My way (1/1)

Chapter 4I got off the car and ran into the dorms, placing both my hands on the sides of my face, feeling my cheeks burn. I was so rash, I was NEVER so bold, but there was just something about that guy... I entered my room and greeted my room-mate before sitting on my bed and looking through my portfolio randomly. I started spreading all my drawings on the bed when a CD fell from it. I frowned as I picked it up and stared at it. It had no name. I was thinking about where it could be from when I remembered the guy from earlier had stored it in his backpack.

"It must be his..." I thought reaching for my CD-player.When I finally pressed play my eyebrows furrowed down in confusion. This was a Bigbang CD...but I had never heard these songs before and that struck me as weird. I bit my lip as I opened up the CD player again and looked at it. '2012 컴백 흔적' I carefully took out my Korean-English dictionary and started going through it until I finally understood what I was reading ‘2012 comeback’ trail...what on earth could that mean. How...these songs I was sure had never been released and that could mean one of two things, One they were leaks to the actual comeback, but they sounded too good to be leaks...two...what was two? I couldn't sleep all night thinking about the facts. All trails lead to Big Bang, so I decided to go to YG's building and give it to someone. If they were leaks, they should know about it and if it belonged to them... how did that guy have it?The next day, I did as planned and waited in front of the building among all the other fans, my heart beating faster with every false alarm. I was staring at the doors with my heard filled with mixed feelings. Half of me wanted the doors to open, while the other wished they'd never come out; in the end, what was I supposed to say to them? I was just another face in the crowd.The door opened in the end and my heart beat out of my chest when the guys stepped out. They walked out, him being the first one and my eyes widened. He had a scarf around his neck, the glasses, and the hat, "Taeyang-ssi!!! Taeyang-oppa!!" Girls around me cried and pushed forward, I could hear the other names being shouted by various other girls and I knew that I wouldn't be able to give it back to him with the odds like this.I made my way through the crowd trying to get a better look and one of the girls angrily pushed me, causing me to fall in front of them.

"Ouch... Wait till I get back up! I'll rip your hands off and shove them up your..." I mumbled in English since I was no good at swearing in Korean.I was trying to stand up when I felt a large hand being placed on my back. I looked up when realization hit me: It was the same scarf the guy was wearing the other day... it was him.My eyes looked at him in shock as my mouth opened and closed in shock trying to speak. He shook his head at me in motion to stay quiet. "She's hurt you guys" He spoke softly at them as he examined my leg. I looked down and noticed that I was bleeding my ankle was swollen. "I-I'm fine" I said softly trying to get up only to have him keep me from doing so. "You're hurt so stay still" I heard someone else say and I looked up to see G-Dragon kneeling next to him and looking down at me."I-I am fine," I said feeling my cheeks starting to burn. "There's nothing to worry about!" I said trying to get up but I lost balance as pain erupted from my right ankle, up to my brain and my foot yielded.Taeyang sighed and grabbed me, lifting me into his arms easily and carrying me into the YG building the others following behind him quickly as security held back the rest of their fans. "Eun Hae nuna please get the first aid kit" G Dragon spoke again as Taeyang set me down on the couch carefully."You don't have to do this." I said softly."Look, I really am fine, it's just a sprained ankle, I won't die from it..." I said tucking behind my ear the hair that kept falling into my face. "I just came to return this." I said handing him the CD."It's fine, we want to." He answered me as he grabbed the CD setting it aside and grabbing the first aid kit from the secretary. "Now this is probably going to sting" He said softly starting to clean the cut."I-I'll do it myself!" I said reaching for the tissue he was holding and trying my best to restrain from blushing but it was like my cheeks had their own mind.He just knocked my hand away and rolled his eyes, "Just let me, will you. Sheesh I have never met such a stubborn girl." He said softly reaching for a bandage before moving to my ankle."I..." I whimpered, reaching for his hand again and trying to pull it away and when our hands touched my heart jumped up and got stuck into my throat, making it hard for me to breath. He had such a soft skin, even softer than mine.He grabbed my hand and set it aside as he reached for the ice pack. "You need to stay off this for a bit, it’s almost as bad as the ones I used to get." He said softly gently testing the limits of my foot before placing the ice pack on it."Aish... I'm seriously not used to being taken care of like this..." I said sighing and covering my flushed cheeks with both my hands.He chuckled just sitting there, keeping the pack in place, "I can tell, but its okay you know, to let people take care of you once in a while." G Dragon suddenly came near again a slight frown on his face. "How'd you get this anyways?" He asked me grabbing the CD and waving it."From the same place he's got this." I said pointing to a bruise Youngbae had on his face from the other day as his make-up started to fade."Don't worry, I haven't shown it to anybody." I continued, figuring that was what he wanted to hear."He said he got that from falling on his face from a difficult move." His eyes narrowed at his friend. "And thanks, most would have sold it." He said in my direction before returning the glare to his friend. "Hey man, the girl needed help. Some trash was trying to hurt her and I was nearby kay? Now lay off the looks Ji." He explained offering me a comforting smile."Then it's a blessing I'm not like most people." I said shrugging carelessly and smiling innocently. "And I owed him one anyways." I continued giving Youngbae a thankful look.I winced as he pressed the pack a little firmer, "It was no problem you know...and sorry I'm trying to be gentle." He said softly to me and then I could see his attention fall into my graphite smuggled hands, "Were you drawing before you came?""Yeah, I've had classes this morning." I answered shyly, keeping my eyes down."May I see what you've drawn?" He asked hopefully looking into my eyes."I... they're at school." I said pulling my feet away as our skins touched. "I'm already feeling better... can I go now?" I asked giving him what I suppose seemed like a scared look, but he was pretty intimidating. Being around perfection always is scary."Hold on now, I still need to wrap it or it may get worse." He said shaking his head and doing just that, wrapping it gently.My foot would twitch at every touch of his fingers, sending chills through my body. I had butterflies in my tummy, my heart stuck in my throat and I found it impossible to breath, how could people say falling in love was beautiful? It was nothing but pain. "D-did you really want to see my drawing?" I asked after a long pause, breaking the awkward silence."Yeah, I really do" he nodded and smiled at me, it was as if no one else was in the room at that second when our eyes met."Thanks..." I said smiling sadly. "It's nice to know somebody actually likes my work. I'm the weakest in our class..." I said looking down at my leg, noticing he was taking his time wrapping it up but it was fine... I didn't want him to hurry. "I seriously doubt that," he said neither of us noticing that the other guys were staring at us from the other side of the room."That's why I was there so late last night. The sketches you saw were my fourth or fifth attempt. I spend a lot of time trying." I said as he finished wrapping my leg. "Can I go now?" I said quickly, noticing that I had been unconsciously started to talk about my problems to him."You should rest it for a while; give it at least fifteen minutes before you get up..." He said his eyebrows furrowing. "Do I bother you that much that you want to get away from me?"„Isn't it the opposite? I keep getting in your way. You had to come find me to return my portfolio, got hit because of me and now I'm keeping all of you from your schedule." I said sighing. "I'm really fine," I said looking at the other guys. "you can go, thank you.""We're done for the day so its fine." GD answered. "And no it’s not a bother whatsoever...in fact it was a great change.""Change?" I asked confused.Taeyang nodded, "You're amazing. You're different." he answered as he looked over at his best friends. Seungri snorted and laughed, "Understatement. I think he was worried about you, he kept looking at those drawings the whole day" He said."Since we're done, I'm going to get a coffee." TOP said looking at G-Dragon for confirmation and leaving."We should leave too." Daesung said pulling Seungri out of the room with the help of the leader. "Its weird, Seunghyun hyung has left to go get coffee every day this week... doesn't he hate that stuff?" Seungri asked while being dragged out."Amazing..." I repeated smiling to myself. "It's the first time I've been called that." I said escaping a content laugh. "You're not that bad, yourself." I replied giggling."Thanks" He chuckled, "it's the first time I called someone that too."***As usual I walked into the cafe bright and early wondering how long this time I would have to wait. I settled down at our usual table grading what these children though of as essays and I couldn't help but to roll my eyes. "Another paper about TOP..." I sighed and shook my head."I'm pretty popular, aren't I?" I heard as I could feel someone's head leaning over my shoulder and reading the essay."Yes you are. This is the fifth paper that I graded about you. All of them horrible might I add" I answered him not surprised but all the same I leaned away and smiled at him. "Have you had a good day yesterday?""Yeah, it was pretty good, we met Taeyang's future girlfriend." he said laughing and sitting across from me. "but bad because you weren't here when I came." he said searching for my eyes.I frowned saying sorry to him, "I had to stay for an evaluation at work. They might let me go..." I answered honestly looking down. "But that doesn't matter I'm sure I can find another job.""They should be crazy to let someone like you go." he said trying to comfort you. "But I'd lie if I said I wouldn't be glad too, those high-school boys like you a little too much." He said taking a paper from the table. "I'm not an expert but this essay is about how much this boy likes you. He's basically asking you out." He said showing it to you. "You are very pretty, noona, I like you very much." He said pretending to be reading off the paper but those lines were nowhere to be found.I laughed at him and shook my head, "I like it there though, sure the boys are boys but they'll get over it." I sighed softly grabbing the paper from him. "If I can't get these kids to take a liking to English I will be let go for sure. The grades have barely improved whatsoever." I leaned back against the chair and crossed my arms."Well, looks like one of the boys has an answer: I'd learn English better if noona came to teach dressed more sexily..." he read, his voice fading out at the end of the sentence.   "Aish! That little... how dare he? I'll show him!" He said angrily clenching his fist around the paper.I arched an eyebrow at him, "Okay...yeah Seunghyun you show that paper..." I burst out laughing and shook my head. "I deal with that kid every day. It’s the reason I stopped wearing heels and make up" I frowned at that. "But still it’s for the kids as long as they come out ahead of the game right?”"Oh, so this is the reason." He said running his hand through his hair. "Maybe you should wear them outside the school, though." He continued smiling suggestively. "On a date, maybe?""Well I would definitely wear make up on a date," I smiled at him before looking down and tucking a rebellious strand of hair behind my ear. "Though of course what I wear depends on where this date is.""I haven't thought about it, yet. The invitation was spontaneous but how do you feel about the YG building?" He asked smiling worried. "My contract has a "no dating" policy, so I can't let anyone see us..."I shook my head, "The YG building is fine. Though I don't want you to get in trouble Seunghyun..." I bit my lip worried about what consequence he may suffer as a result. I really did want to go on a date with him though."It's fine as long as nobody sees us." He said gently tucking the same rebellious strand of hair behind my ear again."So what are we going to do on this date" I asked resting my head on my hand."I asked, you decide." He said looking at you lovingly. "We have looots of options: eat, watch TV, go dance in the practice room, meet the rest of the band and meet other YG artists.""Dance?" I asked smiling at the thought. "Maybe grab a bite to eat as well. But question...how are you going to sneak me in there?""Call me after you've entered the reception." He said taking the pen from in front of me and writing some numbers on one of the papers. "Here you go." he said standing up and walking to the door. "See you tomorrow." He said waving as he walked out.I sat there for a second in shock before looking at the paper. A smile over took my face and I couldn't wait for tomorrow.