Chapter One (1/1)

After the news of Lee Joo Yeon and Jiyong supposedly in a relationship went out, I became a little distant and cold to him. I know that there’s really not a thing between him and the girl but just like any normal human being and a girl to be exact, I still felt a bit hurt about it especially that we just started to mend our relationship that was broken before for the same fucking reason of having another girl being linked to him.It was tiring to be honest that is why it lead to us parting ways before. Tiring in the sense that whenever he is going to a faraway place for work, I always have this “what ifs” and “whose he with” questions raising in my head. Some of you might think don’t I TRUST him? Well, the trust is there but it got damaged from way back so let’s just say that it’s not 100% there anymore. Also, there are factors around us like the media and other “not so good” people working around us in the industry that influences his actions.Although we haven’t made any confirmation to public as to what’s our real relationship is (our press release: we are just friends - close to being a family), we are in a “more than friends” status and it’s been on and off every now and then. I am not solely blaming him for that. I also have my own fare share on it. To name a few of my misses – not being able to balance my work and relationship duties with him, being too conservative, child-like and being too workaholic. All of those were brought about by the effects