Im No Belong To You (1/1)

I'm Krystal or should I say my real name, Jung Soojung who was marrying the guy that named Kim Jongin in my age of 19th. o-o-o-o-o-o It's holiday and seems everyone is busy around to look out those souvenirs and stuff like that from the shop in there. I, walking and wandering around like a lost puppy in the middle of crowd and is searching for my own to hand me back. Yeah such a sad though. I'm wandering and thinking, why do I have to be all alone at this time? Why don't I call my friends or even take my sisters out from her fave's bed? Or why don't I- ugh whatever! I don't care! I just want to shopping, that's all!I enter the bag shop. Woohoo! This will be fun soon! Just look! How the luxurious bag was standing proudly in there... How could the bag which over there was calming yet luxurious at the same time?! How could the people, humm.. I mean, the designer of this branded bag could even possibly get the idea for make that amazing bag?! Of course they're all talented and designer after all, you stupid Krys!And I getting up buy those bags fastly before someone can snitch it away from me. No.. no.. that can't be happen. Right baby? *talking to the bags.  I went to the other shop which was isn't far from here. I'm walking with full of exciting to looks for these shirt, mini skirt, jacket, heels, necklace, branded make-up, facial wash, etc. Eventhough I'm still 19th and it can't be call as an adult, but for me as a teenager, I should have look always good in everyone's eyes. I don't want to look ugly in front of people, especially guy. I don't want people would say something like "there's something dirty in your face". No. That wouldn't and never be happen. I bet it.Humm talking about a guy, I'm not good at showing my honest feelings towards them. It just that because all my friends is a girls and I never try to make a friend with some guy who have been pretend to be cool in front of girl. Please, that's not my type! I prefer to choose the tall guy that have a cute and calm face with kind-hearted and always be there for me. Don't forget to handsome as well! And I will look at his fac everytime I want to. Yeah yeah, that's my dreams! I will find this-guy-to-be-my-boyfriend-soon-and-make-him-mine.But, where the hell could I find such kind of that guy?!  o-o-o-o-o-o Oh it's getting late. I'd go home now. Eomma will be mad if I'm shopping for too long. That just wasting my time. She said to me once. She said that shopping just make your money given away to no somebody. Yeah, indeed, but isn't shopping is the right time to do for every woman? Can't woman do such important thing like this? I never what's got into her mind. Likes.. she never shopping or else. Ugh from now omn, I won't care about it anymore and just walked to go home fastly. In the house, I could tell that eonni and eomma were watching some drama that have airing on for the week. They don't seems like bothered or even realize that I've been home, They just laugh then make a sad face and voicing 'ooh' then shut again. I didn't realize that I've been standing for a long ago and realize that they're still watching and I could see the tears were brimming down their faces.'Omg don't tell me that they're just crying over that stupid drama?! Geez...'I cleared my throat and suddenly they turned their head in syncrone and realize that I've returned home."Oh you were back, Krys!", said my eonni."Sweetheart.. when you were back?", eomma ask me.Right.. Too busy watching till doesn't know that her daughter had been home. Ugh my legs is being numb now."Eomma.. I had returned for long ago..", I sighed."Really? Then how can't we know that?""Because you were busy crying over that drama til not realize that your daughter been at home", after that I walked to upstairs quickly leaving them dumbfounded.  I sat on my bed that night. I don't know what to do. Suddenly my mind gone out to my boyfriend. Oh yeah right now is the best timing to think of him. I smile and start wandering around when the first time we met at school. I just in hurry up and keep fastened my speed to go on time to class. But seems like luck wasn't at my side. I fell. On top of someone, exactly. I looked up and my eyes met with the person I just hit into. Oh he is a boy. Hie eyes was intimidating and I could feel blood rushing in my face. I wonder what he think about. W-what if he is a pervert?! What if he is trying to rape me now?! What if-"YAH! What were you thinking about, huh? Get out off of me, you heavy!", he said with annoyed voice.'D-did he just speak to me?! Omg I think I just hallucinating'."N-nothing", yah Jung Soojung, don't show your weak side in font of him! I noted it to myself as I got up and watch him standing over while looking at me with that annoyed face. He looks from my head to toe. Before I could say anything, he has walking back and didn't care to look back. Tsk, this guy!  Krystal laughed at herself after thinking about that. She never knows that their first met would be turn out like that. She still remembers the time they met, the time they introduce themself towards each other, the time they were been so close, from he accompanied her to the mall, walked her home, talking nonchalantly which took 5 hours at cafe, 5 H.O.U.R.S G.U.Y.S!!!!!, he called her at night, saying those sweet words and goodnight with much kisses, texted her, buying a present for her, anything. Really, she never expect that she and him would be a couple now. That guy who always show his annoyed face to everyone. The guy who stole her heart. The guy that named Kim Jongin. Her Jongin. o-o-o-o-o-o That day, in their 1st anniversary of being couple, Krystal and Jongin had a plans to celebrate their anniversary together in somewhere place. Jongin said that he has been looking up for this day and has booking the place so there could be just her and him later. He was getting ready to pick up his girl at 20PM KST. Sure Krystal will be happy about this. She was busy picking the dress, what should she wear now, what colour she should wear. She was in the line of frustrating, she let out a scream and ruffled her hair in frustration. Her sister, Sica, after hearing the screams, went upstairs as fast as she could and forcely open the door, revealing her little sister w