[M] How can i say it to you?. (1/1)

SeungHyun POV*****Flasback*****Continue 1 year ago at the lunchbreak****YES! I found soem friends !They gave me chopsticks and a spoon. Cause u just can get them at the table. STUPID?!"Hey where are you from?" JiYong asked me."I am from Seoul ... but my father mrried a new woman and got a new job here... so i am here now." I answered."Oh thats bad....." ChaeRin said then to me. I just shook my head "It is okay... i have now new friends" I said and started smiling."Do you have siblings?" asked Minzy me. Mabye she want some friends in her own age. "No i am a only child." I answered."How old are you?" asked SeungRi me. "I am now 18.. i hope i am not to old for you all." I answered and looked aroudn them."No, i am now 17 and TaeYang too, ChaeRin is now 15.. she is a little genius..hehe. Our daesung is now 16 and his little sister is 14." Said JiYong then to me. "So you repead some grades?" asked Minzy me. "Yes .. thelast grade i failed." I muttered.I felt dumb... ChaeRin is 3 years younge rthen me and with me in the 11th grade!... WOW a real genius."Don't be sad... I was near to fail my last grade too.. You are not the only one." said Daesung and tried to cheer me up with his words. He put his Hand on my shoulder and smiled at me. WOAH! He sat next to me and i felt that soe butterflys made a party in my stomach. I fixed y hair in my face... he don't must see that i am blushing..FUCK! He.. he must be mine...!*****2 Weeks later*****GOSH ... Now i must clean up the school basement.. but.. Together with Daesung!Thats the Happy thing about that.....heheSo why? Why must i clean the school basement...Yeah... I was with Daesung in the classroom and we were fighting... NO .. not what you think now.. He stole my water bottle and i was trying to catch him.. Of course with fun!But then something happend ... that should be not happen! I had the water bottle in my hand and opend it but Daesung had not seen this. He jumped at me and then.... The water was over the whole subject of our teacher... He was not amused about that.. why should he? "IF YOU BOTH LIKE IT TO PLAY WITH WATER THEN U CAN CLEAN UP THE SCHOOL BASEMENT!!"  He yelled at us. I swear daesung was afraid and clawed tight to my arm.FUCK! So we went to the janitor. He gave us Mr. Mop and Mrs. bucket. He liked it to called them like that. I hate him!Daesung held my hand... ugh i was blushing the whole time... he is so cute.. i really think i felt in love with him. Hehe. So i held his hand too, tight... Is he afraid of the basement? We walked down the stairs. Daesung closed his eyes. With every step near the basement he held my hand tighter then before. And then i wanted to open the door but.. Daesung screamed and ran the stairs up again.Fuck!What is wrong with him?? I followed him. He was really fast it was not easy to catch him. I think it was after 7 minuets i caught him."Are you crazy or lik-" He cut me off."NO! I don't wnat to go in there!! i can't!! I am sorry ! I CAN'T!" He yelled then at me."Woah calm down!! You don't ust go... okay? I go talking with the teacher..." I said to him. He was breathing hard and shaking all over the body. Was it to dark there... or maybe somebody of his family died in the basement? Maybe he just saw a bad film but... this is really hard to see.****8 Month later****Okay it is time...Today.. he will sleep at my house.... and it is my chance!I must say it, but how? think i feel like a little girl who will soon marry her beloved. GOSH!!I can't wait... i wanna kiss him.... and hug him.... i want to hear the sweet word from his mouth..Saranghaeugh... I fixed my hair and put on my best outfit. I cleaned up my room. I putt a matress on the floor. With my best pillow and best cover. Gosh... I was happy. i could not stop smiling. My dad asked me whats wrong with me i just answered. "Nothing to do with you."****Same day at 18:30****The door bell rang.I ran down the stairs to the front door. There was my beloved. I should not call him like that but... it is true.I love this guy... since the first day we met.He smiled at me.... and i smiled back...But how can i say it?.I closed the door behind him after he went in. He followed me to my room." You can put your things on the floor." I said to him. He did it. "Okay, here i a so what we gonna do now?" He asked me with a brightly smile."Today i don't feel like doing anything?" He sang then. I laughed. And then nodded."We can stay the day long? still awake...?" I asked and waiting for a reaction."Great idea! It is weekend and we.. we can.. maybe.. i don't know..." stuttered Daesung to me. I swear e blushed while looking at me. I gave him a glass of water. "Let's wait what happens okay?" I said to him and he agreed, nodding. We had a lot of fun. We played some games on my Play Station, ate dinner. But this Bitch can't cook! Then we watched a film. a Horror film... i hoped he will hug me while watching the film... and he did it. I was happy and smiled at this moments. But Fuck!I blushed and he saw it. I don't know why but he gave me peck on the cheek. His smile was taht damn cute, i gave him one back. Maybe everybody just know this from a love film but THIS was real. It was now 3:42 AM. WOAH so eraly and we're still awake. I must say it now... i think he feel it too."Daesung..?" I started. "Yes?" he turned his head to face me."I don't know how to say but... gosh.. how can i say it ..." I shaked with my hands. but still looked in his eyes. His beautiful eyes, and then i saw his lips... i wanted to kiss them. "Hyung...." He said to me. I saw in his eyes. I don't know why but, he came near to me.. and took my hands."I..I mu..must tell you tha-" He cut me off. And kissed me. Daesung kissed me... and i enjoyed the kiss. This night wa sthe best night ever."Saranghae..." Daesung said this to me with his cute voice. "Saranghae my love." I said to him and we smiled.******Flashback over******Yes i can remember that night. I want him back. This Daesung.The entrance door opened. Daesung came to me.I know that he would follow me. That is he.My Daesung...... But now we must talk.....