Is it impossible? (1/1)

It’s been a while I haven’t see her.  Click. How is she? Click. I miss her. Click.  There, I found our old picture.We looked so happy. I’m sitting on her lap, and put my arms around her and she is hugging my waist.Maybe I should check her Twitter.  Click.  Tiffany Hwang, Tiffany Hwang, Tiffany H- Yes! Found her!  Click. She rarely update her status, maybe she’s busy. Should I call her? Our graduation is just around the corner, maybe I should call her and ask about the graduation thingy. Not that I don’t know about it, it’s just I need some excuses to talk to her.  I picked up my phone, and started to call her.  “Damn it Tae, why your heart beats fast?! Calm down, calm down. Take a deep breath.” I mentally cursed myself.  “Hello?”  And I melted, with just a simple hello. It’s like your voice is a music to my ear.  “Hello? TaeTae, are you there?”  “Y..yeah, I’m here. Hi.” “Hi!” Gosh. I can imagine her eye smile already. “Are you busy?” I asked. “Nope. Why Tae?” “No, I just wondering if you’re going to the graduation ceremony.” Well played Taeyeon, well played. “Yes, of course I am!” You laughed. “Haha..yeah, so did you know about the payment and everything?” “Just about the payment. Hm..Tae, can you help me?” “Yeah sure, what is it?” “Can you help me fill up the document? I’m really busy with my work and I don’t have time to take care of my graduation.”  “Don’t worry about it. I got your back.” I smiled.  “Thanks Tae! Tae, I miss talking to you. How are you? Are you ok? How’s work?”  “I miss you to Fany ah. I’m fine, I’m ok. I quit my job.” I’m happy when she said she missed me. I can’t help but to smile, and fall deeply with this girl.  “Tae..wish me happy ok?” she said suddenly.  “O..ok. For what?” I asked.  “I met this guy, and he is different from any other guy I dated before. I hope our relationship will last long.”   I take a deep breath. I was too late. “Really? How long you guys been dating?” I said while trying so hard to control my voice and my emotions. “It’s been a while. We’ve been texting and calling but we’re not official yet. But we both know that we’re into each other.” You said with those hyper voice of yours. “I see..” “Yep. I like him a lot Tae! Hehe.” “Good for you. Good luck then.” I said. “Thanks Tae. I can’t wait to meet you later!” “Yeah, me too.” “Tae, I got to go. Talk to you later alright?” “Ok bye Fany.”  I sit down on the couch. Staring at the wall. “So..she got someone else.” I said to myself.  I was about to confess to her, but she got someone else. Should I just confess to her or just move on? I looked at our old picture again. I started to cry. Hurt isn’t it? Wanting someone you can’t have. I planned to meet her on graduation day. Drag her to some place, and confess to her. I know the outcome must be bad, she will reject me for sure but it’s like 50-50 chances. Now? 100% for sure she will reject me. She just met her perfect guy, and how can I ruin it?? How long I should wait? How long I have to pretend it’s not hurt when the truth is I’m hurt all the time. I know I won’t have a future with her, but at least…at least give me a chance to be with her. One time. A chance for me to call her mine. Is it impossible?    __________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ AUTHOR'S NOTE : COMMENTS AND SUBSCRIBE.  P/S : IF YOU WERE IN TAE'S SHOES, WHAT WOULD YOU DO? CONFESS YOUR FEELINGS OR MOVE ON?