Minhyuns Replacement (1/1)

Dear Diary,It’s JR who I talk to the most now. It used to be Minhyun. Minhyun and I used to be so close because we talked about everything; we told each other anything that was bothering us and we made each other feel better, like any friend would. Minhyun always had a special way of making me feel better so I always told him my problems. Now, everything has changed because Minhyun became my problems.JR has now become my support and the person who made me feel better. He never did it as effectively as Minhyun, but he definitely helped. Whenever he noticed I was stressed, he would pull me to the side and ask me to let it all out. Sometime I let it out with words. Sometimes I even cried. Sometimes I hit things, and sometimes I was fine simply being hugged by him. Sometimes, I just listened to him with that raspy voice of his and I felt better. Once he even sang for me, like Minhyun used to, and I laughed out loud because his singing voice is actually really bad. He didn’t mind being laughed at if it made me feel better though. Our lovely leader JR.So, although the management never planned it, the fans began seeing more JRon. The MinRon ship slowly died out the past few weeks, and so did our relationship. Minhyun never even makes an attempt to talk to me anymore, and neither do I.I don’t know why I let this happen. Maybe because I had a feeling Minhyun wanted me to get away from him and I didn’t want to make him feel more uncomfortable than he already is. But I think it’s because I myself wanted to recover from my obsession with him.