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SinB did her best to lay still as Sojung slept snuggled up against her with an arm over her waist. She had tested moving a little and it was certain that Sojung was deeply asleep as she made no reaction unless SinB tried to remove her arm, which also meant that SinB was trapped here and must sleep here for the night.Since she wasn’t sleepy in the slightest, this made for an exceedingly difficult night to be stuck next to a woman that apparently loved her. Love in which way, SinB wasn’t sure, she wasn’t able to ask. The next morning, they had classes to attend and thinking about it, SinB wondered if that crossed Sojung’s mind when she decided to buy alcohol after dinner. It also wasn’t that late at night yet, being just 10:30pm so SinB wasn’t worried about waking up in time for her class which was at 11am, but more so that Sojung would have a headache and not remember anything that happened tonight. For SinB, she really hoped that Sojung would remember, since then, talking about it would be much easier.SinB covered her eyes with the back of her free hand and sighed. Thinking about it, she felt accomplished for not panicking and deciding that it would be best to talk things out. After all, past experience with talking to Sojung had turned out well and she had no reason to doubt her. But then again, the topic was about the “forbidden” love that she had come to give up. There was a chance that even though they lik- hold affections for each other, the relationship wouldn’t work out.But all relationships were like that.Opening her eyes and looking down to where Sojung was nuzzled against her, she could hear Sojung’s soft breaths but with how her face was pressed into SinB’s chest, SinB couldn’t see her expression. What if she ignored what general society saw, what if it did turn out well? She did wish that good things would happen to Sojung, she did want to make her smile. It felt as if she could trust Sojung with anything, then if Sojung could accept her….supposedly everything…then…but also for Sojung who was such a wonderful person, to be with herself?SinB sighed and turned slightly towards Sojung.“What should I do?”Hugging Sojung a little closer, SinB decided not to think anymore, at least, not alone. A relationship is a two-part agreement after all, she shouldn’t be deciding everything by herself.