[M] Bed (1/1)

caution: this chapter consists of some mature contents (words, interaction, imagery) so if you weak on it please do not read. thank you.  Choi Seyoung“Hmm…,” I groaned while opening my eyes lazily. The sunshine hit my eyes. I growled in disappointment since I wanted more sleep. I was about to turn my body to avoid the sunshine and cover my body with the blanket when I realized there was warm breathes on the crook of my neck. Opening my eyes widely, I also recognized that there was a hand hung loosely around my waist. My heart was beating so fast. I stunned while recalling what actually happened.  It was when the dawn coming, Lu Han shook my body to help carrying me on bed since he reasoned that sleeping in sitting position is not good. I just slightly opened my eyes and let him did what he wanted to do. I hummed over the pillow when he had put me on the bed. I buried my face on the pillow when he pulled the blanket to cover my body. Second later, the bed beside me sank as Lu Han was laying beside me. I smiled over the pillow as my back faced him. There was no sound. The only things that could be heard were our soft breathes.It was my stupidity when I moved under the blanket and my bare leg caressed Lu Han’s knee. I opened my eyes, in shock, before I pulled away from him and positioned myself more on the edge of the bed, so that my body wouldn’t touch his again. But, came to my surprise I maintained to say “Sorry,” toward him. He chuckled hearing my word before I turned my body to face him.“Why?” He asked. “Why are you eye-bawling me like that?” He arched one of his brows.I just shook my head. “Nothing.” I said.“Oh really?” He replied while reaching his hands to cup my cheeks before seconds later he pecked my lips. I froze while blinking my eyes. Lu Han pulled away and tilted his head to see me better. There was a smile formed in his lips, before once again his lips crushed on mine. It was soft and passionate. I couldn’t resist as I started to close my eyes. Down there, I could feel Lu Han’s fabricated legs caressed my legs. And, I could feel I squirmed myself on the soft sheets. I never felt this good before…  God, what… wait…, I took a peek on my body by slightly opened the blanket that covered my chest. I almost yelped in shock when knowing that I was completely naked. Blinking my eyes several times as I realized I just had sex with no one than Lu freaking Han. God, was it a blessing or otherwise? No. It was not like I accused him wrong since… since… I also did it in my own will. But, this was not what I planned. I did not plan to have any attachment to whoever he was. I just wanted to play some games like last night, the repay kisses, not more. I mentally palmed my face for feeling so pissed at my own self –for having my guard down.First. My first kiss.Second. My virginity.All went to Lu Han.I was supposed to do it with the one whom I loved. It wasn’t supposed to be done like this. I did not fall in love with him. I knew, I knew, than any other men, losing virginity to Lu Han was better. At least, I felt happy doing it. But, I hadn’t known what was inside his heart. Did he really do it because liking me? Or, did he just do that out of lust? We were a man and a woman, after all, on the same bed, what else could happen?  “Can I be your shelter, Seyoung?” he asked. “To sweep away your pains…,” he added. I moaned while kissing him back. “Can I…?” His voice sounded so far away but so serious made me pulled him closer on to me....  I blinked my eyes. That was when I felt uncomfortable as Lu Han showed the sign of affection. What was so good from me? I was just a stupid girl, a stubborn one, and a failed one. Nothing was good in my life. Nothing, at all. How could he be my shelter? He wanted to be my … what? Boyfriend? He was the successful idol-turns-to be-actor! He offered himself to the girl like me? He could do better… with any other girls, but me…I turned my body gaining him a soft hum. Caressing his hand and pushed it from my waist, before kissing the tip of his nose.