Chapter 21. (1/1)

AFTER CHANGMIN’S BIRTHDAY PARTY.“Thank you for this party!” Changmin waved once more before entering his limo with Kibum and chocolates on his hands , “Hyunggies saranghaeeee!”“This kid is getting cuter and cuter…” Rain said while holding on to his soon-to-be wife , Hyori , “Oh and thank you for helping me with surprising Hyori just now , Yunho.” Rain smiled and patted Yunho on his shoulders.“Hyung , don’t even mention it a bit .” Yunho shook his hands and smiled back at Rain , “then I guess I will leave you two and get going.” Yunho bowed to both Rain and Hyori before leaving off .When Hyori saw Yunho walking away , she removed Rain’s hand that was holding on to her waist.“Bi , we need to do something to help Yunho , Gary uncle and Jihyo auntie told me that Yunho encountered some relationship problems , and it is with Jaejoong.” Hyori frowned .“First , stop calling me bi and call me yeobo-““Secondly , call me Gary appa!”“And me , Pretty Jihyo Umma!”Gary and Jihyo appeared from nowhere holding their hands and smiling at Rain and Hyori blankly .“Ah…ne…” Hyori nodded and blushed slightly .“Oh and Rain ya , you really need to help your brother this time round! They separated because of you !” Gary sigh and shook his head.“Me?” Rain raised his eyebrows with curiosity , not understanding what they meant.“You need not do anything , just follow me to meet Jaejoong  , we need to clear their misunderstanding already.” Hyori said and assured Rain that everything will be alright , Rain smiled and squeeze Hyori’s hands softly , this was the girl who revived him and returned him the word ‘love’.AFTER ONE WEEK.Yunho’s pov :This is getting on my nerves! Jaejoong has been ignoring me for the whole week now since Changmin’s party! Even when I try to speak to him , he would get other hosts to attend to me or would said that he was not feeling well and was excused to entertain me. I’m going to go crazy if he is going to continue behaving like this …. This can’t go on , I must see him by today.End of Yunho’s pov .“I’m making a reservation to meet with Kim Hero at four at Destiny café and I will pay any amount , that’s it.” Yunho called over to GD to get GD to help him and he knew GD can’t reject him since he knew about GD’s secret.OVER AT JAEJOONG’s HOUSE.“Yunho wants to meet me later but should I turn up? Is he going to say he is letting me go?” Jaejoong held his pillow closer to him as more tears fall down from his already swollen and puffy eyes.“Kim Jaejoong , just get your ass up already ! It’s 3pm already!” TOP knocked onto Jaejoong’s door for the fifth time for Jaejoong to get his ass up his bed .“I … will…later.” Jaejoong replied softly controlling himself not to sob .“GD says if you are not there at Destiny café at 4 , he will get his sexy ass over here and burn your bed then bring you over there , oh I mean DRAG you over there.” TOP said and emphasized on the word ‘drag’.Jaejoong didn’t reply but nodded instead , he didn’t know what to do . Thoughts were filling up his mind , was Yunho going to let him go already after Jaejoong is falling for him again ? Or was Yunho going to say he is just treating Jaejoong as a toy ? Jaejoong shook his head , trying to get those thoughts of his mind when more tears flow down his face.------“Mir , where are you going ? Don’t you have to host tonight?” Myungsoo asked while watching a random program on TV with G.O snuggling beside him too , “ Yah exactly , don’t even try to skip!” G.O said and pointed at Mir.“Shut up , I got approve for a leave for today , TOP hyung agreed .” Mir rolled his eyes before heading out .AT THE PARK“Junsu!” Mir shouted and waved at Junsu when he spotted Junsu wearing a cute yellow t-shirt with a duck printed on it and light blue denim jeans  , sitting on a bench sucking on a lollipop like a little child .“Ah Mir ! You made me wait for you for almost an hour already!” Junsu whined and pouted cutely.“I’m sorry ~ I was meeting up with Jessica before this.” Mir smiled and pat Junsu’s head softly.“Then it’s fine , since Jessica is your girlfriend … “ Junsu nodded his head but shouted suddenly and pointing his lollipop at Mir , “but hyung! If you are late again , I’m going to kill you , with this lollipop!”“Junsu ya , you are so cute and innocent ….” Mir chuckled and can’t help but pinch Junsu’s pink and rubbery cheeks.Mir and Junsu then went to a restaurant for dinner to catchup and Mir also hope to cheer Junsu up because he treats Junsu like his younger brother and someone that he should protect.They were chatting and playing around happily but they didn’t realized that there was another person following them around , eyes burning with jealousy and anger . He clenched his fist and cursed under his breath , “Don’t ever try playing with me,Junsu.”-----Jaejoong was finally up from his bed and he put on his make up and dress up for the meet up, he wore a tight black v-neck long sleeve shirt that shows the curves on his body , especially his tiny waist , a tight red jeans and a white necklace that hung loosely around his neck . He was checking himself once again on the mirror and sighing , “Our last meeting….” . Jaejoong checked his watch and it was already 3pm and he headed out .Jaejoong arrived at Destiny Café at 4pm sharp when he saw Yunho already seated at a table comfortably wearing a tight black tshirt with a brown leather jacket over it and a blue denim jean.Jaejoong gulped and walked over to the table slowly , dragging his feet with every step he takes , he didn’t want this to be the last meeting with Yunho , well that was what he thought .“Jaejoong!” Yunho saw Jaejoong and his eyes were beaming with happiness and excitement , Jaejoong finally agree to meet him .“I’m Hero, Yunho-sshi.” Jaejoong replied coldly and sat down beside Yunho , not having any eye contact with Yunho , “what you want from me now?” .“Jaejoong ah , I wanna explain that –““That what ? You got engaged with a really pretty girl and that you are going to dump me , AGAIN?” Jaejoong chuckled bitterly .“Jaejoong ah …. You misunderstood-““Are you going to say I misunderstood again? Ha , after all these time , I misunderstood you and I’m at fault? So even throwing me with Leeteuk and his gang , I misunderstood you?” Jaejoong said with sarcasm and tears were already visible at his big and round doe eyes.“I know it’s my fault-““You don’t have to explain anymore Jung Yunho. I’m no longer the old Jaejoong you can push around , the Jaejoong who LOVES you so stupidly.” Jaejoong raised his voice at Yunho .“Fucking shut up and listen to me now Jaejoong!” Yunho was flaring up , Jaejoong was not even giving him a chance to explain .“I’m sorry for hurting you during that time when Leeteuk tried to ….  you . And I didn’t get engaged at all! I love you and no one else , don’t you even get it till now?!” Yunho explained .“Sorry? Yunho ya , how about I get a pervert to rape you and I apologize to you? Stop lying to me! I saw you on the stage with her and you were happily allowing her to cling her hands on you , I even heard you propose! You just don’t even care about my feelings ….You are the same Jung Yunho , just like the day when you THREW me out of your house like I’m a RUBBISH and you hate me to the core and I don’t even know why . Then you get back to me and now say you love me? You love me by hurting me don’t you? Even till now you are still SHOUTING at me when it’s your fault!” Jaejoong shouted as a tear escaped from his eyes.“Jaejoong ah you really need to listen- “Yunho heart soften and hurt when he saw Jaejoong’s tear.“Yunho , I’m fine living my life without you , my life is so perfect ! And I don’t think you deserve my love anymore . I’m better off with TOP who loves me so much and cares for me , he won’t just throw me out of the house then toy around with my feelings then throw me to some lame bastard to rape and come back to toy with my feelings again ! I hate you so much Jung Yunho , just leave my fucken life alone and it will be perfect , I am better off without you!” Jaejoong shouted loudly at Yunho this time when more tears flow down from his white porcelain and milky face.“You really hate me so much…?” Yunho asked with a hurt expression .“Yes so please leave me.” Jaejoong said through trembled lips .“I understand now.” Yunho nodded , “I will leave you.” Yunho walked out of the café without even looking at Jaejoong.Jaejoong stood there while tears flow down his face , he loved Yunho and want him so badly but he was afraid that Yunho would toy with his feelings again , he didn’t expect himself to lie that he was with TOP and the biggest lie was he hate Yunho and his life was better off without Yunho .“Jaejoong sshi, are you okay?” Two figures stood in front of Jaejoong .“You….are?” Jaejoong look up with his blurred vision caused by his tears , he wiped his tears away and recognize Hyori , the girl beside Yunho that day.“I’m Hyori and that’s my fiancé , Rain.” Hyori smiled, “can we talk for a moment?”The next minute , Jaejoong was seated with Hyori and Rain opposite of him and he was wiping away his tears , trying to be calm again and face this two person .“Jaejoong  sshi , thank you so much for allowing us to talk to you , we are going to talk about Yunho to you today.” Hyori sipped her drink elegantly before smiling to Jaejoong .“Yun…ho?” Jaejoong felt a sting on his chest but he hid his pain , “what about Yunho?”“Well then listen clearly Jaejoong , you misunderstood Yunho totally and he misunderstood you too , that’s why you two are in this complicated relationship right now.”Hyori sigh in frustration .“I don’t understand a bit…” Jaejoong looked up at Hyori with eyes filled with curiosity.“Okay then we need to rewind this back to the month you left Yunho when you two were young. Yunho was actually suffering emotionally because on that month , my fiancé here , Rain , got into an accident when he found out that his lover did not love him but loved his money instead so he went drinking and got into an accident. Yunho was already depressed then when I called him . Gary appa and Jihyo umma told me that Yunho was still putting on a strong front and he was all good because he had you by his side , I didn’t saw you even once back then since I was in Japan with Rain but I was sure you are one of a kind , unique and precious. Then the incident in your school made Yunho got confused , he was afraid that he would end up like Rain so he decided to let go of you by the hard way , forcing himself to hate you . Yunho then fell in love with Ara that bitch when Tiffany left for Japan and Yunho kind of accepted her since she was there at his worst time . I came back to tell you this Jaejoong , cause I think you and Yunho really deserves to be together and if you don’t believe me , you can ask Tiffany , she’s a better person now and I’m sure she will want you and Yunho to get back together.”Jaejoong couldn’t get his mind straight , too many things were going into him . He just hurt Yunho and lied to Yunho , thinking that it is the end for them but Hyori just have to come now and tell him that he really misunderstood about Yunho .“Jaejoong , go for Yunho now , he told me he is going to drink so I’m sure you can find him at some club he frequent , go get him back Jaejoong.” Hyori woke Jaejoong up from his daze and smiled at him sweetly .“Thank you Hyori Noona , and you too Rain hyung.” Jaejoong bowed and ran out of Destiny Café , heading over to Bingu Club , feeling that Yunho would be there.Jaejoong’s pov :Yunho , please don’t leave me , please stay there and wait for me to come! I’m sure you are at Bingu club , my heart tells me so and I’m going to believe my heart this time round . I love you Jung Yunho , all along I love you so fucking much that I’m going to die if I was to live without you! I’m sorry for not listening to your explanation and misunderstood you all along , I was not thoughtful and caring enough to understand your feelings , I was neglecting you so much , still expecting you to pamper and shower me with love . Please wait for me , I’m going to get right there and apologize to you Yunho ….End of Jaejoong’s pov .AT BINGU CLUB .Yunho was drinking by himself , he was gulping down every cup of liquor every time he remembered what Jaejoong said , “I am better off without you!” . He took more shots thinking about it as more tears flow down from his face.Yunho was dizzy and stumbled along his way to the gents when he fell on someone and that person hit against the wall hard , the next thing was Yunho’s soft and warm lips pressed against the person and they looked like they were kissing naturally . Yunho wasn’t in his right mind , he pulled onto the person and kissed that person deeply , sliding his tongue into that person’s cavern exploring and savoring every inch of it .“Mppmff~” Sungmin moaned into Yunho’s mouth as he continued to kiss Yunho , he didn’t know why but he enjoyed this hot kiss with this stranger and he didn’t want to let go any sooner .Yunho broke the kiss after 3 minutes and that was when he realized that he kissed a stranger,  he apologized abruptly before walking off still stumbling around not realizing that Jaejoong witnessed the whole scene .JUNSU’s SIDE.Junsu was walking home after the meal with Mir when he was suddenly grabbed by someone on his waist.“Ahhhhhhh!!!!!” Junsu shouted loudly and struggled.“Junsu calm down , it’s me , Yoochun!” Yoochun turned Junsu’s body and hug Junsu tightly .Junsu didn’t fight back but instead allowed Yoochun to hug him , he missed this warm body that fits him perfectly , he miss this embrace that makes him feel so secure and loved , ‘loved’ . Junsu pushed Yoochun away after a whole minute , “Go away!” Junsu shouted at Yoochun .“You wasn’t rejecting me a minute ago though.” Yoochun smirked ,  he was still angry and jealous.“I hate you.” Junsu rolled his eyes and replied coldly."You still won't forgive me?" Yoochun asked bluntly .“Ha, you ask forgiveness so easily and bluntly and you expect me to accept?” Junsu chuckled bitterly.“Junsu ah , I didn’t mean it … I’m sorry baby.” Yoochun held onto Junsu’s hands when he realized that he was treating Junsu way too harshly but was pushed away by Junsu.“I say fuck off! I’m so disgusted already Yoochun . You let some random guys touch me , kiss me and even bite my lips , trying to rape me when you promised me that you would be there by me , you were seducing and flirting with some random sluts!” Junsu shouted at Yoochun when tears fall from his eyes .“Jun…su.. i…i…” Yoochun didn’t know what to say anymore , what Junsu said was all true .“You broke your promise so stop coming to me , you don’t deserve me….” Junsu said through trembled lips and walked away .----------Jaejoong’s pov :When I reached Bingu’s club , I followed by heart and found Yunho but my heart shattered when I saw Yunho kissing another guy that look small , cute and pretty and that guy was kissing him back . This is not another misunderstanding right? I really wish it is , I don’t want to face reality , I don’t want to know that Yunho probably fell for another pretty and kind guy and is moving on without me. Yunho , life is better off without you , you believed ? It’s hell , it’s worst than hell to live without you , my life is meaningless without you . Yunho , are you going to move on without me?End of Jaejoong’s pov .Junsu’s pov :I thought you loved me Yoochun , I kept on believing that you will love me , eternally . But that night , you broke your promise , I was insulted and disgusted , you allowed another guy to rape me without helping me and even realizing . And you can just ask for forgiveness without anything or even feeling sorry , you asked bluntly with your puppy eyes and want me to forget about how bad I felt . I really don’t know how to forgive you Yoochun , my love for you is so strong that I can’t even hate you . I hate myself for loving you so much and I hate you for making me love you so much .End of Junsu’s pov .