[ Your POV ] (1/1)

When Spring came, Seung Hyun was still around. I stayed in the big white house most of the times because I don't have much places I go. Seung Hyun was busy but he still always come back at night so I was fine with that. We decided how to decorate the house together. We picked light blue for the wallpaper of the living room, A tv above the fireplace , red curtains , the small yellow lights and a large notice-board on the way to kitchen. " The house's perfect now, " He said, smiling." We both have good taste, don't we ? " I giggled. The English to Korean book did really help.We both settled in the couch and watched Shrek again. He had his arms around me and I was buried in his chest. It's been a while since he was free and we were able to do something together. When the movie almost ended and I almost stopped crying, He used his finger and wiped away my tears on my cheek. " Babo, " He sighed with a little smile. When the movie ended, he pulled me up from the couch and said, " Follow me. " -------We were out in a second, walking past the large and well-taken care rose garden. It's my favorite place now. He held my hand and we walked into the other side of the woods. He wouldn't tell me where we are going so I followed in curious.We both sauntered through the trees and it opened up to a lake. The air turned warmer and we both stood there, admiring the beautiful scene. The water seemed like light blue with calmness in the and the sun bouncing off it's surface. There was a long old brown bridge extended out to the lake. I could feel the pebbles crunching under my feet as I took a step closer." It's just as beautiful as the rose garden, " I told him when he walked to my side." I bought here too, " He said and smiled, " So you won't be bored in the house ... while I at YG ... " He still has a huge grammar problem but I don't blame him. " gomawo, " I said and he slided his hand to my back and held me by the waist. Sometimes, I wonder where in the world would i be without him.We laid on the bridge with our foot in the water for almost an hour. Our fingers entwined and we talked while looked up at the clouds, totally innocent. I love the thick air, the cold lake water, the gentleness of his fingers and the smell of him." I love you, " He said suddenly, " I really do, " I turned over to look at him but only his mint green hair appeared, " I love you too. " If my heart could smile, I swear it was. " Hey, You see that cloud ? "  He asked and I followed his finger pointed up to one of the fluffy cloud. " Yes ? "" Whenever you miss me, just look at it, " We both looked at each other and laughed. I shook my head, " It's not going to be there forever, " " It will, just like how you're always in my heart, " The wind blew and his mint green hair turned messy and almost covered his eyes. I smiled and just kept staring at the cloud until his phone rang. I always hate it when his phone rings. Our fingers unlocked so he could answer his phone. He did a few " mhm " and then a quick goodbye. He turned to me and got up from the bridge. I got up too and he said he had to go for a meeting about his new movie. I tried not to be sad and nodded, told him to do his best. " I'll be back soon, " He pushed my fringe all out of my forehead and kissed it gently. I love his forehead kisses, I feel safe whenever he does it." Okay, " I gave him my best smile and he pulled away. I watched him walked out of the woods from the living room's window. Until his shadow disappeared. The big white house felt really empty when he's gone. I had frozen cheese pizza and went to my laptop. I logged into Facebook and gave Seung Hyun's fan page a search.I have never searched for Seung Hyun's fan page. But since I'm bored and i want to know what his fans think of him, i keep scrolling. The page was filled with posts of " Saranghae " and his updates and photos. Him at work. Him in studio . Him having dinner with bigbang. Wow , even I don't know he had these activities.I kept scrolling down. Something in English popped up :T.O.P I LOVE YOU I AM YOUR BIGGEST FAN ♥♥♥ PLEASE NOTICE ME I GO TO EVERY OF YOUR CONCERT ♥ I LOVE YOUR VOICE, THEY'RE SO SEXY UGH ♥  OPPA SARANGHAE ♥ IF YOU DONT REPLY ME ILL KILL MYSELF Wow, his fans sure are crazy. It was crazy. It was so crazy that I want to laugh so hard. Million of girls out there are dreaming about him and I was actually  with him like minutes ago.I shut my laptop and wanted to go fetch myself a drink at the kitchen, where my chest suddenly felt uncomfortable. Like getting all stucked-up and tight. I felt like puking but I couldn't even breathe. I collapsed to the floor, my view turning blur. I thought my heart stopped beating,when I saw at tall and slender figure appeared at the doorway.But then I passed out.