I did it on purpose when I found out Seung Hyun was fighting with you .Seung Hyun came to me before he went to Japan. I wanted to hug him so badly when he showed up at my door. He used to come a lot back then, he'd come after recording or cheography and complains about his day and I would make us green tea and we would talk everything out. Even after we broke up, we still really understand each other.But Seung Hyun stopped coming after he brought that girl back. I hate her. I hate how Seung Hyun care so much about her, I hate how he would give up his career for her, I hate how he loves her. I gave Seung Hyun so much, why don't I get that much in return ? Seung Hyun and I have history, they don't." Was it my fault ? " Seung Hyun asked. His head on the couch, his soft black hair spread out like a little boy's. He was sitting on the floor with his cup wrapped in his hands." No, " I told him and played with his hair, " It wasn't, of course. She swore at you too. "" I still think I should apologize, " He sighed. " I could feel how hurt she was. I wish I could take back everything I said. " He took a sip of his green tea." Listen, " I told him. He sat up and I removed my fingers from his hair. He looked up at me as I continued, " You were under a lot of stress too. You said what you had to and sorry to say this, but i still think she wasn't thinking from your side. " " I don't know, Bora, " He closed his eyes and sat up on the couch next to me. " Can we go back to how we used to be ? " It touched me in the heart. I thought he was asking me if WE could go back to how we used to be. Silly me. Of course, he was talking about THEM. I wanted to cry, I wanted to let him know how much I missed him and ready to take him back. But, I was too late to say anything now. " Will she forgives me ? " He asked again, his eyes filled with hope. I could see tears in his eyes, he was holding them back. Now that was Choi Seung Hyun.When I said that name, all you thought about was he's a cool rapper and a super hot actor. Behind his cool and calm attitude, he is just like other normal guys. A normal guy that would fall in love, get hurt and cry over things he really care about.It hurts to say. " She will. "He sniffed and we talked about her a little more. Then, I asked him to take his shower soon or else he would be late for his plane to Japan. He smiled and squeezed my hand in a friend way, " Thanks, Bora. "I nodded. He stood up and went into his room at the end of the apartment.What the hell was i doing ? Trying to be peacemaker between them ? I hated myself for doing it but I hated to see him that way. He asked me to help him pick out his airport fashion so I went into his room and picked out a denim. I liked it when he wears denim. He was in the shower when his phone rang. He probably didn't heard it so I answered for him." Hello ? "There was a long silence. Then a girl voice came in, timid and soft, " hey. " It was you ." Hi. " I said, answering back in english.A silence again. She hesitated, " Is Seung Hyun there ? "" Yes, he's in the shower. " I told her. I was hoping she would be jealous." Can he call back later ? " She asked politely." Okay, I will tell him. " I said in my nicest tone. When Seung Hyun came out later, he checked his phone like he was expecting something. Of course he saw nothing because I deleted his call log.