My Day - My Thoughts (1/1)

I was on my way to school, after I had bid goodbye to my mom, little sister and big brother. It was Monday.(“Bitch you’re like Monday. Everybody hates you.” Hahah just love that quote). Well anyways, It was pretty normal. The same old roads, cars, buses, people and you know, so on.. Maybe I should introduce myself…. Well my name is Kim Taeyeon. I’m 15 year old by the way. I’m in 3rd year middle school(nearly a high schooler, just in a few month and then the exams). I like the girl group Girls’ Generation/SNSD. I like to read too. I hate the Youtube commercials.. What else to say?..  And oh yeah..! Then I’m gay, or well I’m 99,67% sure that I prefer girls… Just to give you the short version of the whole gay story(you’ll get more details later on or not). It was pretty much love at first sight(belive it or not. Though it’s lame. I know). I was a freshman in middle school when I fell for her(and “her” is Tiffany Hwang from my class). I didn’t realize it at first, but through the 2nd year or well the start of it, I realized what I was feeling. Though in the middle of 2nd year, she got a boyfriend(Nichkhun. It not that I don’t like him…. Or well… I actually don’t like him. At all! He is the worst kind of boy in my opinion.. He cheated twice on Tiffany, but she just forgave him! If I was her “boyfriend”, I would never do that!… Yeah, just keep on dreaming Taeyeon…). Well that broke my heart into a thousand pieces. I was sad for like four month, but got over it. Kind of… Yeah.. Kind of.. You probably wonder if I had told anyone(or you probably don’t, but I’m going to tell you anyway). And yeah I told my cousin, Hyoyeon, who is my best friend too. Also one of my friend from school who I’ve known since kindergarden(Yuri). It took a lot confident and courage, to tell them, but they were actually cool about it.(Best friends ever)(And yeah it  was pretty short..).  I arrived at school after about 18 minutes of walking. I could use my bike, but that takes too much energy…. I looked at the stairs, that led to my classroom, and let out a sigh. Those stairs are awful, like really.. Who designed them? They are too small and there’s way too many of them. I walked upstairs together with some of the others 3rd years. I then reached my class, and bid a quick goodbye to the others. As I entered class, Gayoon instantly spotted me. “Good morning Taeyeon!! How is it going?!!” Gayoon said with the biggest smile. “Good morning Gayoon, it’s going great!” I answered, making a bit fun of the way she said it. “What’s so “good” about it? Just say “morning”!!!” Daeseung said as he walked past us.  We just ignored and rolled our eyes at him. Gayoon then ran back to her seat, and I walk to mine. My seat was at the back of the classroom. Like really, who places the 2nd smallest in the whole class, at the back?! I can’t even see the blackboard! I put my bag beside my table, and sat down with my black iPhone 4. There weren’t that many yet, since there still were 7 minutes till the lesson began.  The door then went up revealing Tiffany and Jessica.. Tiffany walked towards me, looking freaking beautiful as always. I tried making it less obvious, that I was staring at her, but it didn’t seem to work as we got eye contact. She then quickly looked down with slightly red cheeks(i don’t know, if she knows that I like/liked her, but I may have made it a bit too obvious at time. Not intend though). I looked down too, just a bit after and totally red. Tiffany sat down in front of me, because it was her seat..(Again wonderful.. Placing someone that’s taller in front of me, and then it had to be Tiffany).. I looked at my phone pretending, that I just didn’t blush. The bell rang, and then my homeroom teacher came in, and placed her bag at the school desk.  “Good morning class.” Mrs. Park said as she tried to find some paper.  “Morning Mrs. Park..” We answered, or well the half of us answered, while yawning a bit.  Mrs. Park was teaching Korean, English and Social studies. Right now it was Korean, which I was quite good at. About 10 minutes into the lesson the door open, and revealed my pal Nicole. She was breathing heavily, and apologized for being late. She walked towards me, and sat at the seat beside me. I nodded a “good morning” to Nicole and so did she.(You know. I still wonder how she can be  late for school, because she only lives like 500 meters away from school). Mrs. Park just rolled her eyes at Nicole, and noted that Nicole was late, and continued the lesson.  As the lesson went on we all took notes. The bell then rang and it was time for math. I don’t want to sound like a nerd or anything, but I really love Math. It’s easy to understand, and I get pretty much A’s most of the time.(Not to sound too self-praising either). Mrs. Park left when Mr. Tan entered the classroom. He was actually a cool guy/man. He could always fool around with the boys, and make things a bit more comfortable. Mr. Tan had a bunch of papers in his hands, that he gave to us. I couldn’t see what it was, since I’m at the back, and didn’t get anything yet. But I saw Donghae, Yonghwa and Junho kind of died, when they got the papers.(Yes papers in plural).. I bet it’s a test!!….. And I guessed right… Yeah!! Or well NO! Though I’m good at math, I still hate tests! I believe everybody do so. “Class! Be quiet please!!” Mr. Tan shouted, and hit the blackboard to make us shut up. We all jump in surprise, and kept quiet.   “Thank you… Okay this will be a test to see, what you all can do individually. It’s a arithmetic without a calculator. You have 1 hour. If you don’t understand, or just don’t know how to solve the question, just let it be…… And….. Yeah Nicole, you will get grades for the test.” Mr. Tan said, as Nicole took her hand down again.  “Great kids, just begin.” Mr. Tan said while looking at his watch. The hour went by pretty fast though, and we all gave Mr. Tan the papers. I was done before the hour ended, but I liked to make sure, that the most of it was right. I put  my pencil case back in my bag,(since it was time for lunch), when Gayoon and Nicole came running.  “Wanna eat with us Taeyeon?” They both asked smiling.  “Uhhuh.. Sorry I promised Yuri that we could eat together today, but we can go together to the canteen together. Huh?” I answered while smiling back. They looked at each other and nodded. *** I was waiting for my lunch, as i felt someone smacked the back of my head. I didn’t even need to turn around, to know who it was. “Yah Yul!” I said not looking at her, as I got my lunch. I turned around, and gave her a was-that-really-necessary look. She just shrugged and smiled at it.  Yuri already got her lunch, so we found a table, where there weren't that many people around. Yuri was really one of my best friends, though she is irritating most of the time, she can always be trusted. And actually I’m not sure her which way she swings. Because she not the most girly girl, and she don’t usually talk about boys.(I know there’s a lot of girls, like that who are straight, but you'll doubt too, when you meet/get to know her). Anyway we ate our lunch, and complained about homework, school and teachers as always. We were done eating, and since the break was pretty long, there were still half an hour till the lesson started. Yuri wanted to play soccer, and I did not want to, so I bid goodbye to Yuri and walked to my classroom.(I still hate those stairs)..  As I arrived at the classroom, the first thing I saw, was Tiffany sitting on Nichkhun, while they were kind of eating each other(you know what I mean by that. But yeah, at least they ate each other, at Jessica’s seat and not Tiffany’s. Since she sits right in front of me).. I sighed and looked away. Though it’s been awhile, since she broke my heart “officially”(I knew from the beginning that I did not stand a chance), it’s still hard to pretend that I didn’t have feelings for her. And It’s really a first-time-in-love kind of thing(I hope it gets easier by the time)… Well I looked at Jessica, who was the third wheel. Actually she didn’t need to be the third wheel, because I know, that there’s a lot of guys from the school, who had/has a big crush on her(understandable though, she a beautiful/hot girl). Jessica was… sleeping.. though…. I think, she had her eyes closed, but who knows.  I sat at my seat, and started to look out of the window.(Oh hey, I’m sitting next to the window, which means that I’m a main character. Nahaha).. I was lost in my own thoughts, as Sunny and Hyomin came, and interrupted them.  “Yo Taeng! Wanna play a game?!” Sunny asked, as she smacked her hand onto the table. “Ugh.. Sure, why not.” I answered, and sighed, not really having any choice.  Hyomin then grab my wrist, and dragged me to the blackboard. I bet we were going to play Hangman… I betted right.(Though it’s a pretty childish game, it’s always a game that you can play, with those two). Sunny started off. And Hyomin easily guessed the word, since those two were best friends. The game kind of continued that way, but as we went on, the more of my classmates joined the game. *** It was the last lesson, and it was history. Ms. Lee was just talking, though she knew that only 4,2 out of 26 students were listening. But at least it only lasted like five more minutes, since the bell finally rang. I put my books and pencil case in my bag, and sat the chair on the table. The boys were always those, who was first out of the classroom. So they normally all forgot to put their chairs onto the table. So it ended up being the girls who took care of the class. We were finally done cleaning the classroom, and I was on my way out, when… “See you tomorrow Taeyeon!” Gayoon and Nicole said in unison. “Sure, see you girls!” I smiled back at them. I took my phone, my headset and started some music. When I reached the stairs, someone approved me.    “Hi Taengoo-ah!” Leekteuk said, as he headlocked me, and ruffled my hair.     “Yah Leekteuk! My hair!” I scolded, while fixing it.  “Heheh! Sorry sorry.. Hey Taeng, are you heading home?” Leekteuk asked, while rubbing the back of his head.. “No. I gotta pick up Hayeon.” I answered.  “Oh.. Okay..” Leekteuk said sounding disappointed.  I knew that he liked me(I’ve known since 6th grade, and in 6th grade I kind of liked him back… But you know, it was like a kid crush..), and that he wanted to follow me home, since his house was in the same direction. But the elementary school was in the totally opposite direction, so yeah.. We walked to the school gate, and bid goodbye to each other.(Leekteuk is actually a sweet guy, he is the only guy, that treats me as a girl.. And I wish that I could just like him back…. But you don’t decide, who you’re going to fall in love with.. Stupid heart!!).  I headed towards the elementary school, and then started my music again, while humming along. I was once again lost in my own thoughts, when someone tapped my shoulder. I turned around just to get a heart attack!… It was Tiffany who was smiling shyly!! Like really!!.. My heart attack calmed down, and I smiled back. I stopped my music, but I did not have anything to say, so there was an awkward silence, as we began to walk… I hate this kind of situation, it’s so awkward. And it feel like 1 second was an hour!!!! And there’s at least 5 minutes till I’ll reach Hayeon’s school..!! It’s gonna be a long walk..(T___T)… I really needed to break this awkward silence, so I gathered all my courage and-  “Hey-“ Both of us said at the same time… AWKWARD!! “You start.” I said, trying not to give her an awkward smile. She nodded. “Um.. What did you think about the math test?” Tiffany asked, as she smiled.(Ohh! Damn.. That eye smile). “I don’t know.. I thought it was quite okay.. Like not too hard, but same time not too easy.. I guess… What do you think?” I asked back, trying to keep a conversation going, as longs as possible.     “Hehe. I think so too.” Tiffany answered.. And that was the conversation…  The silence lasted till, we reached the elementary school, and then we bid, the most awkward goodbye ever!…(God why can’t I just act normal around Tiffany?!). Anyways I headed towards my little sisters classroom, and actually I didn’t really know where it was.. After a while I finally found the classroom. There wasn’t anyone outside the classroom, so I sat down, and closed my eyes to relax.(Since I didn’t want to disturb them).  “Hi Taeyeon unnie!” Someone yelled. I open my eyes, and was greeted by a smiling, pretty, little girl.  “Oh.! Krystal… Hello.” I said, and smiled back at Krystal, who was one of Hayeon’s friends, and my classmate, Jessica’s little sister.  “We are finished in about 15 minutes.. I tell Hayeon that you are waiting for her!” Krystal said, apparently knowing that I was waiting for Hayeon..(But hey. What else would I be doing here)? “Heheh, thank you Krystal.” I said, as I stood up, and ruffled her hair. She nodded and went into the class.  After about 15 boring minutes of waiting, the first kid came out of the damn classroom. I stood up once again, and wait until I saw a miniature - Or well, at least a smaller version of me… There were surely a lot of kids in that class, because I waited for quite awhile until Hayeon showed up in the doorway. She waved goodbye to some of her friends, and ran towards me.. Funny enough she tripped on her way here(I did not help get up.. She can do that herself!), and I was like only a few meters away.. What makes me wonder the most, is that she actually can play soccer, without tripping..(She loves to play soccer, by the way).  “Yo kiddo! How have your day been?” I asked trying not to laugh, and ruffled her hair.  “Yo unnie.. It has been okay, I guess..” She answered, still brushing off the dust from her clothes.  “That great.. And you know, since mom isn’t home, I’m making dinner, and we going shopping!” I told my little sister, who just shrugged at it, and followed whatever I said.(Well that was easy)..*** When we got what we need for dinner, we headed home. I was of course carrying the bags, though I was carrying Hayeon’s backpack too.(I don’t know how she made me do it though).. Anyways Hayeon was playing the game, that you play when you were small.. The don’t… Don’t step on a certain tile.. Or whatever the name is.. You know what I mean.. The walk was quite boring and long, but the boring part stopped, when I saw something a bit ahead, and across the road. I slowed down my pace, while my baby sis, was still jumping around ahead of me.(But she knew the direction, and knew where the extra key was. So she should be fine). I walked a little closer to the event, that was happening on the other side of the road… I couldn’t quite see who it was, but it was two girls! Good thing that I remembered my glasses that day.. I hid a bit behind a pole.. The road wasn’t that big, and there weren’t that many cars, so I could clearly see what was happening.(I don’t wanna look like a stalker, but yeah.. I guess I do)…   It was Yoona, a popular 2nd year girl, and….. Juhyun!?(I’ve known Juhyun or Seohyun, since she was a baby. Because her mom, and my mom are like best friends. And she’s a first year by the way). What are those two doing together? Last time I checked Seohyun wasn’t really the one, to hang out with popular people… While I was wondering, Yoona caressed Seohyun’s cheek, as she slowly leaned forward and… And captured Seohyun’s lips!!!(What happened in my brain at that moment: WUT?!). I thought Yoona had boyfriend.. The Lee SeungGi boy……..?! Well that is not my problem!(Good luck Seohyun.. Nahah “Good luck Charlie”). I didn’t know what to do, so I just hurried away.. For your information, this do not happen everyday..  I chose to ignore and forget what I just saw, and then headed home. As I got home Hayeon was already sitting comfortable in the couch, while watching some kind of drama… I knew that it would not help the slightest, to ask for her help, actually it would just make everything worse. So I decided just to make the dinner myself. *** As we were done eating, my brother came home from work. And lucky him, that I’ve made some extra food… We were not that kind of family, to ask how our day been, while we were eating. So we just watched TV, while my brother finished his dinner… As an hour or two went, it was bedtime for all of us.(Not that it was late, my brother and I just liked to go early to bed). We all brushed out teeth, while switching turns in front of the mirror. Hayeon and I then brushed our hair, and kissed Jiwoong oppa goodnight(on the cheek), since he hate it. Before I went to bed, I made sure that Hayeon was sleeping.. And then I kissed my SNSD posters goodnight….. And well, that is a kind of normal everyday for me…. m style="line-height:1.6;">A/N: First. Happy birthday my deer(dear) little alligator laughing Im choding!! Second. I really hoped that you liked it. And please feel free to ask in the comments, or comment whatever you want. Third. Thank you chulie08 and 10957723 for subscribing before the story was posted :))