Because You LIve (1/2)

Kyuhyun POVI tried to open my eyes. Aww. My head was dizzy. I see around me. “Kyu..” someone calling me. “Minnie ?” “Ne ,Kyu. Feeling better now ?” he asked me caress my forhead. “Ne.minnie. did you tell Eunhyuk Hyung about this ?” I worried if he tell my Hyung. “I didn’t Kyu.” He look down. “Kyu. Whatever happen. Just so you know. I’ll stay beside you” he walked away. Looked like he take something. “you must be in pain now. This is your painkiller” he gave me medicine. “Minnie. How could you ..” I couldn’t finish my words “remember tha day we met near the pharmacy, we fought. I walked you home and your hyung drive me home ?” “Ne, why ?” “on the way home I asked Eunhyuk Hyung to stop at the pharmacy. I bought your painkiller.” He said keep looking down. “Minnie. I didn’t know you have prepared that thing” I hugged him. “don’t worry Minnie I’m trying my best to fight this ilness” He started to cry. Now even louder. “don’t leave me Kyu, promise me you’ll stay. “ he said. I pull out the hug. I looked in his eyes and smiled. I can’t promise it Minnie I’m sorry.I said that in my heart. “Kyu ! promise me !” he yelled again. He hold my shoulder and shook it. “ Kyu. Tell me you’ll stay. You’re not that sick right ? Kyu !” he stopped shaking my body. “it’s on the final stage baby” i touch Minnie cheek “ how dare you Kyu ! how dare you making me love you when you’re going to leave !” he sobbed. “ I’m not leaving yet Minnie ! don’t talk like that.” I laugh and wiped his tears. “ how long doctor said you’ll live ?” he asked me. “Minnie it’s not about how long do I have. It’s about how I can use the time I have to make people around me smile. To loving you” I smiled. “Kyu ! don’t give me that smile !”. finally I could see him smiled.The next day at schoolKyuhyun POVI ran to the bathroom. Another nosebleed. Now this is come everyday. I worry if my ill getting worse. Now my body is full of pain. I hold my head. pull my hair because the pain is too severe. I saw my hands full of hair "I will die".  I started crying. when suddenly someone come into the bathroom "Kyu! I know you were here" he said, and give me a painkiller. "why are you here?" he asked again."because of you. Because of you because you're there, I believe you will come to save me. Because of you  I know I'll never be alone again." I said, swallowing my painkiller . "Kyu. Please do not be like this. You make me feel bad. Each day I pray to God to keeping you alive." he said “Minnie, don’t pray to God to keeping me alive. Pray to God to give strenght to facing this” I smiled. Because I see there’s no way I could survive. NO WAY .  we went back to the class. I already feel better. not because of medicine. I have been taking it many times and it still hurts. But because Minnie is here with me. now he'll always be there beside me and with him I do not have to hide what I've been hiding."we finally go home!" I said to Henry who was taking care his belongings. "yes. at last! Kyu anyway. Are you ill? you look thin and pale. or are you dieting again?" he asked. "no. I'm not sick and not on diet, if I looked as sick as that?" I replied. "Ne. I think you need to go to the doctor!" he said as he left the classroom. this disease is growing very fast. just one month since the doctors told me that my illness has entered the final stage, but I've seen really going to die."Minnie! Do you have any events today?" I asked Minnie who still do math. "no, Kyu what is it?" he replied. "Go with me! I want to be with you this afternoon" I put my arms around his  waist. "haha. you spoiled ! well. I will submit this assignment after that we go". Sungmin POV

we went out to a restaurant not far from the school. "Minnie, if we had graduation will you marry me?" he asked me. how he could be like this?! he do not understand what was happening. he hurt me if he keeps acting as if he had lived without cancer. "Minnie.Please do not  think about my illness." he said. I hold his hand "Kyu. I will marry you . with one condition" I said. "condition? What ?" he must really wants to know. "promise you'll ask to marry you  when we graduated later" I said. I saw him smile "I promised. He kissed my lips" saranghae Minnie "." saranghae Kyu "I smiled.

We walked around the city. "kyu, are you not afraid of your health condition will decline?you need a break instead of a walk with me" I said. I'm worried about him. he asked me to run to a place. Yes. he took me to the candy store where we first met,there was a festival there. "You asked me why I’m not afraid?" he said. I nodded my head. He walked to the festival stage. spoke to some people. "this song is for the person who I love.Sungmin, I'm not afraid because....". he said that in front of many people. Music began to play :  ♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart

It's the end of the world in my mind

Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call

I've been looking for the answer

Somewhere

I couldn't see that it was right there

But now I know what I didn't know

Because you live and breathe

Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help

Because you live,

My world has twice as many stars in the sky

It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again

Cuz of you, made it through every storm

What is life, what's the use if you're killing time

I'm so glad I found an angel

Someone

Who was there when all my hopes fell