Hey you. (1/2)

Youngjae let out a scream from the rooftop. His face showed how disappointed he was, how stupid he felt and how hurt he could ever be from this aftermath of the break up. Slowly, he let his body sank down with his back on the wall. He felt so useless and restless. Tears kept coming down from his eyes - why does it hurt so much?   Youngjae rushed to his class the next morning. It had been a week anyway, if she could live happily so why couldn't he? He avoided the eyes that watched his steps as soon as he entered the class. Being late or not being in class at all was not his usual but he couldn't care less. The pain she gave him was too much. "Youngjae..!" She called and he stopped."What?" "I'm... I'm sorry.." Youngjae rolled his eyes when he could see her eyes were teary, giving a hint she would use the woman's weapon on him. "It's okay. I'm okay. Let's just... forget it." He sighed. He didn't sure whether he meant it or not but he didn't want to hold it in any longer. He really wished he could forget it - the promises they made together.Youngjae scoffed. It was always him.   Youngjae walked into the underground cafe near his school - his favourite place where he would meet up with his friends. He always came here with his cheerful mood but not today. He didn't seem to be in his right mood plus there she was, laughing with her new boyfriend. Youngjae needed his drink. He needed to get drunk. Why do I feel regret showing her this place? "Youngjae, meet Daehyun. He came from Busan, a friend of Yongguk." Himchan said with his usual grin while Youngjae was on his fifth glass. Daehyun offered his hand for a handshake but Youngjae only nodded. He didn't mean to be rude but he really was not in his mood. "Pardon him. He is still in his rough day." Youngjae heard Himchan whispered. Youngjae stared at Himchan and Jongup as the two talked when Jongup suddenly came, telling that Zelo couldn't make it tonight. Ah, right. Friday night. Youngjae nodded on his thought. "I'll do it." His suddenly respon caused Himchan and Jongup to look at confusedly. "What? Youngjae are you sure?" Himchan asked in concerned.Youngjae hissed then he chuckled. "Do I look unsure?" He asked, smirking at Himchan. "Uh... Well.. I better tell Yongguk hyung about this. What are you going to do Youngjae?" Jongup asked. "I'll sing something." Youngjae answered which then Jongup nodded. "Ah, we have a guitar right?" Youngjae asked again when Jongup was about to walk away.Jongup shook his head. "I have one." Daehyun answered. "Cool." Youngjae replied. Daehyun looked at Youngjae who was humming the tone he needed Daehyun to play in amusement. Youngjae was indeed talented. "You can play that right?" Youngjae asked that made Daehyun to smile. "Yeah, sure. Can I see the lyrics?" Daehyun asked back that Youngjae only smiled slyly."I don't have one."   A loud cheer and a big clap could be hear from the crowd when Youngjae walked onto the stage. Who didn't know him? He was the famous Yoo Youngjae, a man who was capable to do anything. Despite of his good looking feature, he was also surprisingly good in sport, excellent in his studies and had a sweet voice. He was everything a girl could dream of.And he wanted his ex-girlfriend to feel regret. He wondered was he too much, loving her with all his? Youngjae closed his eyes when Daehyun strummed the strings. With such an obvious lie

You tricked me no matter how much you tried to hide it

I pretended I didn’t know

I know all about what kind of relationship

you and that guy you call friend hadYes. Youngjae knew something was up when she started being secretive. He tried to push the thoughts away when his friends were telling him. He tried everything to prove himself was wrong. All my gut feelings ended up being just right

Your front and back were different

Your long tongue hammered a nail in me

To me you said you were tired

But what I heard in front of your house was

A mix of the sound of your laughter

and that guy’s voiceHe had fall hard for her. He admitted it. To him, she was the one who taught him about love when he was once hated it but he was wrong. She was not the one, she was not. He still wondered where did they go wrong.So Blind I can not see

Even my memories of chasing after you

Hey you after you left

Right there at that momentIt was you who said it

That you’ll be by my side foreverYoungjae held in his tears. He didn't want to cry in front of her, that would hurt his pride. True, memories were the best but also the worst of anything. One thing he was really disppointed, she lied. Indeed, nothing lasted forever. Youngjae stopped. He was lost in his thoughts. He could hear the crowd whispered but he knew, he couldn't do anything about it. People would talk for whatever they cared about.Youngjae turned to look at Daehyun when the latter suddenly sang. To his surprise, the lyrics connected. Everything was a lie Go away