Mao Mao 8 (1/1)

Chapter 8Yuri's  POVsince that day Jessica is going more frequently to that cd shop, i barely get to spend time with her. i'm really wonder if i should get worry about her sudden attachment to that guy. i know i should stop worrying about her, to forget this stupid crush. jessica asked today to accompany her to  the cd shop today and help her. my friends always tell me that i'm an oblivious person, but jessica beats me, like what the cow, can't she see that i'm hurting inside.i guess i should just keep pretending as long as she's happy. we're again in the damn it cd shop, while i distracted him she put the book back in his desk but took another in her bag. what the...we're suppose to give it back, don't take another. tsk jessica. she came next to me and the guy looked confused. ha,maybe because he didn't find his book"are you closing?"  i ask he lifted his head nodding  "but we need to find more music for school. can you stay open a little longer. please?" i say with my aegyo ew. why are you interested in moody headphones sica."how about this? when you're done help me lock up" he says handing me the keys of the store, putting his jacket on. he's trusting strangers, seriously, if jessica wasn't with me right now i would burn down his store. "put the key in the potted plant by the door." he said going out but jessica stopped him"could you leave us your phone number"  says jessica "that way we can contact you in an emergency"emergency my asshe wrote his phone number in a paper handing it to me, ignoring jessica and leaving. jerk...i just sit comfortably on the chair looking at jessica exchanging the cd's. what could she possibly be doing"what are you doing sica?" i asked her curiously. but she continued doing that. sigh, ignoring me now sica"jessica" i called her by her name "uhm" she just muttered.i got up from my chair and when to take a look on what she was doing. i want to see it closer, but what i saw made my heart ache. she put a cd called "dont you understand" into another cd cover called "i want us to be together" drawing a heart in a note. "it's getting late. we should leave" i say harshly behind her ear , she turned to face me"okay" she says sighing. saving her pen and going out while i closed the store locking it."jessica i'm sorry but i cant walk you home." i say slowly afraid she might get upset. but she just stayed quiet and nodded " tiffany said she'll go to my house at 7:30" i say which was a lie, i haven't talked to tiffany since she gave me a present for my birthday. jessica frowned furrowing her eyebrows looking at the floor."so that is it?" she says nonchalantlyshe doesn't even care, why did i even try "yeah i least she would pay attention to her friend and not a jerk who does not care about her" i muttered, i was so mad. i turned around and starting to walk back home. if she heard what i said, it will be a miracle.but yuri did not know that jessica actually heard her.yeah go to tiffany Jessica's POVi can't believe it, i never thought yuri could get mad at me for something like that, if she didn't want to come she could have just said no. what a tanned monkey, she must be enjoying her time with the eye smile girl. i know i shouldn't get mad but i just can't help it. i'm so confused, yuri is a girl i shouldn't be feeling this, my grandma never talked about her first love being a girl so how is possible to feel something like this? or is it just admiration?, what do i feel towards you yuri, i don't know.but tyler... he's handsome and i have this crush on him since i ended up in that cd shop instead of the bakery shop but yuri just keeps making it hard for me, with all the things she does for me, but there's something about the attitude of him that makes me curious, he's always quiet.i've thinking all the way to home as i open the door of my apartment i throw my bag on the floor but i remembered that there's his book, so i grab it and go to lay on my bed.my apartment is not big but it is enough for me, after all i'm living alone and i'll leave at the end of this semester. i'm not worried about the tests but more about yuri, aish yuri why cant i stop thinking about her, this is really tiring , i wish my sister could be with me right now.if i date yuri i'm afraid that people will judge us and worse my family. i don't want yuri to feel pity for me if my family reject me and end kicking me out of the house or worse disown me.  so he's the only option, after all i might end up living the love story that my grandma always tell me. and i may fall in love with him without people judging us.i remembered the book of him again and open it"on the road by jack kerouac"  i say reading out loud the tittle.

i was just somebody else, some stranger, my whole life was a haunted life, the life of a ghost

i cant concentrate in this, yuri aish yuri why were you so upset today.i read something interesting on so i remark it

at the diving line between the east of my youth and the west of my future

my phone starts ringing will i never get the chance to read this, i'm feeling happy at the thought that it may be yuri calling me, but my happiness turns into disappointment when i look in the id caller. sighing i pick it up"he  walked me home, and held the umbrella for me" my grandma says on the phone and i cant just help but to think about yuri, well... she showed me around the city, and he doesn't notice me "that's so romantic i wished we could walk forever, i hope i find a boyfriend like that"no one will never understand my grandma neither do i"you will eunji, real soon"  i say " love must be wonderful" i sigh, hanging up the phone in laying on my bed. i can't help but wonder if,  will he see the hints i put?  the next day"why isn't jessica here?" yuri asks to her friends. the girls are in biology class."how should i know?, maybe she's having her period"  says taeyeon as if it is the most accurate thingyuri just pouts and sigh, continuing her work. she can't help but to feel worried about her best friend whereabouts, jessica is not the kind of person who would skip school just because she did not feel like going. and yuri got more anxious since the first period of class and now taeyeon  and hyoyeon are starting to get worried about her friend attitude, is not like jessica got kidnapped while coming to school right?taeyeon hope so, she didn't want to deal with a worried and lifeless yuri till the end of school."then we're in big trouble, the tv crew is coming to do a test shoot" says hyoyeon almost shouting with her eyebrows furrowed"yeah but not today" says yuri pouting while crossing her arms over her chest, taeyeon looks at yuri in astonishment"what do you mean not today you told us it was" taeyon says accusing yuriyuri just looked at her and shrugged and kept silence

after the class finished yuri went out to call jessica, she was still worried. ring... ring... but she did not pick up, yuri tried again and nothing. she sighed, where could she be was the only thought in yuri's mind, so she just left a voice message"why did you skip class today? pick up the phone." she didnt mean to sound cold towards jessica but she was just mad, she knew she was acting like a jealous boyfriend but what can she do right?.... yuri just hopes that jessica isn't in the cd shop.where are you jessica