[M] Love (1/1)

“Yes,” I sighed. “I’m ready.”And damn was I. It was like all of a sudden, my fears and worries went away, like water down a tap. There was only JR that existed in my mind at this moment.JR shifted, switching places with me until he was hovering above me again. I let my hands stroke down his arms, anticipating what was underneath his vest.“I was hoping you’d say that,” He whispered.He got off the bed and went over to the music player in the corner of the room. I couldn’t get over how hot he was looking in that black vest, it fitted his body perfectly.He made his way back to the bed slowly as the music began to play.First kiss.Our song.If anything, it increased the lustful atmosphere. JR stood by the bed and held out his hand. I took it and came off the bed slowly.“Can I undress you?” He said in a low voice. One of the sexiest things I’ve ever heard. I wasted no time in nodding. JR stepped closer and un buttoned my shorts, sliding them down ever so slowly. Everything he did was slow and teasing, but then that was JR.If he was undressing me, it was only right that I undressed him too. My hands found themselves on his belt buckle, and then on the button of his trousers. He swallowed hard as I pulled them down, revealing his boxers. Calvin Klein. I almost died at the sight.Now we were both to our underwear. JR went to stand behind me, kissing and sucking at my neck, leaving hickeys all over my skin. His hands brushed against my back and I felt his fingers undoing the clasp of my bra. Soon it dropped to the floor. I felt a glimmer of embarrassment and worry, hoping that I’d be attractive enough for him. The worries fell apart when I felt his hands on my breasts, fingers gently teasing the nipples. I moaned softly and leant back into JR.“It feels good huh?” He breathed. I could barely nod. I closed my eyes and sensed him move. The next thing I felt was something cool and moist, replacing his fingers. I opened my eyes to the sight of JR knelt down in front of me, tongue swirling around my left nipple. He switched to the right one, never looking away from my eyes. I ran my fingers through his hair, the thick strands ruffling through my fingertips.JR softly kissed a path down my stomach, lower and lower. I honestly didn’t think I’d be able to handle it if he went down there. I tried to tell him so.“But how will I know if you’re ready for me baby?”Baby. I felt a twist of pleasure at that line. Where ever he was getting these lines from, they were turning me on like light switches.“Trust me I’m ready.” I said.Ignoring me, JR hooked his fingers on the edge of my panties and inched them down my thighs. When they hit the floor, I stepped out of them.“You look ready,” When he spoke, his breath blew against my most sensitive spot. I moaned louder and he looked up, realizing what he was doing. “But maybe I should check if you’re really ready.”His face advance towards my womanhood. I shook my head quickly. I wouldn’t be able to take it, I really wouldn’t.“No don’t you even think…oh my god JR.”His tongue flicked over my clit relentlessly and a string of moans left my mouth. My grip on his hair became tighter and my legs started to turn to jelly. I felt all the pleasure in my body started to concentrate in my lower stomach.JR licked a long tail up my stomach, between my breasts, up my neck and to my mouth. As he stood up, he let a finger stroke into me and rub over my clit. He kissed me hard, sealing my moans inside, nibbling my lips. I stepped back and pulled him with me until we fell on the bed. He quickly pulled off his vest, giving way to his toned stomach, a slight trail of hair leading to his boxers. I ran my fingers down his stomach, sliding down so I could kiss it. My hands grasped his boxers, and JR helped me to pull them down. Zero layers between us. JR settled himself between my legs and for a long moment we just kissed. My hands ran down his back, I could feel the muscles move as he shifted his weight. I couldn’t believe he was all mine. I couldn’t believe I was about to do this. I couldn’t believe I could ever want something so bad.First kiss was still playing in the background.“Now every time you listen to this song,” JR said. His voice was hoarse like when he rapped.“You’ll remember what we did and how I made you feel.”JR’s hips contracted as he gently pushed into me, filling me up all the way. My breath caught and my eyes widened. He paused, allowing me to adjust to the feeling of him.  He felt so good, there weren’t even any words to explain to him. I kissed him again and again until our lips were bruised and JR started to move.The first groan he let out was deliciously low and long. His eyes were half closed and he buried his head to bite my shoulder. The pace of his thrusts started to increase, one of his hands holding my hips. I arched my back and began to meet his thrusts, the sound of skin smacking against skin reverberating around the room.JR rested his forehead against mine as I let out moan after moan.“Say my name,” He whispered.“JR,” I was only too happy to oblige.“I’m the only one who can make you feel like this right?”“The only one,” I agreed truthfully. These sensations were driving me crazy. JR’s lips were parted and his eyebrows drawn together. Every time he groaned, he bit his lip hard afterwards, sighing. The whole bed was shaking with the way he slammed his hips in to mine. I felt all the pleasure pooling in my lower stomach and I wrapped my arms around his neck.“Like that,” My voice taking on a higher pitch. “Keep doing that.” JR angled himself until he was hitting my g-spot at ever thrust. He thrusted in slowly and then pulled out. I felt his slick member burying into my folds again as he shifted slightly. He kept this pace all the way through, focusing on going as deep as possible and being as tender as he could. He gently kissed each of my eyelids and then all of my face. I felt my orgasm nearing again and I arched my back as I cried out his name.My orgasm set off JR’s and he thrust into me deeply, his hips rolling into mine as I felt him come. He groaned my name right into my ear as he rode out his orgasm, eventually pulling out of me.For a while he lay with his head on my shoulder, panting. Then he lifted his head to look at me.“You’re crying.” He said in shock. He used his thumb to wipe the tears from my face. “Why?”“This is going to sound ridiculously cheesy.” I half laughed. “But you really make me feel loved.”“Maybe because I love you?” He smiled, kissing my nose.“I know and I love you too. I guess I’m really happy that someone does love me. Okay…this isn’t coming out right. When I mean is that since my Dad died, I haven’t really been shown any love. My Mum has never loved me, I realise that now. She only had a child because my Dad wanted one. And when he was gone, what reason did she have to keep me?”“So she sent you here?” JR said, stroking my hair. I nodded.“On the first day I was so scared that nobody would like me. If my own Mother doesn’t then why would anyone else. I felt like I was just a bother to everyone, always in the way.” I wiped my face angrily. “I bet it sounds like I’m moaning now.”“Don’t be silly.” JR said. He lay down on the bed and pulled me onto his chest. With one hand he pulled the covers over us. His arms went round my waist securely, drawing me close against him. I could feel the beat of his heart. “You need to not let her ruin your life Minnie.” He murmured, resting his chin against my head.. “And don’t beat yourself up about it. It’s not your fault. No child asks to be born, and if a person makes that choice to bring a child into this world, then it’s their job to show them love. If she truly doesn’t love you then she doesn’t deserve to. I’m glad and honoured that I’m able to make you feel loved, and as long as I live, you’ll always have someone who loves you. And if she doesn’t love you, then you don’t need her. You have me.” He linked his fingers through mine and looked down at me. His eyes were clear and bright, his skin glowing with a slight sheen. I traced a finger along his jaw line, and he caught my hands in his, linking our fingers together. “It’s you and me against the world baby.” He smiled. “Always.”