To Fall (1/1)

The longing glancesThe awkward stares.The loving looks,Hoping you care.Invisibility starts to kick its way in.You're five feet awayYet I feel like thin air.I watch quietly from a safe distanceAs you follow her around with all your persistence.You wouldn't understand,I've convinced myself that.My friends all say that I'm overthinkingBut my heart knows this feeling and my stomach is sinking.This moment where darkness touches lightAnd the sudden scene where my world is quiet.You give her a smileThe one that makes my heart flutterAnd I watch from a distance as she smiles back.You're both being friendlyI would know that.Buy my stomach still turnsAnd my heart still breaksEven after the very next day.I know you're curiousSo I guess I'll tell it all.I love you so muchBut you left me here to fall.