letting him go. (1/1)

It started snowing today, the weather here is always unpredictable here. I sit down to talk with Leeteuk, telling him that I need some time away. He understood and said that he will let the manager know for me. Now is the hard part saying goodbye to Donghae. I find him outside playing in the snow building a snowman by himself."Donghae, I need to talk to you." I call out to him."Hyukkie! Do you wanna help me?" I shake my head no and continue talking. "I just wanted to say goodbye." "What do you mean? Where are you going? Can I come with?" Again I shake my head no. "You have Minho now." "But I..." I interrupt him from finishing."Goodbye Hae, I've hurt you enough." I say and start to walk away. Donghae grabs on to the sleeve of my coat pulling on it trying to make me stay. "Is this one of your jokes? You don't really mean it right  Hyukkie?" He asks me, I can tell he is trying to force out a laugh by the tone of his voice.I pull my arm away from him and leave him standing there alone, I can hear his faint sobs in the background. I'm going to stay with my parents for awhile so I can try to forget all my feelings for Donghae. He has been calling my phone nonstop and I ignore each one too."Aw my baby, I've missed you." My mom says to me when I walk in the house. I give her a hug and thats when I start crying. "Whats wrong Hun?""Mom, I love him." I simply say finally admitting to it but not to the right person.----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------just a quick update before i go to work. thanks everybody for reading I'll update soon.