Goodbye marriage. (1/1)

This was it ... its over...  Nickhun relunctantly let go of my hand and bowed to thank the filming crew.  I followed his example and ended infront of him after having bowed to the whole crew, holding back my tears.  He tried to give me one of his angelic smiles, but it was clearly forced.  I gulped down looking at him trying to smile.  "Good job today ..."  He said sounding nervous, his voice almost cracking.  I reached out and took his hand, then turned my head around to the filming crew that was eyeing our last moment together.  I bowed at them one more time.  They smiled at us, and pointed us towards the elevator.  I held his hand tightly as the elevator descended from the top floor.  His reflection in the metal wall of the elevator, told me he was just as upset as I was.  We really had made a strong connection throughout the show, it did really feel like it was a real breakup.  His hand was all of a sudden trembling.  I gazed up at him, as he pressed the stop button on the panel.  "Victoria... I ..."  He hesistated and pulled me into a hug, holding my face tightly into his chest.  I could feel his breathing ontop of my head.  His heart was beating fast and his hand was trembling as it settled on my hip.  He pushed my chin up with his free hand, so he could look into my eyes.  "You said you wanted me to take the initiative..."  His hand cupped around my cheek as he held my face still, closing the distance between us.   My brain went into overdrive as blood rushed to my face.   He looked into my eyes intensely before closing his own, our noses barely touching.   I held my breath and let my eyelids fall, hiding his approach.  The warm sensasional feeling I had gotten when we took our wedding pictures filled my body with a much stronger force now, as our lips connected once again.  It was a light peck, and he tried to move back, but my body reacted automatically as my lips latched themselves to his, unwilling to let them go.   He felt my intense need and his own kiss got rougher, his lips eating mine now.   My arms wrapped around him and I held him tightly still entranced by his lips on mine.   "... I.. I really do love you..."  He whispered as he pushed away from me.  The tingeling feeling that had spread inside my body, while we kissed, lingered and I refused to open my eyes, in fear this might be a dream.   "I love you ..."   I whispered back feeling my muscles make a smile appear on my face.   He gasped and giggled at me, and he kissed me lightly on my nose.   "Open you eyes.."   He pleaded me kissing my eyelids now.   Still I refused and held onto him tightly.   "Oppaa...."   I whined as I felt he had restarted the elevators descend.   He kissed my nose again, chuckling delightful.  ".. I like when you call me that ..."  I got the courage to open my eyes, and stared at the smiling person in my arms.  His facial expression changed all of a sudden, and his hand on my chin, wiped away tears that was flowing down my chin.  "... I told you earlier .. this is not the end ... its the beginning..."  I tried to nod but my eyes stopped, gazing at the small screen showing the floor we were on number.  40th.  I pulled my face up towards him and kissed his lips again.  He might have been surprised cause he struggled at first.  I opened my eyes and saw his eyelids close, his expression of a person who was enjoying a dream.  "23th floot..."  I said moving back a bit.  He smiled.  "When we get down ... we have to part ways ... "  I nodded solemnly, now knowning we shared the same pain parting ways.  "I'm gonna miss you..."  I smiled at him, nuzzling my face in his chest, taking in his scent.  He kissed the top of my head and grunted in agreement.  11th floor.  "One last kiss... aish.. I am getting addicted to them.."  Nickhun said giving another glance at the device showing the floor level.  I smiled and closed my eyes, leaning my face up to him, anticipating his lips.  Once again he connected his lips to mine, and the happy feeling spread through out my body.  DING. The sound of the elevator reaching the basefloor.  Nickhun moved away slowly and gave me a weak smile.  There was a hint of dispair in them as the door opened.  The lobby was empty, but I could see his manager was waiting outside in the van.  We walked side by side to the exit, and I gave him a long hug. "This is the beginning .. remember that.."  He whispered as we pulled apart.  I nodded at him, unable to stop smiling.  The door to the van opened and his manager looked at me.  "Get in.. I will take you to the house..."  I stared at him.  "B-but ... I have a schedule now?"  I half stuttered and looked at Nickhun.  He waved it off.  "It is cancelled.."  He smiled and looked at Nickhun.  "... and so is your schedule."