He left , everyone. (1/1)

Jaejoong’s pov :I was totally broken , ripped apart. I gave up totally when Leeteuk started kissing me all around , tears kept falling , my body didn’t felt like mine anymore , I feel dirty. Suddenly , someone came in and pushed Leeteuk away from me and started beating Leeteuk up , that was all I remembered before I closed my eyes , I was too tired to witness any more things , I just feel like sleeping and to never wake up again. I then hurt a slap and then someone came over to carry me up and the next moment , I was on a bed and Yunho was touching me , I started to cry and asked Yunho to get out . Yes he hurt me so badly , but at the same time , I feel that I’m too dirty for him to touch . I thought Yunho would come back after a while but he didn’t . The doctors told me that they would send me to the hospital but I pleaded Junsu to send me to the hospital without letting Yunho know . I’m right , he didn’t want me even when I’m in this state , he didn’t care , he left simply after me asking him to get out , he didn’t tried to come back . I’m giving up.End of Jaejoongs pov .“Chunnie*hics* I’m going to *hics* send hyung to the hospital , please *hics* keep it from Yunho , hyung re*hics*quested.” Junsu said in between sobs .“Take care of Jaejoong , baby.” Yoochun nodded .When Yunho reached the nurse office , all he saw was the bed and no one else , it was just Yoochun looking at Yunho with a pitiful and disappointed face."Where's Jaejoong?!!" Yunho asked pulling onto Yoochun's collar."Yunho calm down!" Yoochun pushed Yuho away and took in a deep breathe then sigh , " Yunho , let Jaejoong off . He don't want to see you anymore , he wants his life without you , please , just leave this broken and fragile JaeJoong already." Yoochun said and patted Yunho's shoulder then walk away ."Jaejoong ... he left me? He...wants his life without me?" Yunho said and fell on the floor .Jaejoong was treated by the doctors and after sometime , Junsu was allowed to see Jaejoong .“Hyun…hyung…” Junsu cried and held onto Jaejoong’s soft and weak hands and cried harder.“Junsu ya , it’s okay…” Jaejoong said softly and gave Junsu a weak smile but Junsu knew behind this smile , in Jaejoong’s eyes , it was filled with sorrows .“I should not have let you leave alone , I should have…”“Junsu , please do not tell anyone about my condition .” Jaejoong said softly.“I promise you hyung .” Junsu held tighter onto Jaejoong .After two hours , Yoochun arrived at the hospital to see Junsu with swollen eyes sleeping on the chair beside Jaejoong , holding onto Jaejoong’s hand tightly . Yoochun went forward and Jaejoong woke up. Yoochun smiled sweetly to Jaejoong before they both stare at the sad and innocent Junsu , sleeping .“Yoochun ah , do me a favor … bring Junsu home…” Jaejoong said softly.“He won’t want to wake up without you by his side Jae.” Yoochun replied and shook his head .“Please , help me for once , Yoochun.” Jaejoong pleaded and tears were threatening to fall from his pale face .“Okay…but promise you can take care of yourself for now? I will come back to the hospital after sending Junsu home.” Yoochun sighed .“Yes.” Jaejoong nodded and pulled his hands away gently from Junsu .Yoochun then carried Junsu up and Junsu only fidget around and didn’t woke up . Yoochun turned to look at Jaejoong again , and gave Jaejoong a sweet smile.Jaejoong’s pov :Yoochun , I will count on you to take care of Junsu , I know you will love him , I hope I didn’t make the wrong choice like how I did with my own life. I can’t continue with life like this , I need to leave , I can’t live in a place filled with painful memories and I have no idea how to face Yunho anymore ….End of Jaejoong’s pov .A tear fell from Jaejoong’s face. Jaejoong requested for papers from the nurse and he started writing letters , the last letters for his loved ones here . As he was writing , tears will falling freely from his face and they smudged the ink on his paper .“Annyeong , it’s Jaejoong. G-Dragon , can I trouble you and ask you for a big favor?” Jaejoong called G-Dragon after finishing writing the letters._______________________________________________________“JAEJOONG HYUNG!!!” Junsu woke up from his nightmare and he started crying and cried harder when he realized he wasn’t in the hospital and not by Jaejoong’s side anymore.“Junsu , calm down , calm down.” Yoochun went over and hug Junsu tightly giving his shoulder a squeeze .Junsu knew he needed to return to the hospital immediately , he dreamt of Jaejoong leaving him, he was afraid that would happen again . Junsu pushed away from Yoochun’s hug and was about to move when he saw Heechul and Hyunjoong by his bed side , crying .“H..hyung?U…umma?” Junsu voiced out softly .Both HyunJoong and Heechul didn’t speak , instead , both of them cried harder and both of them were holding onto a piece of paper each on their hands .“WHAT IS WRONG?! TELL ME!!!” Junsu couldn’t take it anymore , he started screaming and crying , throwing all the things in his sight.“Baby , Jaejoong left us….” Yoochun said and quickly hug Junsu who fell on the floor , “This is the letter…for you.” Yoochun passed Junsu a letter .(LETTER TO MY DEAREST DOLPHIN , DUCKBUTT , JUNSU.)“My dear brother , when you are reading this letter , I already left.” A tear fell from Junsu’s face and Yoochun hugged onto Junsu tighter , he knew he needed to be there for Junsu may commit suicide after reading the letter. “Don’t cry , I’m leaving for a better place. I’m sorry for leaving so suddenly without informing you but you know , I may not have the heart to leave if I told you. Thank you for giving hyung so many good memories , thank you for how you stayed with me during my hard times,  how you welcomed me to your home the first time I came , how you offered me an apple , how you danced with your butt to cheer me up , how you would cry when I say you are not cute. Junsu ah , hyung cannot be there for you anymore. Remember , you must eat well and sleep well , remember to eat more vegetables , hiding those broccoli under the rice is a too old trick. You must remember to clean your room and not just stuff everything underneath your bed or closet , umma will scold you. Also , remember to cover the blanket every time you sleep , hyung can’t be there to help you anymore. Junsu , hyung is sorry but hyung loves you , jinjia…., saranghae.”Junsu dropped the letter and held his hands to his heart , his heart was hurting so much,he felt like dying already. Is the brother who knew all Junsu’s bad habit , tricks , and the brother who loves Junsu so much , the one who had been there for him all the while , leaving him , left him ? Junsu picked up the letter again and saw smudged ink , he knew his emotional and sensitive hyung wrote this crying , this made Junsu cried more.Yoochun sigh and hugged onto Junsu tighter then look up to see another two people that he have to take care of , HyunJoong and Heechul . Yoochun took Junsu to bed and stayed by Junsu till Junsu fell asleep while crying. Yoochun kissed Junsu’s forehead softly and wiped away the remaining tears on his face .Yoochun walked out of the room to see HyunJoong in his room staring at the empty ceiling , in his deep thoughts , still holding on to the letter from Jaejoong and he was wetting his shirt with his tears. Yoochun sigh and walked over to Heechul’s room , to see Heechul about to cut his own wrist . Yoochun ran into the room and pushed away the pen knife from Heechul’s hand.“Let go of me and give me back my fucking knife!!” Heechul shouted and pushed Yoochun away and picked up the pen knife again.“Heechul umma , please, stop!” Yoochun pushed the penknife from Heechu’s hands harshly and shouted at Heechul , he knew this was rude but he had to do so , “Jaejoong is going to fucking hate you , fucking despise you if you kill yourself now! Have you thought about HyunJoong and Junsu?! They lost their brother , you want them to lose their mother now , you want to see your two son suffer for the rest of their life?!!” Yoochun shouted and a frustrated tear fell from his face.Heechul couldn’t think anymore , he covered his ears and started crying more . Yoochun carried the weak Heechul to his bed and put him down softly , “Heechul umma , rest and don’t do anything silly , I beg you.” .Yoochun walked out of Heechu’s room and took out his phone to call Changmin and Kibum , he was going to go crazy if he continues to settle the 3 kims alone . After Changmin and Kibum agreed to help , Yoochun called a doctor he knew well to help Heechul , he knew he can’t be there 24 hours to prevent Heechul from commiting suicide.“ Hankyung hyung , I really need your help now . I will see you tomorrow , thanks.” Yoochun sigh in relief after calling Hankyung , now he had extra help .Yoochun took out two more letters from his pocket and sigh , he was going to deliver this last letter.Yunho’s pov :I crashed onto my bed once I reached home , I didn’t bother talking to anyone , tears were falling from my face freely . I hurt Jaejoong , the person I loved the most . I hurt him not once but twice and this time round , he decided to leave me and not return anymore , he don’t want me in his life anymore , how am I supposed to survive when the love of my life is not there anymore? What happen ? Why did I treat JaeJoong like this ? Why am I such a fucking jerk? God , give me one last chance won’t you ? Please…?End of Yunho’s pov .“Yunho , you have a friend.” Minho knocked on Yunho’s room .“Leave me alone.” Yunho replied monotonously as more tears fell from his face .“He said it’s about Jaejoong.” Minho said again .Yunho immediately woke up after hearing Jaejoong’s name , “let him in !”“Yunho…” Yoochun walked in with a letter on his hand , with words smudged with tears ‘ Letter to my love , Yunho.” ,”this is a letter from Jaejoong , take care.” Yoochun passed Yunho the letter and left , he don’t want to see another person break down or he would probably break down too .(Letter to my love , Yunho.)“Yunho , thank you for saving me from Leeteuk . My love , I’ve decided to leave you behind now , I’m leaving and I hope life would be better for both of us. Thank you for breaking me twice , I’ve learn my lesson , it’s all one-sided , I’m the one all along loving you only with you toying with my feelings . I’m leaving , I’m moving on , for a new life , without you.  Goodbye , stranger.”More tears were rolling down from Yunho’s face. “Good bye stranger .” , Jaejoong is deciding to leave and start afresh , not even wanting to remember Yunho as someone he knew. Yunho held onto the letter and cried more badly .____________________________________________________________________________________________________I'm sorry for not updating very often my dear readers /bows/ I'm going to take my exam in 3 weeks time so i have to study and cope well x__x.  I hope all of you would wait patiently for me , read  , comment and subscribe , i need more motivations from your comments babies , be it negative or positive ^^ .*back to talking about story*Yes Jaejoong have officially decided to leave everyone and i promise next chap would be a more cheerful one , no much crying and stuffs x___xANYWAY I'M ADDING IN HANCHUL COUPLE , ANY OBJECTION ? ^^ .