his cock disappear into my mouth for a little before looking up at Yongguk who was throwing his head back with a loud moan. I smirked around his member before bobbing my head, licking every part of his cock that my tongue could reach.After more long moments of sucking him off, I pulled him off with a pop. "Do you like seeing my saliva all over your cock Gukkie?" I smirked widely as Yongguk cursed out my name with a long groan, throwing his head back when I took him back into my mouth and taking him down further than before.I relaxed my throat as much as I could when he started to thrust into my mouth, grabbing my hair tightly between his slender fingers as his cock hit the back of my throat with each thrust.I simply let him just thrust in my mouth until his thrusts slowed and he let me do my thing. I bobbed my head as I pumped his member, humming to send vibrations over his cock, grinning inwardly when I felt his thighs tremble under me."Him..chan..nie... I'm going to cum." Yongguk groaned out as he began to arch his back. I took my free hand and massaged his balls, keeping my bobbing a steady pace along with my tongue running over his cock.Next thing I knew, Yongguk was coming and coming hard. I milked him through his orgasm, each drop of his cum sliding down my throat. After I swallowed everything he had to offer, I pulled off of his member with a loud pop before moving up to face him. I wiped my bottom lip and bit down on it. "Gukkie~ You taste so good~" I moaned out to him.Yongguk moved up from under me, grabbing me and pinning me down on the bed before sealing our lips in a fiery kiss. We both moaned into the kiss and after a couple of moments, he parted our lips. "You have a whore's mouth, Channie." He teased with a smirk.I whimpered in response, pursing my lips out to signal that I wanted to continue kissing. He pecked me one more time before I felt his fingers curl under my shorts and boxers. He gave me a look to ask if this was okay and I nodded in confirmation. I was ready for this.He pulled them down, revealing the rest of my body. I squirmed when I felt the cold air hit my legs and he just stared at me. I knew it. "I told you..." I whispered as I turned my head to the side, fighting tears that were ready to spill."Beautiful..." I turned my head back to face him and he kissed me. The kiss was so overwhelmingly passionate, I couldn't believe my ears or lips. He parted our lips and began to place kisses on every single one of my scars. He sucked on several, leaving red marks over them and making me moan at the sweet feeling."Do you have lube? I have to prepare you." He said against my thighs with a smirk. I nodded and rolled over to take the bottle from my nightstand drawer.He poured a generous amount onto his fingers and spread my legs before putting some of the cold substance on my entrance. "Fuck. Yongguk, hurry..." I whined out to him. He rubbed his fingers over my hole a little before slipping one inside.I squeezed my eyes shut as he moved it in and out of me, stretching me. It was an odd feeling, but soon enough I got used to it and I wanted more. I began to moved against his finger and felt a second one slip inside."Ah~ Gukkie~" I whined out as I felt him add another finger and curl them inside me. After a couple more minutes stretching and moaning, he deemed me prepared and pulled his fingers out. "You ready?" He grunted. I spread my legs wider in response, biting my lip when I felt his member against my entrance. "I want you to ask for it." He drawled out, his seductive, deep voice sending shivers down my spine."Yongguk, I want you." I whimpered when he didn't move. "I want you inside me right now." I groaned out desperately, but still he didn't move. "I want you to beg." Yongguk smirked and I huffed."Fucking hell Yongguk. I want your big, hard cock so badly. I want it right now. Please fuck me Yongguk. I want you so much. I pleaded and he bit down on his bottom lip as he looked at me. Dear fuck, that was hot.In the next moment, I felt him slowly push inside of me, the burning pain of being stretched like this assaulting my body. "Fuck!" I felt Yongguk's hands rub my sides, trying to ease the pain as he buried himself to the hilt. Once he was there, he waited for me to adjust. After a couple of moments of heavy breathing, I nodded slightly. "Move."He didn't hesitate. He pulled out slowly and thrusted back in at the same pace, trying to get me used to the feeling. When I started to meet his thrusts, he set a quick pace and I followed, my mind foggy with lust. "Faster..!" I moaned out and he complied with ease, making me throw my head back from the pleasure I was receiving."Your cock feels so good Gukkie~!" I somehow moaned out, making him groan at my words. I screamed his name when he went faster, moaning out a curse word every couple of seconds as I pulled at the sheets for some sort of purchase.He leaned over me, pressing his face into my neck as he continued to thrust into me. The grunts and moans that were leaving his mouth only served to make me throb more between our stomachs.He lifted his head up to kiss me and sealed out lips in a kiss full of moaning into each other's mouths. His hand trailed down to the back of my knee and pushed it forward, causing him to go deeper inside of me."Yongguk! Ah! That feels so good~" I called out to him, my walls clenching around his member. "Ah! Himchan! He groaned back to me before shifting his hips, his cock hitting my spot dead on."Ah! Fuck! Right there!" My moans were reaching new levels as he continued to ram against my prostate, my legs shaking violently under him. "Yongguk, I'm going to cum!" I groaned out, my back arching as my end neared. "Me too." He grunted in responce, taking a hold of my pulsing member and began to pump me in time of our thrusts.That was my breaking point. I came all over his chest with a scream that echoed throughout the room. A split second after my walls came clenching down on his member with my release, I felt his cum shoot inside me. We moaned out each others names as we rode out our orgasms. He pulled out slowly, both of us groaning at the loss then collapsed next to me. I crawled closer to him and nuzzled my face into his sweaty neck. "That was the best thing that has ever happened to me..." I confessed.Yongguk looked at me with a smile before leaning over to place a soft kiss on my lips. "Channie... you make me so happy." Yongguk confessed in a shy voice, making us both blush harder than we already were. "You make me happy too."I rested my head on his chest and listened to the sound of his rapid heart beat. I closed my eyes and smiled after placing a kiss on the spot right above his heart. I heard him chuckle and I looked up to see Yongguk smiling widely, that adorable smile on his face."You're my gummy bear." I whispered with a smile and Yongguk put his fingers in my hair, playing with the strands. "And you're my little bunny." He kissed my forehead and we both fell asleep with smiles on our faces, finally happy.