Chapter 9 (1/1)

Hey new and usual readers! :D I shall not stop thanking you guys for your support! You are awesome!!If it takes me a little long to update, mianhe... I have other stories that I feel I've neglected.But right now I have fresh ideas for this one. So...Enjoy chapter 9!Chapter 9You woke up not even feeling weird of the surroundings. I have to get used to this one moment or another.Still you couldn’t stop thinking about how you felt when Youngjae told you those words yesterday, so you barely got enough sleep. When he leaned so close to you, how you felt frozen, and how your eyelids fell and not being able to do anything about it, and the way your heartbeat changed. I never had felt something like that before…You stretched yourself and took a shower trying to shake off those thoughts away. You put on a pretty dress you found in your luggage. You let your hair down and walked to the kitchen and heard your parents talking.“I really feel bad for Youngjae…” –You scrunched your eyebrows at her comment. ForYoungjae? Poor me that I’m stuck here…“I know, but we never knew this was going to happen.” –Your father’s voice came from the kitchen.“I still can’t believe he canceled the cruise… He was looking forward to it since they were in high school. Their honeymoon got ruined…” You lean against the wall… Is that what he cancelled?“Why did he cancel?” –You enter the kitchen slowly, your parents turning their attention to you.“You’re up! Come and have breakfast you need your ener…”You cut her off: “Mom… I know is because of me… right?”“He didn’t want to make you feel uncomfortable… He really cares for you so much that he was willing to cancel something he wanted to do for so long to make you feel alright. You might not remember, but it was all you and him were talking about since you were dating…” –Your mother patted your back and went back to the food she was cooking.Is everyone against me trying to make me feel bad? Because it’s starting to work… You really hated when people get hurt because of something you caused, or even worst when someone couldn’t accomplish something they wanted because of you. Even when things were out of your control you couldn’t help but to feel guilty.You shook your head and sat down with your head resting in your hands.“This is crazy… I shouldn’t be feeling sorry for him. I used to hate him so much when we were in school; he was so always so pushy. I don’t get why I had to marry him. Him of all people…” –You felt a rush of emotions running through your veins, just enough to drive you slowly insane.“Darling, I know you don’t remember, but of one thing I’m sure, is that you should trust your instincts. If you brought him home and accepted him once is because he showed to be a good catch.” –Your father assured you.“I just don’t know if I’m going to get used to this dad…” –You shook your head and buried your head in your folded arms in the table.Your mother placed the plate of food in front of you and patted your back.“Don’t worry honey… I assure you everything will be fine soon. Just give him a chance! Who knows maybe you’ll change your mind…”You sighed. You had no other option. I guess since I’m here I’ll have to get used to my new life.***You were lying in bed looking at the ceiling… What’s my 24 year old supposed to do in a day like this? If I were 16 I’d probably be in school or having lunch… You look at the clock beside you it read 12:05 p.m. This is going to be a loooong boring day…Someone knocked at your door.“Come in…”Youngjae’s head peeked from the door.“Hey! How are you feeling?” –He asked concerned.“Same old same old…” –You answer starring at the ceiling.“I was wondering do you by any chance want to go out?”“Out…?” –You sat up straight.He scratched the back of his neck and looked to his right like a teenager ask