Blood, Part III (1/1)

SORRY IT TOOK ME SO LONG D: --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Seung Ho cried. He was crying. He buried his head in the nape of Joon’s neck as he let him take care of him. Their legs were entangled and they lay on their sides, chests against each other, while Joon was slowly sliding in and out of him with two of his fingers. The small act of consideration, the fact that he was actually being taken care of instead of used to get rid of frustrations was too much for him. Seung Ho had never been actually prepared for sex before, let alone properly prepared. He bit his lip as he took in a ragged breath, trying to control his sobs and keep them as quiet as possible. Joon couldn’t know. It was too embarrassing.‘Are you okay?’ the younger man asked and he winced, not able to control his emotions from the considerate voice in his ear. He could only nod slightly and planted a reassuring kiss on Joons shoulder. The muscles of his entrance took in the third finger and he moaned, the anticipation taking control of him, pushing away his tears. He wanted Joon, for once he wanted to have him for himself and be touched by him in a way he had failed to do to the other before. He wanted Joon to know how soft a touch could be and how sweet a kiss, but mostly he wanted the roles switched. He wanted Joon in control, in his formal position, taking possession of him as he would let pleasure take over. That’s what he wanted. That’s what he had dreamt of ever since he first saw the man. So he closed his eyes and tried to forget the past, allowing himself to be captured by an electrifying pleasure as Joon hit that sensitive bundle of nerves deep inside of him. He moaned, wetting the muscular shoulders with his saliva as he panted into Joon’s skin.‘I’m ready,’ he mouthed, ‘I’m ready…’ Joon retreated his fingers and shoved a couple of inches away from Seung Ho, too quickly for him to cover up his probably puffy eyes and red nose.‘Seung Ho…’ Joon said, eyes wide in shock as he took in Seung Ho’s crying face. This wasn’t what he had intended. He had wanted to make him comfortable.‘It’s nothing. It’s not your fault, I just… I…’‘What did I do? did I hurt you? Oh my God, Seung Ho, I’m so sorry,’ he muttered, immediately turning on his back and sitting straight up to examine Seung Ho’s body that was still lying on his side, hip sticking out and legs now only left half entangled with his.‘Joon, no…’ Seung Ho said and he grabbed his arm, but Joon let his shoulders hang as he brought his hands to his face to hide the shame.‘I’m so sorry, I’m so so sorry. I thought I was helping but I just made it worse!’‘No, you didn’t.’‘You’re crying, I made you cry, how am I going to - ’ he got silenced by Seung Ho’s embrace as the blonde man buried his face into his chest and kissed his collar bone. How was he going to apologize when he got shut up by those lips every single time he spoke?‘You didn’t make me cry. Please, don’t misunderstand but if I explained it to you it would just ruin everything, Joon. I don’t want to ruin it. Not tonight. You promised to make love to me, so make love to me. Please.’ Joon looked down at the pleading man that hid his face from him and let his mind relax and his breath steady. He didn’t do anything. It wasn’t his fault. It was the past. Seung Ho just got reminded of the past. Of course, he had been thinking of the past every single moment since he laid eyes upon the beautiful man who was now holding onto him. He should calm down.‘Okay,’ he whispered before taking Seung Ho’s face in his hands and he kissed his eyelids before gently laying him back down on the bed. Seung Ho smiled at him, the most innocent smile he had ever witnessed coming from something this sexy, and Joon positioned him so that Seung Ho’s legs would wrap around his waist and his entrance would be visible. He took in the beauty that was lying underneath him, that was eyeing him in anticipation and excitement, that caressed his hands and arms as he hovered over him and took capture of those beautiful cushions of lips.‘Are you ready?’ he murmured into Seung Ho’s mouth and the blonde man kissed his upper lip, sucking slowly on the flesh before licking the roof of his mouth extremely slow.‘Yes.’ He almost choked as the big cock thrust deeper into his throat and the tears that were resting on his eyelids now slid down and disappeared into the blindfold as he gagged. He felt a hand grabbing a handful of his hair, moving his head up and down as the other man fucked his mouth. He couldn’t deny the act excited him as much as it hurt and he took in the large member as well as he could, sucking it hard and trying to satisfy the person underneath him. Suddenly a moment of chaos and disorientation occurred as the cock got removed from his mouth and he got pushed onto his back. He heard movements, and then smelled the musk scent of the other. Cigarettes, cologne and mint invaded his nostrils, their scent extra intense since he couldn’t see. Another moment of chaos as his mind went blank and he felt a big rubber thing being pushed into his ass. He gasped for air, grunting as he felt his burning muscles adjusting to the big fake cock that was placed inside of him.‘Did you like that? I’m sure you did,’ the voice sounded and he thought he heard a chuckle but was proven wrong as it was just the sound of another movement. A hand parted his lips and his mouth was once again filled up with the big cock of the other. The pain in his ass continued as he was filled up and he obediently swallowed the member, bobbing his head over it and feeling the muscles in his mouth tense under his touch. The other hovered over his as he sucked him and moved the dildo in and out of him. Joon whimpered in pain and when it got slammed into him hard he moaned loudly. The scent of the other sent him over the edge and he spurted his cum onto the sheets and over his own abdomen.‘Didn’t take you very long, you slut,’ the other muttered as he grabbed his head once more and forced him to continue sucking him. The words immediately sent a knife through his heart, coming from the only person he had ever wanted to posses him. Joon let out a loud moan as he entered Seung Ho. The walls around him made him mutter incoherently and freeze in his spot as he didn’t want to rush into things. The hands that were stroking his abs and waist almost burned his skin and he opened his eyes slowly, looking at the angel that laid underneath him, smiling up at him, eyes glistening with leftover tears.‘Joonie…’ Seung Ho whispered, blinking a couple of times as he smiled at him. Joon could see he enjoyed him being inside of him and he moved in a little deeper, penetrating the older man and concentrating on making this as comfortable as possible for him.‘Just tell me when you want me to stop, tell me when it hurts,’ he said as he bent over and kissed Seung Ho slowly, allowing the other to enter his mouth with his tongue and stroking his blonde bangs out of his face.‘I trust you,’ Seung Ho mouthed and Joon entered him completely now, Seung Ho’s ass surrounding the whole of his cock. He moaned and felt the legs tighten around his waist. Nothing had ever felt as good as this. Nothing at all. He placed his hands on each side of Seung Ho’s waist now and sat back up a little more, hovering over the blonde man. And then he started moving. He set up a slow pace and moved as fluent as possible, repositioning himself time after time until he realized he had found the right angle to hit Seung Ho’s prostate and let the other experience the same pleasure he himself felt. Seung Ho muttered his name softly and in a cute manner, both needy and lovingly, and it made Joon’s heart almost jump out of his chest. The strong and handsome man, wriggling underneath him, letting his name escape his lips, clutching his arms and stroking his waist, it was better than any dream he had ever dreamt. He pushed himself inside Seung Ho again, a little quicker now, and brought his hand to the hard member that stood up proud during their lovemaking.‘I can do it myself,’ Seung Ho interrupted him, grabbing his wrist and shaking his head. But Joon just smiled, shaking off the fingers that had clutched his wrist.‘No, I will. I’ll take care of everything,’ he smiled and he kissed the hand that had prevented him from taking the member before putting it back on Seung Ho’s stomach. He licked his lips as he thrust slowly into Seung Ho once more and saw the man wincing as he hit his prostate accurately. Then he took the throbbing member of the older man and started stroking it before pumping it at the same pace of his thrusts. The moans and mutters that increased in their frequency and became louder with each thrust sent shivers down his spine and he felt the agonizing need to take possession of those beautiful lips once more.‘You are so perfect,’ he breathed as he thumbed the tip of Seung Ho’s cock, playing with the precum that was covering it and he thrust a little harder into the other man that immediately mewled his name and purred under his touch. The heat that surrounded his member made him bite his lip and he continued to pump Seung Ho’s cock while giving into the touches of the blonde man. His hands were everywhere, massaging his ass, caressing his abs, steadying the other by his arms. The thought of being the one Seung Ho would hold onto felt good. It felt right.‘Kiss me,’ Seung Ho said, arms spread to receive Joon and Joon bent over, feeling himself being pulled into the strong embrace of the other and gave into Seung Ho’s kiss once more. It was rougher this time, more demanding. He never let their lips part as they rode into ecstasy together, Joon filling Seung Ho up and finding his soft spot every time he re-entered him, riding the man underneath him into saying his name like it was a mantra. Seung Ho just breathed into his ear ‘Joon, Joon, Joon’ and tightened his grip on him with every thrust, almost suffocating them both, but wanting him closer so badly. Together they set a quicker pace again, Joon now fluently moving his hips and burying himself into Seung Ho continuously as the others whispers had turned into demanding shrieks ‘Joon! Oh, Joon!’ and they devoured each other every time they looked into each other’s eyes and had (they had to) kiss each other again. Joon felt his cock burning inside the other, his eyes had fallen back into his skull as he rode Seung Ho and felt the lips over his whole neck and face, sending him even further into oblivion as he thrust into him.‘I love you,’ he muttered as Seung Ho gave him a moment to breathe and parted their lips.‘I still love you, I love you…’ and this time Seung Ho smiled at him and answered his confession with a kiss and a tongue that entered his ear, sucking on his lobe as his hands clutched Joon’s ass cheeks and massaged them as he pressed them deeper into the embrace of his thighs. As Seung Ho released his ear, still pressing him so close that Joon no longer knew which body part was whose and where he held what, he panted into the moist cavern that was Seung Ho’s mouth. Seung Ho yelped softly against his tongue as he suddenly stiffened and Joon felt the other’s slick cum mix itself with their saliva and sweat as it set between the skin of both their bellies and Seung Ho arched his hips up as he shivered in his orgasm, meeting Joon’s thrusts and moving his head back to coddle Joon’s ear with his tongue. The heat that went through the younger man’s brain from the warm tongue, the walls that tightened as Seung Ho came, the deep and long moans that filled his ears drove Joon wild and he grunted while sliding in and out of Seung Ho a couple of times more. Blood filled his mouth and he screamed out at the pain he felt from the deep cut in his arm. He turned into a soft cry, overwhelmed by the scent of the other, the cock that slammed against his prostate, the agony from the sharp knives- No. Joon shook his head as he pushed the memory aside and knew no other way to get rid of it that to confess his love to Seung Ho one more time, muttering it in his ear as he got pulled deeper inside of the other man, feeling the walls clenching around him and he held his breath, freezing as his climax was about to come.‘Come for me Joon, I love you… come for me,’ Seung Ho muttered and he kissed him, pressing Joon against his lips as the other man erupted inside of him, not letting him exclaim but making him express his climax into the kiss and he let the other take possession over his mouth and suck, lick and moan until he relaxed again, falling onto his chest in exhaustion. Seung Ho stroked the muscular back of Joon, breathing contently and letting the other calm down as well. Joon heard the heartbeat of Seung Ho slowing down, going from racing to a soft pound into his chest and he searched for Seung Ho’s hand, enlacing their fingers into a tight grasp before he slid off of him and pulled him closer to his own chest. Seung Ho kissed him a couple of times before he nuzzled himself further into Joon’s embrace. He didn’t know what weird kind of power had been messing with their luck, if it was a good or bad thing that he was here with Seung Ho now, but he couldn’t think straight with the other’s arms around him. He had felt scared as he got dragged into the apartment, he had collapsed when he laid eyes on him hours ago, he had driven himself into destruction at his touch years ago. But now they were together, and even though he still knew nothing, maybe now even less since it had been so long, about the blonde man next to him he felt better. He felt good. Alive. He had never stopped loving him. He had just pushed him to the back of his head, and now he had returned into his life so had his feelings done as well. They had smacked him in the face, coming back in full force. He was hopelessly in love with this man that had stolen his heart without him knowing, in a period he had been a wreck. He didn’t know how he was going to survive if he would leave him now. What if he woke up in the morning and Seung Ho was gone, or worse, it turned out to have been a dream?‘I don’t want to go to sleep,’ Joon said as he looked at the ceiling of the other man’s apartment and Seung Ho looked up at him, big eyes full of questions. The only option was to stay awake. This couldn't end. He wouldn't let it.‘Why?’‘What will happen tomorrow?’‘Just go to sleep.’ Joon shook his head. He didn’t want to sleep. He didn’t want to lose him.‘I don’t want to lose you.’ Seung Ho brought his hand to his lip and stroked it slowly.‘Then hold me closer.’ He woke up the next morning with an angel sleeping with his head on his chest, the plump lips in a smile and the fingers still enlaced with his own.  -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Okay finished \o/ and uhm, so what did you guys think? i still kind of feel weird about this (i'm actually not that big of a kinky-smut fan so yeah it was kind of surprising that i ended up writing it ._.)hopefully i didn't disappoint and please don't forget to post a request in the comment section or leace me a message if you like, because i will definitely write it!and i think it's kinda funny that seung ho has been in almost every fic up to now. he's the best, i love yang leader yayyyy :D but please request other pairings too if you want, i dont mind at allthanks for reading/commenting/subscribing my dear readers :)