[M] Chapter 16 (1/1)

It wasn't as if they’d set a specific date in advanced. At least, not purposely. But, as he watched Tao sitting on his bed, late-evening sunlight giving him an ethereal gleam, it just felt right. They hadn't wasted much time. Barely a couple of days before was it that Tao had brought up the subject, now being the first Sunday after that. Sunday. Kris had always hated Sundays. But when his boyfriend had suggested it, being the only day neither of them had practice, it had suddenly become a day to look forward. A day to expect. Because that Sunday, they were going to have sex. Striding forward and almost shaking from repressed excitement, he emptied the bag he was holding on the bed, proceeding to sit in front of a gaping Tao.  "What is this?" he asked, grabbing the small bottle and turning it around in his hands. Kris suppressed a chuckle. "Lube. And condoms. I'd run out of them," he nodded to himself, "Now we're all set." "I know what they are," the boy mumbled gruffly, "I was asking… just because. Never mind." It was only when he saw the bottle being placed back on the bed when Kris raised his eyes, feeling a pang of anxiety settle on his stomach as he stared as his completely red-faced boyfriend, who was now eerily quiet. "Is there something wrong?""No! No. Everything is fine. It's just... Weird."It was kind of weird, actually. Not a bad weird, though. One that made him shake with excitement, with possibilities. It wasn't as if Kris hadn't thought about having sex with the Panda before. In fact, he'd been thinking about it for quite a long time. Not to say since the moment he had set eyes on him. But he also knew that Tao was a virgin. That despite his sometimes confident shell, he was pretty scared. So when he had been the one to bring the topic up, Kris had known he was ready. The contrast between that Tao and the blushing one sitting now in front of him was quite remarkable. But it was part of his charm, he guessed. It was both extremely frustrating and endearing. And kinda hot. Tao had told his mom he'd spend the night at Kai's, along with Sehun and Kyungsoo. He'd felt bad about lying to her, but the boy was completely sure she'd freak out if she find out his true whereabouts. Luckily, she had granted her permission with no further question. So now here they were, with the whole night for them to have."This..." Tao took the lube bottle back in his hands, "Doesn't look very hygienic."The comment wasn't exactly what he’d been expecting, and that chuckle finally ripped through his throat. "Hygienic?" he reached for the bottle, "Well, it should be. It's a pretty good brand. My favorite, I guess.""Favorite. Right," the boy shook his head slightly, taking in a deep breath and squaring his shoulders. "Whatever you say, Mr. Expert," he stated, voice laced with obviously fake arrogance.Kris grinned, opening and closing the bottle, making sure it was easy enough to open it when the time came. He didn't miss the way his boyfriend's eyes were following his hand's movements. "So, tell me, if you're so confident. Do you know whether you want to top or bottom?" Tao's head shoot up to look at him, only to avert his eyes a moment after. Color grazed his cheeks once again, and he fiddled with the bedcovers, "I..." he mumbled, "I haven't really thought about it... I thought that maybe you liked one better?"Kris' features softened, reaching to place both the lube and the condoms on the nearest bedside table. "No, not really. I've done both and I'm fine with either.""Then..." Tao swallowed, hands wreathing together, "Let me bottom, okay?" he ran a hand through his hair, attempting to hide his face from the embarrassment."Whatever you want, Taozi," Kris smiled sweetly and leaned in, placing a soft kiss on his boyfriend's lips, smiling still as they separated. Tao slowly smiled back.A bit hesitantly, the Panda raised his hand until the pads of his fingers were caressing Kris' face, sending a barely perceptible shudder through his body. The elder closed his eyes, taking in the sensation of trembling fingertips gradually becoming more confident. Tao began to place short, barely there, kisses on his lips, the tender skin aching for more contact. And Kris suddenly felt hot. And bothered. And kind of annoyed at the effect those little brushes had on him. He opened his eyes, a little bit dazedly, and looked up at his boyfriend, who was kneeling in front of him. It still took his breath away, how gorgeous he was. How perfect. How he was all his. Kris didn't deserve him, his heart was too pure and Kris had more flaws that he could even count. But when they were together, he couldn't seem to care. Reaching up, he placed his hands on Tao's cheek, relishing in the way it flushed a light pink as the boy leaned into the touch. Kris kissed him properly then. He explored his boyfriend's mouth, tongues molding against each other, bringing them closer every passing second. Tao took a shaky breath when one of Kris' hands was placed on his waist, but Kris followed his lips as he tugged at the hem of the boy's shirt. Slowly, he began to lift it, allowing his fingers to graze over the heated skin of his boyfriend's waist. Tao squirmed, deepening the kiss impossibly, only breaking it for a moment to allow Kris to finally remove the shirt. But when Kris looked back at him, he was only slightly surprised to find the boy with an anxious expression, hands fiddling once again. He sighed, smiling a bit to himself. "Relax."Tao snapped back to reality, face heating up as he babbled a panicked "what are you talking about?" before turning completely red once again. "I said relax, Taozi!" he finally chuckled, hand running through the Panda's hair soothingly. Said boy blinked at him, before frowning and swatting his hand away harshly. "Don't treat me like a baby," he pouted, and Kris couldn't help the surprised laughter that escaped his lips after a brief moment of shock. As Tao continued to sulk, he took the time to look at him, taking in his gorgeous features and now slightly disheveled hair. He knew the boy just needed a push, a little something to will him to finally make that step. And maybe he had just the right thing. A smirk pulled the corner of his mouth."Then, prove you're not one," he challenged. He could see it had worked, the boy's eyes turning calculative, competitive. And pretty hot. In a sudden blur of movement, Tao managed to push Kris on his back, holding him down by his shoulders. Kris tried to break free, despite knowing it was a lost cause. No matter how much he hated it, his boyfriend was way stronger than him. He wasn't exactly fond of feeling weak, but the endless amount of time he spent working out at home, whenever he wasn't playing that stupid game, of course, really had its perks. One of them, Kris' favorite, if he had to choose, was the responsible of him not being able to take his eyes off of the boy's shoulders, even when he should have been trying to get out from their grip. But those were really amazing shoulders, shut up. Tao broke his train of thought when he leaned down, capturing his lips for a hungry, addictive kiss. He kissed him breathless for a few moments, tongues hard and insisting. Pressing against his body, he dragged Kris' lower lip between his teeth, eliciting a breathy whimper from the elder. Now fully smiling for the first time in what seemed too long, the Panda left one of his shoulders, partially supporting his weight on the other as not to crush his boyfriend, as the other ran through Kris’ side, before settling at his waist. Kris couldn't help but to hiss when the icy-cold skin of the boy’s hand made contact with burning one as his hand sneaked into the shirt he was already too hot to be wearing. Smile widening, Tao deepened the kiss, hand trailing up as the fabric of the shirt crumpled against his wrist. Kris lifted himself, allowing the boy to finally take the garment off, chucking it to the other side of his room. But he couldn't be bothered to check where it had landed, because the second his shirt was off, his boyfriend's hand sneaked between their bodies, fingers leaving nothing but heat as they graced the skin on his stomach. Tao kissed the corner of his mouth, proceeding then to leave a trail of kisses following the line of his jaw, nibbling when he reached the spot just below his ear. He continued on his neck, now sucking harder, earning a couple of breathy moans from the back of his throat. Kris was already feeling quite light headed when the hand caressing between his ribs moved, brushing against his nipple and dragging a low groan out of him. He was trembling, nerves raw and breath shallow. But as Tao pressed harder against him, trying to keep him still, their growing erections rubbed against each other, making a wave of pleasure run through their bodies. Tao let out a loud moan, controlling facade threatening to fall off. Kris smirked, mind clearing enough for him to speak, although it sounded husky even to his own ears. "Already so hard, Panda?" he mocked, remembering the words the boy had sneered at him. Without waiting for an answer, he took the chance to free his arms from Tao's hold, where they'd been wrenching the sheets besides him. He took hold of the boy's hips, pushing them down harshly and recreating the friction. Tao panted against his lips, eyes fluttering closed. Kris grinned at the sight, letting a breathy chuckle escape his lips. The Panda opened his eyes, glaring daggers at him before burying his head on the crook of his boyfriend's neck and biting. Hard. Kris let out a cry, back arching from the bed, making their members brush again. Tao went back to his neck, licking and nibbling the sore spot. His hand returned to his nipple, pinching it just enough to earn a whimper, before he lowered his head, flicking his tongue over it. Kris groaned in surprise, head falling backwards against the bed as his boyfriend continued mouthing and licking and sucking at his chest. Kris was still grinding their hips together, but with every passing moment he grew more and more tired of lying helplessly without being able to do anything.Seeing the boy distracted at the moment, he took the chance to wrap his hands around his waist, turning them over in one swift movement. Tao blinked up at him, seemingly confused as to why he was now on his back. Kris smirked and leaned down, breath brushing the boy's mouth, making him shiver slightly. "I'm done with your games," he fake scolded, raising his hand to Tao's face. "Now it's my turn."He joined their lips once again for a short kiss, kneeling in front of the boy when they separated. Holding him from the ankles, he pulled him closer. "We'll end up falling," he commented realizing just how close they'd gotten to the end of the mattress. Tao, nodded pensively, supporting himself on his elbows. He didn't have much time to dwell on the silly comment, though, as soon Kris began to unbutton his pants, grabbing a hold of both his jeans and his boxers and yanking them off and out of the bed. "Wait!" Tao scrambled to sit up, eyes slightly panicked, "I can't be the only one naked!"Kris stopped him from getting up with a hand on his chest and a gentle kiss. "Just wait a second. There's something I want to try."Tao looked at him half quizzically and half worriedly until he saw the boy moving further into the end of the bed, feet dangling off the edge. Kris took Tao's pretty hard member in his hand, giving it a couple of experimental strokes. When Tao threw his head back, body lifting marginally from the bed, a tiny moan escaped the elder's lips. He was so unbelievably sexy the sight was driving him insane. Leaning until he was facing Tao's length, he pumped it a few more times, before reaching down and placing a kiss at the head.Tao's eyes flew open as he panted harshly, "K-Kris!""What's up, Panda?" he answered looking back at him innocently before leaning back down and placing another kiss.Tao threw his head back in surrender. "Don't play!" he scolded weakly. Kris smiled, still leisurely stroking Tao. "I'm sorry. I can't help it if you look like this." He was pretty sure the Panda would be shooting him a hatred glare if he wasn't so lost in pleasure.He closed his mouth around the head, earning a yell from the writhing boy beneath him, and begun sucking as he licked the skin. Tao was going crazy, squirming instinctively and moaning, gasping Kris' name once in a while. Kris smiled around the member, slowly starting to go down, taking as much as he could into his mouth. When the tip hit the back of his throat, he swallowed around it, making the boy cry out once again, so he started to bob his head up and down, groaning to ease the annoying gags he had every time it hit the back of his throat. The vibrations created by this were enough to overwhelm Tao, who unconsciously began thrusting up and into Kris' throat. The elder let him do so for a couple of moments, but when his throat started to sting, he lifted his head, placing a hand on his boyfriend's hips to keep him steady. "Relax," he hovered above the tip, smiling gently, "Stay still. I can't do my job if you keep moving," he looked up, flashing a grin at the boy. Licking a stripe from the base of his cock to the tip, he took it in his mouth once again, the bitter taste of precome invading his taste buds. He could feel Tao holding himself from thrusting up, so he let go of his hip, choosing instead to trace random patterns on the boy's thigh. Feeling he was close, he brought his other hand to his balls, massaging them softly. Tao mumbled incessantly, groaning and moaning loudly. Repeating Kris' name. "K-kris! I-I can't anymore," he breathed out.Kris continued thumbing the velvety testicles until the warm liquid invaded his mouth and Tao spasmed. With a few more strokes, he incorporated, swallowing, and liked his lips. Wide eyes welcomed him when he looked up."You didn't have to swallow," he mumbled, blinking as he broke eye contact, cheeks burning. "I've been waiting for this way too long not to swallow it," Kris smiled sweetly, climbing over the boy before putting his hands on his hips. Tao turned his head, avoiding his eyes, and he looked so freaking cute it made Kris want to cry. But instead, he kissed his cheek. Tao's eyes flickered, and a second later he was pushing until they were sitting up, facing each other. The Panda scrambled with Kris' pants, trying to pull them open, yanking them off the bed. Kris let him do as he pleased. It always amazed him how much it turned him on to watch Tao like this. The boy stared at Kris' crotch, whose very obvious erection was starting to hurt. Barely grazing the member with his fingers, Tao bit his lips pensively and Kris stiffened a groan. If he kept going like that, he'd come untouched.  Getting hold of Kris' boxer's elastic, he finally pulled the last garment off, earning a relieved sigh. His fingers begun to slide along the length, thumb circling the head, and Kris wouldn't be able to hold it much longer. He reached for the bedside table, grabbing the lube and a condom for later and placing both items on the bed. "Lie down," he instructed the wide-eyed boy, whose eyes widened even further when Kris poured quite a lot of the substance in his long fingers. He nodded numbly, placing himself in the middle of the bed before getting on his back. Kris shifted towards him, settling in between his legs. Spreading them further apart, he placed a kiss on the inside of Tao's thigh, smiling when the boy shivered at the contact. He still found hard to believe that this was actually happening. The Panda looked so gorgeous. Just perfect.Deeming the lube warm enough, he made his way towards Tao's ass, carefully circling his hole. The boy whimpered at the touch, and, when Kris looked up, he found him with his eyes closed, breathing heavily."Ready?" he waited for the quick nods before slowly introducing one finger into Tao, pausing when the boy's breath hitched. "Relax," he repeated, hand caressing his hip as to distract him. Tao breathed in deeply before nodding once, muscles relaxing slightly. Kris pushed his finger deeper, massaging the walls, trying to ease any possible discomfort the boy was feeling. When Tao groaned, trying to push his hips into Kris, he got the hint, and carefully introduced his second finger. The boy arched off of the bed, a tiny cry leaving his lips. After pushing them in and out a couple of times, the incredible tightness inside Tao easing of a bit, he began to scissor his fingers, turning them and stretching the muscle as much as possible. Tao opened his eyes, asking for more. Kris leaned over him, joining their mouths together as he sped up the rhythm of his fingers. He could feel the boy's erection rubbing against him, his moans against his tongue. Then he introduced his third finger, burying it to the knuckle in one steady movement, barely allowing Tao to get used to it. The boy griped the sheets, the bed header, anything trying to get a hold of himself, before gripping Kris' shoulders, digging his nails slightly. Kris sucked at his tongue, biting his lower lip as he stretched him, searching for the spot that'd make his boyfriend cry out in pleasure. But then he turned his wrist, reaching further into Tao, and the boy left his mouth, a loud moan breaking through his throat. And Kris knew he'd found it."A-again," he stuttered, and he didn't have to ask twice before Kris begun thrusting into that spot. Over and over again. Tao screamed, incessant moans and pleads leaving his mouth, as he pushed himself into the fingers. Deeming it enough, Kris ceased his movement, scrambling to kneel back in between the boy's legs and quickly removing his fingers, earning a loud wail and a glare from his boyfriend. He couldn't help but to laugh, placing a kiss at Tao's hip and biting slightly. The boy whined and Kris smiled up at him. "Already so desperate?"Tao frowned at him, "Stop playing and just fuck me."Kris would've laughed at him, but the truth was that if he kept looking at him and hearing him and feeling him around his fingers, it wouldn't take long for him to finish even before they'd done anything. So he grabbed the condom and began to open it, but a hand on his stopped him. Tao was staring at him intently, before yanking it of his hand and proceeding to open it with his teeth. Kris gaped, trying to burn the image into his mind and keep it there forever. But when the boy paused, latex in hand and cheeks burning, Kris realized he was utterly clueless as to what to do then. Smiling sweetly, he took it back."Let me show you."He gave his member a couple of strokes, looking back at Tao to find him looking at him intently. Smiling, he continued, "So you just put it at the tip and slide it the rest of the way," he did so before looking back up, "Then you press the tip," he showed, sliding his hand to remove the bubble, "to get rid of the air. And that's it."Tao was still looking directly at him, a concentrated look on his face, and nodded. Laughing quietly, Kris commented, "It's not rocket science, you know."Tao raised his eyes annoyed before lowering them again and, knowing him, Kris knew he was aware that it was true, but he'd never admit it. He was just too stubborn to do so. Kris smiled, raising his hand to the Panda's cheek and pecking his lips. "Ready?"Tao smiled back, lying down once again.Kris positioned himself at his entrance, looking back at his boyfriend before he slowly started to push in. Tao squirmed, clutching the sheets as the elder kept moving forward. He arched of the bed, face contorted in pain. Kris leaned down, running his hands along his chest, tracing his muscles, attempting to distract him. And then he was all the way in and Tao was breathing hard under him. He stopped his movement, waiting for the Panda to ask him to move. He sneaked a hand between them, making his way to the boy's nipple and pinching slightly, dragging a whine out of his mouth. Leaning down, he took it in his mouth, licking it until Tao began moaning, and taking it between his teeth before letting it go, pleased when he noticed it was reddish."S-Stop playing. Now," the boy snarled. Kris chuckled before licking his other nipple until Tao panted a breathy "Move."Kris smiled, removing himself almost completely before giving a little thrust in, maddeningly slowly at first, before settling into a rhythm. He dragged a scream from Tao every time he hit the end, and he wanted to keep this moment forever. Tao around him, so tight and so hot and so his. Squirming, moaning, pleading. Kris needed him so much. Looking down at him, he found the boy gripping the sheets, desperate for support. His hand left its place at his hip and reached up, long fingers curling around Tao's when they met."It's okay. Everything is fine," he gripped his hand tightly. Tao opened his eyes to look at him, eyes almost completely black and lips parted, continuous moans escaping them. He nodded quickly. "Kiss me," he asked. Kris smiled before leaning down and pressing their lips together, molding against each other. Tao wrapped his other hand around Kris' back, making their bare chests rub against each other with every thrust, Tao's erection earning its much needed friction. The boy begun to push his hips up and down, speeding the rhythm up and making both of them moan in the other's mouth. Kris increased his speed, feeling his boyfriend's nails dig into his back, leaving pricking marks. Then that tightness, the one he knew too well, the one who told him he was close, settled on his stomach. So he concentrated on looking for Tao's prostate, changing the angle slightly with every thrust, needing to find it, to make Tao scream. The boy's whole body tightened as he moaned into his mouth when he found it. So he thrust in with all his strength, making the boy scream as he kept hitting that sweet spot, each time harder and closer.Tao broke the kiss, desperately looking for air, moans rumbling on his throat. "There K-Kris! Faster. Please," he begged.Hearing him begging was almost enough to make Kris finish, but instead he did as the boy asked him, every time thrusting deeper, harder into him, until the bed was rocking with every push and Tao was arching off it into Kris. Lowering his free hand, he reached for Tao's member, pumping it in time with his thrusts. Tao tightened around him, gripping his hand harder, and it was too much for Kris. He finished against the latex of the condom, slumping into Tao, mind clouding at the force of his orgasm. He was fast to get back up and remove himself from the boy, who sobbed at the emptiness, before a couple of firm strokes drove him over the edge too, coming over Kris' hand and both their chests. Kris rolled over, settling besides Tao. Still holding his hand, he tried to steady his erratic breathing, heart beating hard and fast against his chest, completely worn out. When he was back to normal, Kris climbed out of bed, giving a squeeze to the boy's hand before letting it go, making his way to the bathroom. He threw the used condom in the trash and washed his hands, staring at the grinning face that looked back at him in the mirror. He grabbed a couple of towels, wetting them before going back to his bedroom. Tao still laid there, completely motionless, staring at the ceiling. "Is something wrong?" he asked. Anxiety ran through Kris' veins like poison. What if he had hurt the boy, despite all the preparation? What if he was in pain? What if he hadn't liked it? Well, he was pretty sure that was not it. He sat beside him, hand hesitantly reaching out to touch him. The Panda turned to look at him. And smiled. "Why hadn't we done that before?" he exclaimed, lifting himself a little. And Kris felt all his worries fly out the window, his lips mirroring the smile his boyfriend was wearing. "Did you like it, Taozi?" he asked, bringing his hand to remove the hair stuck to the boy's sweaty forehead. He nodded enthusiastically before taking one of Kris' towels, beginning to clean himself. Kris helped him, running it through his body."I'm glad, Tao," he whispered, pecking his cheek, "Now, should we sleep?" he felt drowsiness taking over, too exhausted to even think. The Panda nodded again before discarding the towels to the side with the rest of their clothes. Kris settled underneath the sheets, making room for Tao to snuggle into him and covering them both with the covers. Tao buried his head on his boyfriend's chest."Hey, Kris?" he asked, voice laced with sleep."Hmn?" "Why is it that I like you more every day?" he asked, lips brushing against Kris' chest, who bit his lip to keep his heart from leaving his chest."I don't know. Maybe because I'm so handsome," he smiled, trying to keep the happiness that was making it hard to breathe out of his voice."Ugh, shut up," he cuddled deeper into Kris. "Sleep.""I like you too," Kris whispered after a few heartbeats, breathing deeply into the already sleeping boy's black hair, arms keeping him incredibly close, "Goodnight. I hope you like me forever."    m style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-family:inherit;font-size:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">A/N: We're so, so sorry. It's just my OTP and I almost cried several times and I don't know what's wrong with me. So, here's Tao's first time! Did you guys like it? We were almost as nervous as him. But there's still a lot coming up! So please keep subscribing and reading and commenting. We loved last chapter's comments, they really made our day. Sorry I don't answer to every one, but I'm pretty bad at this communication thing. Oh, and we started two new fics, a Sexing (here is the prologue, we'll post the rest soon) and a KrisBaekYeol we've been meaning to write for quite a long time. As usual, here is our Tumblr, feel free to stop by if you want to talk. See you next Friday!