[M] Confessions (1/1)

Both of us stagger back into my living room, Yukwon's hands going into my jacket and unzipping it, while his foot kicks the door shut. I do the same with his jacket. His hands slide under my shirt, and lifts it up over my head. I reach down and hurriedly undo the buttons of his pants, reaching in and palming his hardening member through his boxer. Yukwon gasps outs and mewls softly, shakily reaching out to grasp onto my arm.  He growls lightly, and pushes me down onto the couch, getting on top of me. Yukwon pulls off his sweater slowly and sexily, letting it drop on the floor as he smirks at me. I can start to feel my cock getting hard at the sight of Yukwon's beautiful, pale skin.  Feeling the little tent starting to form my pants, he smirks again, trapping his lip between his teeth and then letting go of it with a silent flick. The fucking tease... He then proceeds to tease me even more by ignoring my aching member and starting to kiss my collarbone, making his way up to my jawline. He playfully bites my ear, and I can't hold myself back anymore.I feel a rush of adrenaline coarse though my veins, as I grab Yukwon and flip him onto his hands and knees. I quickly pull down his pants and boxers, before slowly sheathing my aching member into Yukwon's tight walls, muttering quiet apologies.   (Yukwon's POV)  Minhyuk flips me over and I giggle at his impatience. He pulls down my boxers, and I bite my lip, bracing myself for the rawness that is about to enter me. He gently pushes himself into my body as I grip the couch for support. The excruciating pain of raw sex doesn't last long until I finally start to feel the pleasure.  I can hear Minhyuk softly moaning, as he rocks his hips smoothly back and forth. "U-Uhh...f-faster, harder Minhyuk," I whisper, biting my lip to hold back my screams. He does what he's told and rolls his hips faster, and thrusts harder. This is just too much for my sealed lips to handle, so I open them "Minhyuk! ah..oh Minhyuk!" I scream out in pure pleasure. 'Y-Yukwon, I'm a-almost there, shit..." He says in between gasps. "Me-me too," I reply. With a loud cry, Minhyuk releases deep within in me, biting down on my shoulder as he does. I can feel the stickiness drip down my thighs as Minhyuk cums. Not long after, I scream out Minhyuk's name before releasing in long ropes. He rocks out his orgasm before pulling out his now soft cock, but surprises me when he turns me over on my back, and starts kissing me; starting from my stomach, and working himself up to my shoulders.  Minhuk's lips brush along my collarbones and stop at the base of my throat. I can feel his hot breath, smelling lightly of alcohol, tingle against my skin, as his fingers caress my forearm. We both lay in this position for awhile, and gradually fall asleep, entangled in each other's arms.   ----- The next morning, Minhyuk awakes to my fingers tracing the contours of his chest. "Good morning beautiful," I coo as he rubs the sleepiness out of his eyes. He looks around, then at me. "Did we do...it?" He asks with an expression on his face that looked like a mixture of pain and disgust.  "If you mean, did we have sex? Then yes we did," I reply calmly. He abruptly gets up and starts pacing around the room. I get up too, worried. "Are you alright, Minhyuk?" I ask. "No, Yukwon I'm not" he replies. "I can't believed we fucked!" This takes me completely by surprise.  "What...what do you mean?" I stutter. "I just can't believe I fucked a guy!" he answers. "But you did... you fucked me!" I cry, tears threatening to overflow. Minhyuk looks away for a split second, then turns around to face me.  "Yeah... b-but I was drunk, it didn't mean a thing." he tells me." I stare blankly at him, but I cannot control my tears anymore. They start to overflow, as I continue to stare at him. "You... you don't really think that...do you?" I question in a small voice. "Yes i do," he answers in a strained one. I step forward until I close the space in between the both of us, and kiss Minhyuk, softly at first then harder, while my hands travel towards his torso.  He pushes me away, breaking himself from my grasp, gasping for air. "I'm... I'm sorry Minhyuk," I stutter again.  "I t-thnk its...time for you to go Yukwon," He says bluntly, still trying to catch his breath. I painfully tear my eyes away from his to pick up the rest of my clothes. I put them on, and then glance at him one last time before I walk out the door.  (Minhyuk's POV)  As soon as Yukwon leaves, I run up to your room and collapse onto my bed. I climb under the covers and cry till my eyes get red and sore. Over the next couple of days, I receive message after message from Yukwon. i so badly want to answer them but I-I... just can't so I ignore them all. One night, I seriously just can't take it anymore, so i decide to go for a walk to clear my mind.  I arrive at a park and sit down on a nearby bench. As I'm sitting, I question yourself, why did I kiss Yukwon back? Why didn't I stop myself from having sex with him? WHy did it feel so right though... and how come my heart pounds every time I seem him? Just as I think I've have finally found my answer, I don't notice someone come and sit beside me. When I look at them, I see that its Yukwon. I get up to leave but he grabs my hand, "Minhyuk!" he cries, "P-Please don't go! C-Can we please just talk!?"  "What do you want me to say?" I question. "Its not about what you have to say, its about what I have to say!" he replies. I look away, unable to meet his teary eyes without a stab of guilt hitting my heart. "God dammit!" he yells as he grabs me by the shoulders and spins me around. "I love you Minhyuk! Do you know how much I hate myself, because I love you? I know that you don't have feelings for me, but I am still putting myself through this pain." he confesses, while the tears roll down his face. But all I can do is stare at the younger, crying in front of me. "Is that what you really think?" I ask, "That I don't love you?" He  nods his head, a pained look on his face. I cupp his face with my hands and brush the tears away. He looks at me, confused.  "Yukwon, I have loved you ever since we met at the restaurant," I confess. He blinks, new tears forming in his eyes.  "Then why did you push me away when I kissed you at your house?" he asks. "I pushed you away because I was confused about the way I felt about you, I foolishly tried to ignore these feelings, but now I'm embracing them." I say as I lean forward to kiss him. My lips burn with intensity as I pull Yukwon closer to me.  "I want to stay like this forever..." He mumbles against my lips. "You will" I assure him as I pull back and stare into his eyes.