In the Darkness (1/2)
OH MY GOSH! I can taste the blood from oppa’s wound! OH GOSH! I pull away and wipe my lips. I mentally slap myself! Why do I have to be this big scaredy-cat! Oh gosh! This is really really embarrassing! Oh my gosh! I hope we won’t get awkward! I hope he won’t get mad! I quickly apologize to oppa.
“I’m sorry I didn’t mean to oppa!” I couldn’t see his expression which makes me more nervous because I had no idea what was going through his mind right now!
“Mmmm... Euhehe~ I knew that... Nothing to be worried about...” I heard him say. I lift my hand and try to search for his lips ‘cause I wanted to check whether the impact of the... Ugh... Kiss made it bleed a lot...
“Oppa are you okay?” I felt his hand hold mine and he guided it to his bleeding lip. Oh no! I can feel some blood! What should I do?! It’s too dark! I can’t find the tissue!
“It’s just bleeding a bit... Nothing to die from. Euhehe! There! All gone! Don’t worry about it... Are you sleepy? Maybe you should sleep now...” He says. I feel a bit relieved! But I don’t think I can sleep alone in my bed in this darkness! Oh my gosh...
“Umm... Can I...” I was too embarrassed to ask him. Ugh! How do I ask him?! But it doesn’t look nice if we sleep together... It just looks awfully wrong!
“You wanna sleep beside me?” Oppa says all of a sudden. Wow, he took the words right out of my mouth. Somehow I was thankful that the lights were out... ‘Cause if it were on... He would see me blush like a tomato! Oh gosh!
“Umm... I know it’s too much... Oppa, I think I’ll just you... Know... Try to sleep on my bed. Haha!” I pull away from his embrace. It was just so embarrassing! If my mom finds out I’m dead for sure! I can’t even bear to think I slept with a guy!
“Hey hey... Sleep with me... I know you’re scared out of your pants... I mean it’s nothing right? You’re just gonna lie beside me. That’s it.” He pulls me down. UGH! He’s right! Well, I guess it is just like what he said...
“O-o-okay... Thanks oppa. Night!” I finally lied down. I honestly didn’t know whether my eyes were closed or not. It was so dark! Well, it’s still raining hard. I hope it stops already and the electricity would come back.
“Goodnight...”
We were silent for a few minutes. I guess oppa has fallen asleep already. Oooh... I can’t sleep! I’m scared, I’m cold, and I’m sleeping next to a guy! I feel really uncomfortable right now. I sigh...
“Hey... You still up?” I was surprised. Oppa was up as well. I shift a bit.
“Yeah... Haha! I can’t sleep...” I told him honestly.
“Oh me too...” He answers. We had another awkward silence. I feel him cover me with his blanket.
“Thank you oppa...”
“Listen... You and Buck... Are you guys... Going out?” He carefully asks. Hmm... Why does he want to know that? Could it be? I mean... No...
“No... Me and Buck are just friends... Ummm... Why did you ask oppa?” I didn’t wanna ask him... But I guess it slipped out. I really wanted to know... I nervously anticipate his answer. I-I-I shouldn’t think too much but... I was hoping...
“Aish. Nothing... It’s just that I...” He stops. He’s making me really nervous...
“Yes?”
“I-I-I thought you guys looked great together...” He finally said. Why did I feel disappointed all of a sudden... I feel so weird right now...
“Oh...”
“What do you mean by ‘oh’?” He mimics me. I frowned... I don’t really know what it meant...
“I don’t know. Haha!” I faked a laugh.
“Euhehehe! Ahh... Do you like him?” He continues to ask. I should stop assuming! Get it together Tiff!
“Yes... He’s nice!” I responded cheerfully.
“Really? About him... Remember the day I got into trouble with him... I was telling the truth then...”
“Hmm?”
“I didn’t do anything... I didn’t push him or anything... He fell down by himself... And this afternoon while I was walking to the bus stop, he punched my mouth” He continues... Is that true?! I mean why would Buck do such a silly thing like that...
“For real?” I asked him. I felt him move closer to me. Oh my gosh...