teardrops on my guitar (1/1)

song : Teardrops On My Guitar, credit to taylor swift  jongin hisses when the band-aid touches his opened wounds, delivering a shaky breath as he slowly wraps it around his finger. one down, three more to go, he sighs inwardly.as he stares at the mini bandages which covered the tips of his fingers, he wonders if this is really a good decision.why had he started taking guitar lessons? because a certain someone had a crush on park chanyeol and had went on and on and on to jongin about how guitarists are the coolest people in the history of cool people. not true, jongin wants to correct him, dancers are cooler. but he doesn't. instead, he forces a smile on his lips, trying not to let the familiar painful grip of his heart show on his face.jongin is a dancer, an amazing one at that. but it isn't enough to vie for his best friend's attention. it isn't enough to make him fall for jongin.so jongin acted on impulse, signing up for guitar lessons in the music institution quite some distance from his home despite his packed schedule. he doesn't want sehun to know what he's doing because he has mixed feeling of the outcome. would sehun be happy? would he encourage jongin, maybe even joining him with these tortorous lessons? or would he cheer jongin on, but compare him with chanyeol everytime he struck the wrong cord or missed a note? would he laugh at his stupid decision, saying it's dumb of jongin to do this because there is no way he would turn away from looking at chanyeol?jongin doesn't know. and he's more afraid of the negative reaction he'd receive from to ever dwell on the positve one.emitting a frustrated sigh, he combs a hand through his hair roughly, messing up the already nest-like hair atop his head. leaning back against the couch, he rests an arm over his tired eyes. once again, the question of whether this is worth it pushes into his mind.but when he recalls sehun's brightened eyes whenever chanyeol performed during the school festivals, the admiration and adoration he sees swimming in those beautiful twinkling orbs that he could never earn a chance to compete for if he's a /dancer/, he hardens his resolve. it might've been stupid and reckless. but because it's sehun, it's alright.oh sehun, his childhood and best friend since third grade. they were deskmates the first year, then the second, and third, and was never separated since. one might conclude that the reason jongin had fallen for his best friend is because they were always together, but jongin would deny that.because loving oh sehun is something as natural to jongin as dancing is. he loves the way the other's eyes crinkle in amusement when jongin tries to rope him into volunteering in a pet centre with aegyo, and that though sehun may have plans for that day with someone else, he'd reschedule it for jongin. he loves the way the other laughs, not akin to tinkling chimes poets and writers would describe as, but little adorable snorts as he tries to stifle it that goes straight into jongin's racing heart. he loves the way the other would worry over him like a motherhen, despite junmyeon being dubbed as one by their group of friends. sehun would nag him constantly about his strict diet for himself, saying that jongin needs to eat more because skipping breakfast isn't healthy even if it was because jongin honored the time to sleep a couple of more minutes. jongin would then point out sehun's thin wrists and slender waist, hugging him even to proof his words, which often left to a very flushed ( from anger of course ) sehun who pouts and ignores him for a good fifteen minutes. he also loves the way sehun treasures their friendship as much as jongin does, putting jongin on top of his priority list. well, more than jongin. because jongin is threatening to end it. he doesn't want to be best friends anymore. he wants to be more than that.he's selfish and greedy, he knows. anyone would be lucky to be called sehun's best friend. sehun, Seoul University's heartthrob, and son of famous actor, wu yifan. jongin hadn't known the younger could be yifan's child, seeing as they both possess a different surname, but he is later informed that it was to avoid the press from finding out about sehun's identity. his father works in china, so he's staying with his korean mother, unknown to the media until he reaches the age of seventeen, and a leaked photo of yifan visiting them forces the star to reveal the truth.all in all, oh sehun is perfect, and unattainable to jongin.jongin, whose facial appearance is average and ha