[M] First Time (1/1)

  Warning: This contains mature explicit content. If you do not like reading about two guys going at it, then please exit immediately. And oh, I won’t hold myself responsible for your loss of innocence. Lol   - “Mom!” I called out to her ass.“What?” She called back from the kitchen.“Where is Dad?”“He left a few minutes ago. He will be back tomorrow, why?” Dad is not home. Perfect. I quickly ran to the kitchen and found my Mom hovering over the sink, washing the dishes.“Here,” I held out a twenty dollar bill. She gave me a confused look. “Take it and leave.”She gaped, looking offended. “Excuse me?”Groaning, I walked towards her and brought my mouth to her ear so that I could whisper without anybody hearing me. “Mom, I want to do something upstairs and I want you to leave,” I whispered, hoarsely.She looked back at me and cocked her head. “What?”I frowned intensively. “I’m planning on having my first time with Kyungsoo right now,” I hissed quietly. “And I don’t want you in the house. Can you go somewhere else? Like a friend’s house?”She made an ‘O’ with her mouth, finally catching what I was trying to tell her without actually saying it.She looked around, looking awkward. “I guess I’ll go over to a friend’s house. Taeyeon has been wanting to show me her squashes. I would love to see them and catch up with her.” She took the bill out of my hand and walked out of the kitchen. So how did I finally come to the conclusion that I finally wanted to have my first time with my Kyungsoo now? Well, after we spent months in our relationship, the love grew stronger. My stomach was always filled with beautiful butterflies and I just felt so happy that I wanted to share my love for him by making love to him.And here I am, asking my Mom to get the hell out of the house so I could have some peace and quiet. I don’t want to hold back on anything. I don’t want to constantly feel like my Mom would walk in any second during our time. So it’s better for her if she leaves for a few hours.I rested against the kitchen counter, waiting for my Mom to leave the house before I could go upstairs, where Kyungsoo was.Mom hurried out the door a few minutes later with a giant bag of her art supplies. She quickly got in her car and left as quickly as possible, which left every opportunity open. I could now run around the house naked if I wanted to.But no. This has to be done. I can’t keep back my love anymore. I want Kyungsoo. I need Kyungsoo.  The stairs seemed to go up for miles, my head was in some far away land of nerves and butterflies that reality was starting to blur.  I managed to climb all the stairs without falling back due to being weak at the knees.Slowly, I walked towards my bedroom which had its door opened. Kyungsoo was laying on my bed with his phone to his ear and his back to me. I stared at his clothes, which shall be ripped off his body.I walked in the room, the door creaking as I closed it behind me.Kyungsoo looked back and smiled at me, his eyes beaming bright.“Hey, I’ll call you later,” he muttered into the phone when he saw the deep stare in my eyes. He hung up the phone and gazed at me with a curious look. “What’s wrong?”“I love you.”He turned around completely. “I love you, too. But what’s wrong?”I pursed my lips, shaking my head. “Nothing.”He raised a skeptical brow. “Are you sure?”My hand found itself crawling towards him. I leaned over his face when my body was hovering over him and pressed my lips against his. He responded quickly, parting his lips to let my tongue in.Our kiss became hot and steamy as our lips gently moved with each other in slow motion. My left hand explored his sides, slowly tracing up his arms and feeling the way his skin felt against mine. It was electric, soothing and perfect.“Do you want to…..”“Yes,” he said quickly, cutting me off.I chuckled, kissing him harder and passionately.Was I nervous? Extremely. I could almost feel my heart beating. It was pounding against my chest rapidly.Kyungsoo looked so peaceful, like always. He didn’t seem nervous at all. He looked determined in a way. His eyes were darkening into lust and desire, which drove my heart crazy.“Wait, do you know what I’m going with this?” I asked him, making sure.I didn’t want to surprise him by taking my clothes off.“What?” He looked at me, eyes drowsy. I must have made him weak with all the kissing. I sucked the oxygen right out of his lungs.I smiled at him. “Do you want to do it? You know…”He giggled quietly. “Sure, Kai.”“So how do we do this then? I mean… I’ve never done it with a guy.”“Just go with it. You’ll know.”I gazed into his eyes, seeing the reflection in them. It was almost like seeing into our memories, his eyes were magical. I nodded and slid my hands under his shirt, feeling the smoothness of his skin. My hands must have been cold because he flinched when they made contact.He arched his back as I pulled his shirt off and threw it aside. Then I did the same with my shirt and threw it across the room. He chuckled, eyeing me up and down in a way that made me feel like I was a god.“Just so you know… nothing is going inside me today.” I mumbled.“Okay,” he muttered.I gripped his legs and pulled him to the edge of the bed, where I climbed off and stood up looking down at him. I stared at his chest, his skin turned me on, it was so perfect and mouthwatering.I leaned forward, my hips resting against the edge of the bed and my feet touching the ground. And I kissed just over his jeans where there was a small happy trail. I smiled into his skin, it was such a shock not to find hair on his body besides his lower area.“Why are you laughing? Don’t laugh at me,” he pushed my back and I frowned.“I’m laughing because you’re a hairless bunny.”He made a face. “Are you saying I’m ugly? A hairless bunny isn’t cute. It’s unapproachable and scary.”I unbuttoned his jeans with one hand, making him quiet down. I slowly pulled them off, teasing every bit of him. He kicked his shoes off and went back to looking at me.The more clothing came off, the more I became nervous and insecure about things I never thought about when I made love to people. And I knew why. Because those other times I made love, it wasn’t really love. But this… this was real and I wanted to please Kyungsoo in every possible way. So every flaw jumped right off my skin and became visible to me.I gulped and walked towards the light switch and flicked it off. The only light was the one coming from the windows which was of the sun that was close to disappearing. So the room was dark with a hint of orange.The room smelled of jasmines, because my Mom tends to have flowers all over the house that she grows herself. Which was so perfect. The scenery was perfect.I began to unbutton my shorts and stopped when I suddenly realized something.“I don’t want to hurt you…” I sighed.He gave me a puzzled look. “What do you mean?”I looked down at my crotch. “I’m not being conceited but it is big. And you’re a virgin. Right?”He closed his eyes, taking a deep annoyed breath. “Kai. Yes, I am and I don’t care.”“Isn’t there like a way to get your area relaxed? So it doesn’t hurt?” I insisted.He giggled, shyly hiding his face. “There are plenty but I don’t think you want to do them.”“Don’t think for me. Tell me what to do,” I demanded stubbornly.He opened his arms out at me and I quickly unbuttoned my shorts and pulled them down. I climbed on the bed and got in between Kyungsoo’s legs. I passed my hands over his chest and kissed him everywhere.He let out the first successful moan as I bit into his neck, inhaling his scent that drove my senses wild. I was beginning to get cold, even with the warmth of our collided bodies. I pulled Kyungsoo up so I could take the sheets off and cover ourselves underneath.Much better.I stopped kissing him so that I could look into his eyes again. He looked back, giving me a small smile.“So tell me, what do I do?”He didn’t answer, he instead flipped me over so that he was on top of me. He looked down with a provocative stare. Uh oh. Don’t tell me he wants to be the dominant one.He attacked my neck, sinking his lips into me and making me squirm.“Oh!” He suddenly shrieked, looking back. “Someone got happy really fast.”“Shut up,” I muttered. “You found my weak spot.”“I will not shut up. You will shut up. You’re talking too much.”My jaw dropped. “You—“He cut me off by pressing his finger to my mouth. He then replaced it with his own dominant lips while his hands caressed my chest. I liked what he was doing. No, I loved it.I gripped his thighs tightly as he gently grinded on me. It actually felt pretty good. Might be better without our boxer briefs on but I didn’t want to rush into it. I wanted it to be natural, if that made any sense.As he bucked his hips into me, I moved my hands towards his ass and I squeezed them both. His ass was really something you could look at for hours. And I had, plenty of times before. I hope I didn’t sound like a stalker. We both worked together, grinding off each other while staring at each other. We haven’t even gotten to the good part and I was already feeling so much pleasure. They were right – the people who that love making is so much stronger when you actually love the person you’re doing it with. It’s intense but strong.He suddenly let out a small chuckle. He was looking down at me with a wide smirk on his face."What? Why are you laughing?”"Your eyes flutter in a funny way.”I frowned. “Do you want to do this or not?”He rolled his eyes, sliding off from me. “Relax, I’m just trying to lighten the mood. I feel all stiff. And I need to use the bathroom.”Kyungsoo walked in front of the mirror and looked at himself before dashing off into the bathroom. He closed it and locked it, leaving me on the bed with a very large tent in my boxers. I fixed my tent and ended up having the tip of my manhood poking out from underneath my briefs.I felt so embarrassed for some stupid reason. He only got to see my ding once when I flashed it out inside the hall closet of our school. And the light then was so dim so we couldn’t see very well. What if he doesn’t like it? What if I’m extremely bad at this? I don’t know how to do this! You’re not supposed to just stick it in another dude. There is no pleasure in that!I heard the bathroom lights flicker off and I quickly laid on my chest as Kyungsoo walked out. He walked around the bed and then jumped in it, snuggling closer to me. His hands blindly found their way around my waist and I kissed his lips.“You smell good,” I murmured into his hair.His lips quirked up into a cute little smile.I quickly captured his lips in a bruising kiss. His tongue was sweet and his lips were starting to feel swollen. I was a very strong kisser and I never held back.The way our chests felt when they touched was magical, like sparks erupting from the powerful collision. Everything about Kyungsoo was magical. It felt surreal sometimes. His touch was a gift from heaven.He smiled into our kiss. I pulled back to look at him.“It’s hard to resist when you look at me like that," he breathed heavily.“Look at you like what?” I asked.“Like that,” he greabbed my face and held it still.“I always look at you like this.”I pressed my lips into his neck as he opened his mouth to speak. And he says I’m the one who was talking too much? Psh.My hand slithered down his chest, slowly tracing his happy trail. I kept my lips attached to his neck as my hand entered his briefs and found what I was looking for. He immediately gasped as I grabbed him fully and slowly rubbed him.His defenseless body shivered as I sped up the stroking movements. He makes the best facial expressions when he’s being handed by me. Literally.I brushed my lips down to his shoulder and I slowly slid down so my head was at the same level as his hips. I missed the feeling of having him in my mouth. Tasting another land that was restricted most of the time. I felt adventurous.I unsheathed his shaft and it sprung out hard and ready. I scanned it, remembering the first time I saw it and how mouthwatering it was. I leaned forward, capturing only the tip on my tongue and giving it a few strokes.“Jesus,” he muttered, tilting his head back into the pillows.I hope that meant I was doing good. I was too afraid to ask. I don’t usually ask guys how well I’m sucking them.He thrashed his head from side to side as I went deeper, encasing most of his length in my mouth. The room was filled with his whimpers as I swirled my tongue around his tip. His legs twitched as I worked harder at causing him the most pleasure I could. His tip began to soak my tongue with his dripping precum.The taste was always arousing to me. It wasn’t like vanilla frosting or something but it was so damn good.“If you don’t stop twisting you’re neck, you’re gonna get a whiplash,” I warned him.He opened his eyes, which looked drowsy from the intense pleasure I gave him.“Come up,” he ordered.He kicked off his briefs as I slid back up to face him. He kissed my chest and passed his tongue over my abs. he looked more nervous than he has ever looked. I wanted to stop him but I felt like I interrupted him I’d get slapped.He surprised me big by pulling my boxers down and exposing everything I am. I wasn’t sure if that was a smile I saw on his face as he scanned me. His stare was terrifying, like he wanted to eat me.“Is there something wrong?” I asked him.He shook his head reassuringly, “I’m just admiring.”I opened my mouth to speak but then closed it back to hold back the whimper that wanted to escape as he passed his tongue over my shaft. His hand gripped tightly around me and slowly jerked.I remember when those magical hands were on me, but his mouth was so much better than anything imaginable. He was careful as to not touch me with his teeth, since I am big indeed. But the way his tongue flicked at my tip made me want to snap and shove it down into his throat.But of course I would never do that. It’s just my other head talking which was seriously getting pissed off at the teasing. I’ve never liked teasing and I never will. Unless it’s me who was doing it.I wanted so bad to just tug at his hair or push him down. But what I needed to do was to calm down before I ruined it for the both of us.I panted heavily as he sucked harder and took it in deeper. Hopefully after we do this, it would be much easier and less embarrassing to do it more often. I am a man and I need it.Not that Kyungsoo isn’t a man. He’s just less of a man than most men.Kyungsoo is a bunny.Why am I even thinking of bunnies while he’s giving me head? No. Don’t think of bunnies, Kai! Stop it!I whimpered like a girl and Kyungsoo looked up at me with a weird look.“Don’t judge me,” I snapped.And that, ladies and gentlemen, is why I must hold back my whimpering. I sound like a chic.“That was very attractive, babe.” He said sarcastically.I ignored him and covered my face in embarressment. It really ticked me off how all of our insecurities just jumped out during our love making moment. I never worry about them until now. He’s just so perfect and I’m just so bleh.“Relax,” his voice vibrations traveled down my length and made my skin crawl.“I’m relaxing but it’s so hard with your perfect mouth,” I gritted through my teeth.He gave me a look and passed his tongue over my wetness. I watched him devour it and taste it with no regrets. I wonder how I tasted.“Does it taste bad?” I bit my lip nervously. I don’t worry about how I taste because I’m not a meal.“It tastes fine.”I pushed his hand away and stroked myself as he sucked the tip. The increasing pleasure was building and had to stop a few seconds later. It will be embarrassing if I end up not lasting very long. I don’t have a problem with lasting  but dammit, it’s Kyungsoo!He gave me one last thrust of the mouth before climbing on top of me. He looked down at me, as if waiting for something.“What?” I asked curiously.“Do you have…”“Oh!” I motioned at my nightstand and he quickly reached over and opened the drawers. He took out the package and ripped it open with his teeth.“Don’t hate me for making you wear this.” He said. “You won’t have to after you get yourself tested. I just don’t trust the girls you’ve been with.”I stared at him as he placed the condom on my tip and slowly pushed it down until it was at the very end.“I would never hate you for such a silly thing. I don’t mind at all. Okay, a little, but I don’t mind if it keeps you safe.”He sighed. “Okay. I found lubes in your bathroom so I used it to get my entrance ready. Just go slow and easy. Please,” he shot me a threatening look, “I mean it, Jongin.”I scoffed. “I’m not gonna do anything stupid. Calm down.”He gave me a few hard strokes and then positioned himself over me I stared at him, patiently waiting to be struck with the most intense pleasure I’ve ever felt. He looked back as he moved my shaft around his entrance. That alone was enough to get me moaning loudly.Kyungsoo hissed in pain as he pushed my tip inside. I have to remember that this was his first time and I was not such the perfect partner for a first timer – because of my size. I have to change his pain into pleasure. I know we have a prostate so once I hit that he will be all over me.We kept eye contact as he tried to push my shaft deeper into him but he looked like he was lost. He needed my guidance.  And this is when I become his teacher. I’ll just forget that he’s a dude and there is no right way or wrong way to do this. You just go by instinct.“Relax,” I told him. His ass kept stiffing every time I tried to push just a little bit inside of him. “Look at me, baby. Just look at me and relax. I’ll go easy.”He nodded and that’s when I saw a flash of his watery eyes. Was it from emotion or pain? I don’t want to know. I don’t want to know that he’s in pain. The first time hurts for everyone except for straight dudes.He moaned loudly as managed to push in a little deeper. He wasn’t clenching anymore, he was relaxed. His jaw was hanging and his eyes were shut. I should have done something to make his entrance feel lose and more willing.. Like fingering. Jerk made me forget about making it easier for him. I guess he didn’t want me to do it.“Babe. I can’t do this if you’re in pain,” I sighed. “Get off.”“What? No! I can do it, just give me time.”I pulled out of him and laid him flat on the bed. It’s my turn to be the one in command. I’m the one who knows this shit, not him. So what I say goes. I stared at his bare ass and hovered behind him. He had his face buried in the pillows. Hiding.“Poke your ass out a little bit,” I told him. He knew what was coming.He did what he was told and I gently squeezed my index finger in his tight hole. He wasn’t kidding when he said he had used lubes. It was slippery.I heard him moan when my finger was fully inside of him. I worked my finger, slowly moving it in and out of him. I was getting harder every time. I pushed in my finger again, breaking the barrier and making him moan harder. And then I found it.“Oh my God, Jongin,” he shrieked.Now I had his prostate memorized in my mind. I tried passing a second finger but he wasn’t letting me. He kept tightening around my index finger and I couldn’t pass through.“Baby, you have to let me in. Just relax. I won’t hurt you. I’m gonna go nice and slow.”“Let me turn around so I can at least look at you,” he said.I withdrew my finger and helped him flip over. My eyes quickly scanned his glistening chest and I smirked at him. I pushed his legs up and gently circled my finger at his entrance again.“Just enter me now,” he begged. “I like the pain.”I slid in two fingers while he was talking and completely distracted. He arched his back as I thrusted deeper inside him, touching his prostate and making him act crazy.“How do you like my fingers?”"Stop talking. Just do me.”I raise a brow. Well, I just definitely did something to Kyungsoo because he is really loving this. I like this Kyungsoo. He’s demanding and it’s just making me want to do him even more. But I wasn’t done exploring, being adventurous. I wanted to try one more thing.I lowered my head and licked his entrance. Maybe it would have been better if there was no lubes. But judging by his sudden jolt, this felt pretty good to him. And I’m a pleaser. This is what men are supposed to do when you enter a girl for the first time, a virgin at that. It helps with the stretching. I’d do anything to help him feel less pain, including this. Which was not gross at all – maybe because he was my Kyungsoo.I brushed my hands over his cheeks and spread them apart and dipped my tongue in. he let out another uncontrolled moan as my tongue explored.“This should be illegal,” he groaned.I pulled away and pressed my finger inside again. I watched him as he held on the bed sheets for dear life.It was driving me crazy, just seeing him squirming and arching his back with pleasure. He liked it, he wanted it. Every time I stopped he just squeezed his cheeks around my finger. I would finger Kyungsoo over a girl any day.I kissed his cute stomach and licked his dripping shaft. Then I looked up at him and deeply stared into his eyes. They were filled with more desire, and raging hunger.“Do you want me to try again?” I asked him, carefully noting his expression just in case there was a hint of fear.He nodded, grabbing my hand and gripping tightly.I positioned myself and gently rubbed my tip around his entrance. I slowly pushed the head in first and it was more loose than before. I leaned forward so that our chests were touching and I nibbled at his neck. He titled his head back, letting me kiss him deeper.“Please,” he panted, his hands scratching my back, “just enter me.”I chuckled and did as he wished. I moved deeper into him but still very slowly so that he had time to adjust with my size. I lifted his legs over my shoulder and thrusted deeper into him.Then I really felt the pleasure once I was half in. He was so tight around me and it felt like heaven has touched me. My heart raced at full speed as I pulled out and back in. I wish I knew what he was thinking. It was driving me nuts.“Am I hurting you?” I dared to ask.He shook his head. “No. It feels good. Keep going, baby.”He then let out the hottest moan I have ever heard in my life. I think it might have just sent me into another dimension of bliss. I hit his prostate again and his eyes closed, breaking our contact.I thrusted harder and deeper into him, but he was still adjusting so I couldn’t go all the way into him yet. I wanted to so badly. It felt so good. I could feel the pleasure travel through my body, making the hairs on my body bristle.My hand stroked him as I pushed even further in. I rocked our bodies back and forth, staring at his face as it turned red.“God. You feel so good,” I murmured into his chest. I couldn’t keep myself straight anymore.His face goes red again and I started chuckling. He told me to shut up as I tried to hold back the laughter. I couldn’t help it. He looked so freaking cute and embarrassed. I almost forgot I was doing him.He ignored me and wrapped his arms around my neck, pulling me closer to his face. We both breathed each other’s air as I kept thrusting and bucking my hips harder into him. His teeth nibbled at my bottom lip and he pulled it, making me hiss.I felt his hands move to my ass and then he pushed my hips harder into me. He wanted more of this. This only made things harder for me. I was the one who had to hold back to make it last, not him.And it didn’t help when he practically begged for me to go faster.The tingly sensation was traveling all over my body. This was so intense and much better than any organism in the world.I did as he asked and went faster, feeling my body burning up. I could get an amazing workout if we keep this up all night. He clung to my thighs, holding me in place as my length throbbed inside of him.“Kai, I love you,” he moaned loudly.I kissed his lips and slowed down my thrusting. I almost lost control.“I love you, too.”“I’m going to feel this in the morning,” he joked.“Want me to stop?”He laughed. “No way. Keep going.”“What does it feel like?” I asked him.“It feels really good. It hurts but the pleasure helps a lot. Also the stretching stung like hell.”Without warning, I slid all the way inside of him and his body tremors while I just gaped at the satisfaction. His chest is pumping hard and I could feel his heart breathing. I pulled back and thrusted again, hitting his prostate and making him cry out for more.I kept the repeated pattern for a while until I couldn’t anymore. We’ve been at this for an hour now and I wasn’t sure how long I could hold it.“Baby,” I panted against his skin. “I can’t hold it. Let’s do it together.”He nodded and I slowly and gently pulled out of him. He cringed once I was fully out of him and he didn’t seem to like it. I pulled out the condom and slowly stroked both of us. The friction of us rubbing it together felt so good. I just couldn’t hold it anymore.I felt myself intense as I came to climax. I jerked as hard as fast as I could while I came on Kyungsoo’s stomach. I threw a spasm as the tingly sensation ran through my body. It was so intense and so amazing that my vision became blurry for a couple of seconds. When it cleared, I saw that Kyungsoo was still stroking himself.I have come so much on Kyungsoo that I felt bad about it. I went down and sucked him hard, despite getting a taste of my own medicine. It wasn’t long before he moaned loudly and a jet of streams sprayed down my throat. I swallowed it all just like the last time and it tasted amazing. “Oh my…” He didn’t even finish the sentence, he was lost in his own thoughts as his climax stopped.  I collapsed next to him, hugging him tightly and keeping my face next to his. I found myself drifting to sleep and everything went black.   -----------------------------------------  Sorry for the typo and grammar errors, I didn't review the draft because I am a lazy handsome mofo. And please bear with my not-so-good English, I'm Filipino and it's not my mother language whatever so yeah lol byexX