Song Choices (1/1)

Beautiful Chapter Banner by MusicChibi visit her wonderful shop at AHJUHSI & CHICKEN GRAPHIC SHOPThere were times when his Hyungs asked him why he chose to sing sad and heartbreaking love songs when in the real life he could get any girl he wanted.He was only laughing at that time, and told each of them that such songs were the best for his voice.  That he liked to be challenged by the difficulty of the changing and the high keys, just like his Yesung-hyung.But later, much later, on the occasions like this moment, when everybody supposed to be hype and crazy, he actually questions his own reason on those song choice.Since at such moment, he can watch her but cannot regard her openly.  Act as if he does not care that there is one girl who sings, jokes and smiles to everyone but him.Sometimes,  he wishes that he can go back to the old days.When he and she were just sunbae and hoobae, but he could talk to her at any time he wanted and then watched her cheeks turned red.When no one told them not to do that and this, because obvious was not even existed in their world.Then, on such moments like today, he wonders if his Hyungs’ questions are only rhetoric.They probably know a lot more than what he thinks they know.Since never, not even once, have they asked about why lately he chooses to stay and watches the girls’ practice than goes to his room and plays the latest game in town.Or why he stays behind to give some advice on singing but then always ends up with him learning piano from the girls’ maknae.The one who everyone would say cannot be his match.Because she is soft-spoken and polite, while he is witty and blunt.But then If God invented a thing called opposite attracts, then why can’t they be one?Right?Sure, what they have is not a fairy-tale. They are not those couples who fall in love on the first sight or by overnight.They don’t even comfortable with each other on the beginning.He found her a two goody-shoes.She thought him a weirdo.They literally avoided each other because they did not know what to say or what to do together.The awkwardness that, he still believe, was the reason why they were pairing on many occasions of “Super Generation”.Because having two maknaes that were totally different in persona would create high rating. After all that was why he was labeled ‘evil maknae’ and she was ‘angel maknae’.Devil loves Angel.Wasn’t that a perfect PR?Plus the no-worry feeling that their managers had over the possibility of having something developed between their fan-service acts. Not like some other couples that was advertised before and then became a ‘no-no’ in the formal dictionary of SM Town.Or was it?Because Changmin, Minho, and Wookie, and even Qian, looked at him oddly when he told them about his ‘unfortunate’ task to be coupled ‘with the girl who doesn’t care on anything but goguma’. He asked them why, and the boys were just shrugged and shook their heads.Then he begged Qian to explain, and sadly she said that his agreement to do the duet was probably the worst decision he had made.Making something ‘official’ would only brought sorrow. Especially when he would gave up the chance to close the real deal. And when he didn’t seem to get it, she told him to ask himself and then be honest on what was the girl meant for him.What is a Seo Joohyun (not Seohyun of Girls Generation), really mean to a Cho Kyuhyun (not Kyuhyun of Super Junior). Yet at that time, he still could not comprehend the meaning behind his best friend’s statement.So he went to Yoona, who he knew was close to her as she was to him.  And not like the usual weird Yoona, she was not seemed too excited with the question.Instead she told him that although he was really like a brother to her, she would not hesitate to march to him and slap his face if he ever hurt their maknae’s heart.He told Yoona that he didn’t get it. Why everyone thought he would hurt Joohyun?Then Yoona answered that he already did.  By watching the poor child-like maknae intently whenever they were together. That the girl could not sleep afterward and asked her Unnies why Kyuhyun-Oppa seemed like despised her a lot.He was stunned when he heard that. Did he really scare her that much?  But why and how? Surely he made her cry once, but that’s was purely because he thought she was sexy and enchanted.There, his heart told his brain, you were like a hawk watching his prey when you were with her.  And then all memories flooded back.Of those moments when he ‘accidently’ shifted his gaze to the shy and sometimes bouncing fellow maknaes and stayed there for some seconds until she looked back and her cheeks turned red.Of ‘incidents’ when he unconsciously licked his own lips when he saw her bite her lips.Of times when his hyung nudged him because he always in trance whenever he saw her dancing.Of those seconds when he felt a sickening stomach whenever he had the urges to feel the velvety chubby cheeks and soft pouty lips.That’s when his brain surrendered and told his heart to make a move.So he waited for the right moment.The moment when their stage managers asked who he thought he wanted to have a special stage this year?Smiling he told them, a Soshi.It would be a good for the publication, he said.They nodded in agreement, satisfied that he thought the best for the business.  Then they asked, ‘who?’He told them people would like to