Happenstance (1/1)

Happenstance |ˈhapənˌstans|(n) coincidence YouThe day I met you, I just knewThe moment you called me weird, I just realizedThe second you smiled at me, it hit meI only have 20 years left to spend That day, I have decidedI am going to be strong no matter how.And that day, I have swornI am going to hold on, even to the slightest hope. I have promised you foreverAnd forever I am willing to giveAn apology I have worn on my lipsFor the day we both know about to come. For the day I have to break my promise.    YOUI can hear the cheers on the distanceMy senses have been gone for too longIf they prick, how do I not bleedIf they scream, how do I not hearAnd for the first time,My heart is beating once moreBlood is flowing againI yearn to be yoursI long for youTo be mine.Be mine.And only mine.   -------------------------------------------- “Yeol! Sungyeol! Hey! Are you okay?!” Myungsoo cried. His boyfriend had sit and a bruise began to show. He fell. He fucking fell out of nowhere... No. He must have been slipped. No no no… It is NOT because of his xp Myungsoo. No. He thought… He knew it too well it will happen sooner or later. And sooner was the least he expected.“Yes yes I’m okay. It was nothing.” Sungyeol smiled.“No it is something okay, your head hit the ground Yeol. You didn’t even cover yourself. It was basic reflexes… Your hand should’ve responsed and I don’t know, cover your face or something. You fell. You fell flat….” Tears were formed by now. “What are you talking about? Now you’re blabbering nonsense. Come on now, everyone is looking at us.” Sungyeol stood up, pat his pants and grinned to Myungsoo. Myungsoo stared at his boyfriend and stood up as well, he held Sungyeol’s hand so tight when the older gave him a hand. His head were spinning, Sungyeol’s doctor had warned him, it’s his 20s, and his sickness would’ve gotten to his neuro system. -------------------------------------------- Flashback“He is going to fall a lot Mrs.Lee… He won’t be able to use his reflexes, because his nerve are failing.” Doctor Kang said. Sungyeol held Myungsoo hands so tight, I am here you know. I can hear you talking about my shitty future he thought. “The falling is harmless, yes. But, I suggest he stays under your sight. Because where he will fall might have been dangerous… We found his sickness early, but I cannot guarantee that the worst thing that could happen to him is goint to be his failing nerves.” Sungyeol stared the wall as if it was the most interesting thing ever. He was only 12 when he heard this information.“He…” Doctor Kang was about to continue his speech when Sungyeol said, “Going to die soon after the falling… it was the first stage before you are going to find out that beside my failing neuro system, I’ll probably get something called choreoathetosis which means my body will move involuntarily, twisting, writhing and squirming…”“Lee Sung Yeol!” His mom yelled.“I am not finished yet mom. I’ll look like I’m dancing. Sort of… or the less scary, I’ll get muscle weaknesses on my limbs. And I forgot the other one Doc. I have read it before, and this one will become the second stage isn’t it? The most excruciating one I can remember.” Sungyeol said, he had been holding to Myungsoo hand so tight, it will leave marks. He had known them all along, he was an excellent kid actually, he just needed the courage to say it out loud, and apparently he felt Myungsoo’s warmth beside him was enough to support him. “Yes… Apparently, yes… You have a great son right here Mrs.Lee.” Doctor Kang smiled. “The last one you can’t remember is, ataxia. It’s less likely to happen, I don’t think I should explain it to you because it seems like you have known what ataxia is, right Sungyeol?” Sungyeol nodded, he felt the cold stare his bestfriend gave him and the blank face his mom had. “I know. I come prepared. I should know my oponent before going to war, if I am going to put up a good fight should’nt I?” --------------------------------------------