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I don't know what time it was when the snooker pool turned out to be a out-of-control adult party , all thanks to Ji Yong for inviting his american friends over.I spent the night playing snooker pool with the directors and some fans. Seungri was drunk and dancing. I squeezed past Ji Yong and a model making out on the way to the bathroom and I accidentally stepped on Ji Yong's hand. " Sorry, " I said but he didn't seem to notice either way since he had his other hand up the model's crop top. Daesung was swearing loudly at everyone, he was probably drunk too. I came back from bathroom and settled back down at the bar lounge, at least Young Bae was still still normal. Girls with mini-skirts and crop top or sexy-looking top were crowding around the lounge or i should say, Young Bae. All of them were giggling or laughing while Young Bae flirted with them. I sat at the corner and watched them while drinking another beer. " Oppar, I'm a big fan of yours! Please sign on my breast! " A red-haired girl who spoke korean at Young Bae surprised me.Young Bae grinned but instead of signing, he took off his black hoodie, " Here , keep this. " Wait a second ..... that hoodie looks like mine! " Bae, isn't that mine ? " I almost screamed so he could heard me." No , hyung, we bought it together at Macau remember ? The same ones. " He screamed back. That's when I remembered bearbrick girl ! She still had my hoodie and our date at Central Park ! Shit ! I dashed out the bar immediately and checked my phone. I have a few new messages and missed calls from beabrick girl and It was already past two. I felt like punching myself when I jumped into Ji's car and sped off the road. Guilt filled in me as I wondered if she'll still be waiting for me.The cold air outside was killing me. It was still snowing heavily when I made my turn to the street of Central Park. We promised to meet at the bus stop. Then , I saw bearbrick girl. It was like negative nine degrees celcius and there she was , laying helplessly at the bus stop's bench , looking all pale and shivering with my hoodie on. -------------Bearbrick girl passed out after I carried her into the car. I don't know what was those pills she taken. All i did was feel panic and bad  because I put her into all that, I made her wait for so long in the cold. That was not the worst part, the worst part was the car couldn't move anymore because of the heavy snow. I felt so frustrated and screamed. Come on, Choi Seung Hyun , do something. It's just a little snow out there. With that thought, I carried bearbrick girl in my back and got out of the car.  I checked the internet from my phone and found this clinic at the end of the street. " hang on there, " I whispered to bearbrick girl and walked down the street step by step because the snow was thick and it was until my knee length. It was tough and I thought I was not going to make it because it was too frosty.But i did it. I sighed in relief when the clinic was still opened because it's twenty-four hours. I pushed the door and yelled, " Doctor! "A man in his late thirties almost jumped when he saw me. He quickly ran to my side and pulled beabrick girl off my back. I stood at the side, inhaled heavily and trying my best to explain, " She ... fever. Too long .... cold. "The doctor nodded and carried her into the room. I wanted to follow but I think I will just stay outside and wait. I helped myself with a cup of tea at the waiting table while praying hard for beabrick girl to be alright. The doctor came out later and I rushed over. He narrowed his eyes at me, " are you her family ? "I understood the word family so I just shook my head.He gave me an unapproving look then wrote something on the board, " Her situation is stable right now, I just gave her an injection. But her heart disease is not, seems like the angina got worst. Her body temperature is still very low. Make sure she stays in door most of the time at least until winter's out and take her pills on time. "I looked at him blankly. What the fuck did he just said ? He sighed and looked up at me, " Her situation is stable right now, I just gave her an injection. But her heart disease is not, seems like the angina got worst. Her body temperature is still very low. Make sure she stays in door most of the time at least until winter's out and take her pills on time. " " You could speak korean ? "" A doctor could do many things. " He smiled in a not so friendly way. Did he said heart disease ? Beabrick girl have heart disease ? Maybe that's why she was taking the pills earlier. Oh god. I felt even more guilty mixed with depression.I walked into the room after asking permission and found bearbrick girl laying on the bed with her eyes half-opened. She still looked weak and her lips were pale. " You ...... feel okay ? " I asked, my thoughts were filled with her and heart disease. She stared at me with those pair of baby blue eyes which are fading in colours, " Yeah, but I'm still feel like shit. " " sleep. " I sat down next to her bed and pushed the fringe out of her forehead. " It's too cold, " She said faintly and closed her eyes. I reached out my hand and held hers at the side of the bed, her skin felt like ice. She entwined her fingers with mine and for a moment, I looked at our hands and thought how it fitted perfectly for each other's." Sorry ...... " I almost cried, " Sorry , i .... come late and you wait . " I wasn't used to speaking in english so I found myself switching back to korean automatically, " I was too caught up with the party. I should've called you but I didn't realize what time it was . I was so careless. " I looked up and found her snoring. She looked like a little angel when she was sleeping that I almost laughed.