[M] ZICO LET ME LIVE (1/1)

( 3 monthes later )The passed few mouths we were picking out my dress, the brides maid dresses,the venue, music and food we were so booked up with shit. Me and Ji Yong would spend time together talking about the wedding and where to go for our honeymoon were goinng to paris then we would come back to korea and live together as a family with Alicia and Rai Kyung the days started to come together the day of the wedding was just a few days away and Zico..was acting kinda wried lately he would look at me and just smile like if he wasn't angry at the fact that I was getting married. One day he came up to me and said , You know your gonna end up mine again anyways. I looked at him he smiled and walked away What do you mean? I said he just contiuned to walk away Your always gonna be mine weather you like it or not he said in a evily grin I shook my head ignoring what he said day and night Ji Yong called me and I would call him we were to exicted to sleep or eat my mom and sister came back they was so happy for me.Hey mom..wheres alicia I asked her *sigh* sweetie I had to leave her with your aunt ciara because she would want to come she loved chicago but I was able to bring Rai Kyung she said Well thats ok with me I said, Hey Rai how was the air plane ride I said picking my baby up he smiled as he saw me after saying bye to my mom I took Rai Kyung to Ji Yong's house I knocked on the door Ji Yong opend the door with a warm smile Hi babe he greeted we kissed then pulled away, Aww~ is this little Rai Kyung hi big boy he said making him smile he took Rai Kyung and picked him up we entered his house and sat on the couch So how you been babe he asked as he stood Rai kyung up on the floor as he held Rai's two small hands Good not bad I said kissing his cheek goo he said, Rai Kyung can you walk can you said Ji Yong making Rai kyung smile So are you ready for the big day I said he looked at me Of course marring you have been my life long dream baby he said we talked and thought about what we were gonna do the rest of our lives with us married and stuff I got alot of calls from Zico but I just ignored them.Its Zico isn't it said GD I nodded he sighed, Don't worry only one more day baby then well be together forever and ever he said I gave him a warm smile.  ( Night time )  I went home stepped inside all the guys were eatting and watching TV once they saw me walk through the door they came towards me as if they were happy to see me for some reasson Zico's been looking for you said JaeHyo Oh really I never knew I said Whats that Natasha asked B bomb Hu oh this is Rai Kyung I answered all the boys awwed except Taeil and Kyung I took Rai Kyung to my room down the basement I turned to the fan on so air could cool the room off soon enough Zico came into my room he came towards my bed he looked at Rai Kyung with discused face I just rolled my eyes I layed down next to my sleeping baby and stroked his soft hair.I don't want him here said Zico You won't have him here the tomorrow I said not looking at him he chuckled and shook his head He won't be here tomorrow he said I glared a cold glar at him Don't bring him into this Zico I scoffed at him he chuckled I can if I want to bitch he growled Whatever leave now son of a bitch i growled back he stommped away slamming the door closed I sighed in a worry knowing he killed his own brother he's able to kill Ji Yong and Rai Kyung *sigh* god please don't let Zico ruin my day tomorrow please please please I begged to god the night drifted on I sleep with Rai Kyung close to me my arms wrapped around him close so he knew I was there with him as he slept. NO POV- (next morning) the night slowly turned into a bright warm sun filled day Natash woke up happily she got a call from Hyuna saying she was coming over to help her Natasha took a shower and got dressed. they put the dress and all her wedding stuff in hyuna's car they drove off to the church we got there outside Boram, Nicki natasha's sister, Luna and Victoria were waiting for her they helped Natasha with the stuff Hyuna carried baby Rai Kyung in her arms as the entered the church they went to a back room that was in the church they set all the stuff down a makeup artiest puts natasha's make up on. Time passed all the brides maids had there dresses on but Natasha didn't feel good all of a sudden she felt a strange yet worried feeling she did and was gonna marry Ji Yong just that what zico said about being his anyway was worring her and badly she couldn't think about anything else she was left in the room to think time was running out she hasn't even put her dress on it was laying on a chair waiting for her she looked outside a window the sky slowly turned dark sshe sighed Hyuna was  dressed in her brides maid dress carring Rai Kyung in her arms she came towards Natasha. Whats wrong Natasha c'mon put your dress on or you'll be late she said I..I don't know Hyuna its just that...I have a feeling that something will go so wrong Natasha said Hyuna sighed to Like what? hyuna asked Like...Zico Natasha said with a worried face the time came people were waiting for Natasha to come out but still she wasn't ready at all  Ji Yong was also waiting for his bride to be he was also woried that she might not want to get married with him, Now Natasha was in all her rights to be nervous and worried Zico was on his way to ruin her wedding and her life Kyung, P.O, JaeHyo, and U-Kwon enterd the church wearind suties BigBang were on all there full guard when they were here they kept there eyes on them soon Ji Yong was also on full guard but still calm SooYoung entered from the back of the church knowing that Natasha was alone in the back room she took the chance to find her but she wasn't lucky enough Hyuna cought her at the corner of her eye she handed Rai Kyung to Natasha's mom then went to Ji Yong. Keep your guard up somethings gonna happen she said to Ji Yong he nodded in return she quickly began to run after SooYoung.What are you up to skank growled Hyuna she continued to follow SooYoung. And unawear Natasha was in the room un guard not knowing anything she sighed until she heard the door open she stood up with out looking towards the door. So why are you here Natasha said Oh nothing just here to take you away said SooYoung Natasha turned towards the door SooYoung was holding a gun pointed towards Her natasha chuckled and crossed her arms Do what you want Natasha growled and walked towards her Don't make me Natasha Sooyoung growled Natasha smirked and kicked the gun out of SooYoungs hand she grabbed sooyoungs head and banged it agenst her knee sooyoungs head bounced back with a bloody nose she got up and punched natasha to the floor but she quickly got up and punched back slapping her and bitting her chest and neck Natasha grabbed Sooyoung's head and banged it agenst the wall Sooyoung got up with a stumble she grabbed Natasha's collar and pushed her agenst the wall she punched her in the stomach over and over the fight contined until Hyuna came in the room she grabbed Sooyoung's hair and pushed her down Sooyoung growled and attacked Hyuna Natasha got up from the floor and grabbed SooYoung's gun and pointed it towards SooYoung both Hyuna and SooYoung stopped fighting.Now get up and leave bitch Natasha growled Sooyoung got up from the ground with her hands up she walked closer to the door as she was about to leave she kicked the gun away but natasha Kicked  back with her high heel of her shoe making blood flow out of Sooyoungs mouth *sigh* so was she your worry asked Hyunayeah maybe Natasha said, Bitch never trick me! she shouted to sooyoung. SooYoung layed on the floor she opend her eye the gun was inches away from her she grabbed the gun Hyun grabbed natasha and hit the floor Sooyoung shot a bullet but missed both girls Hyuna came to her ne kicked her face again knocking her in a slow coma. The gun shot was heard all the way to where the guest and Ji Yong were they all panicked Ji Yong and BigBang were now anger all the block b members were ready to fight.Keep an eye on them i'll be right back Ji Yong told TOP he walked away U-Kwon followed Ji Yong but was stopped by DaeSung then all his members came towards them Time to fuck shit up said Taeyang under his breath Bigbang began to fight agenst Block b people screamed and shouted as they watched the sence. GD ran trying to get to natasha's room on time before anything else happend but he was a bit to late Zico and Taeil came in they ran as fast as they could they got to natasha room before GD Hyuna and Natasha both staired at them Taeil ran towards Hyuna and held her back Zico came to Natasha but she deffended herself she kicked him he dodged her everymove Zico puched her and slapped her he wrapped his right arm around her neck he had a hanker chif around her mouth slowly Natasha lost her way of moving she slowly fell into a deep deep sleep she stopped moving Zico tied her hands and duck taped her mouth he picked her up bridal style and ran out of the room with her Taeil pushed Hyuna away and ran out with Zico they went to the car Zico placed Natasha in the back seat taeil climbed into the passanger seat and Zico drove away from the chuch. HELP HELP JI YONG HELP~~ she screamed GD finally got the the room inside Hyuna was crying and she had brusies on her arms and face SooYoung was on the floor\What happend..wheres Natasha!! Ji Yong asked in a panickIt was Zico and Taeil they took her away you have to hurry and get her back before they do somthing to her Ji Yong said Hyuna in a panickI will I will don't worry he said as he ran out of the room back to the front of the church BigBang and Block B were fighting people were outside the church in fright as the two gangs fought, B bomb punched taeyang away he took his gun out and pointed it to Ji Yong he shot the bullet Ji yong was down then all the block b members fled the sence leaving Bigbang wounded they rushed over to there leader who wasn't responding to anything that they shouted at him. JI YONG ANSWER ME JI YONG~!! yelled TOP but is was useless he didn't answer back people called an ambulance paramedics took Ji Yong to the hospital paramedics rushed him into the emergency surgery room the doctors did all they could at last they found a responce in Ji Yong's heart the doctors sighed they took the bullet out it the bullet had made contact with Ji Yongs back two more inches above and it would have hit his right lung. They put him in a recovery room to heal he need a breathing mask to help him breath for days and for days he was in a coma because the day he got shot his he landed head first which shotoff his mind for some days and day by day his gang wouldn't stop looking for Natasha they put on flyers, offered a reward, even put a commercial on TV but nothing no one knew where she was one one knew where Zico took if he took her out of the city or if he even took her out of the country it was frustrating for Ji Yong's gang to look for her and worst of all Block B was erased from the gang map they were no where to be found B bomb dissapeard, Kyung dissapeard, Jaehyo dissapeard ever last member from Block B was no where to be found it was like the earth ate them whole.----------------------------------------------------------------Natasha POV- I slowly cracked my eyes open I was in a dark room I couldn't see anything I was on a mattress at the far left side of the room was a window that shined the moon light in that was they only light I had.Ji Yong. I said softly I slowly moved my hands over the bed I felt a body next to me I sighed knowing it was Ji Yong  I placed my head on his chest Ji Yong I barley remeber anything from the wedding hon I said with a chuckleUh~ nice guess but..no he said, i'm Zico he said I gasped and quickly jumped back he laughed and chuckled What...no your playing with me stop!! I said he laughed again Think what you want but Ji Yong is gone Natasha said Zico NO! he's not I remeber clearly...the makeup lady was putting my makeup on and then....then...I --..clearly remember then I...I... the thoughts just didn't come to my mind I was in blank mode I sighed and gave up Yeah I thought so..you gave me no choice natasha you made me if you never went to that church wanting to get married with Ji Yong we would be fine but no the girl had to say yes to him. he scoffed Well i'm sorry Jiho but YOUR the one that left ME no choice..you got abusive with me started to hit me almost killed me once I was and still am that you might do it again!! I shouted he chuckled I crossed my armsWhatever hon but as long as your alive your staying here with me..forever he said I widen my mouth and eyes untangling my armsWHAT!!.. no no no Jiho get over me its over you have a daughter Haw Young and--NO she's not my daughter Alicia is not Haw Young he said JIHO DAMMNIT!!!...*sigh* yes she is but alicia is 2 years old now an Haw Young is barley a 1 month old she needs you alicia she isn't here she's in america with the rest of my family she's happy..but Haw Young who's gonna drop her off at school like you did to Alicia..hu who tell me..who's gonna feed her like you did to Alicia when she was a 1 month old who tell me who's gonna be her father figure in Haw Young's life tell me I said Zico didn't answer my question I walked to wards him he leaned back on the wall with a sigh I was right infront of him I wrapped my left around my slim body and my right arm placed on Zico's right cheek stroking it softlyIts hard natasha... you don't know how--..hard it is I mean *sigh* ever since we were in school i've always wanted you by my side but it was always hard other guys would ask you out and they would push me out of the way so they would have a chance to talk to you insted of me..One day I gathered the strength to ask you out but my brother *sigh* he found out and that day I got the worst beating of my day.{ flash back } No POV- It was a normal day like no other Jiho made his way to school with his neat school uniform. In his hand he hand a flower and a red heart shapped paper  that said " ! I love you Natasha ! " and a love quote on it. in his mind he was nervous but on the outside he looked calm and ready to ask Natasha out he passed through the school gatesand when inside the school there was a big crowd of boys in the middle of them was Natasha with her smiled she made Jiho melt he blushed at her smiled and took a deep breath. *sigh* ok ok I can do this just go up to her no matter what and say...will you go out with me, Simple nothing more nothing less then wait for her answer yes ok *sigh* 1 2 3 he said and walked towards the crowed got to the crowed of boys every boy looked at him and chuckled to the light side his brother Junhyung glared at him and in the middle Natasha smiled at him Neh can I help you she said ah ah...can..um here here--..her you go Natasha this is for you Jiho said as he gave her the flower and note as he bowed to her Natasha chuckled as she read the note Jiho lifted his face to she her wonderful smile Um whats this for? she asked him Oh um I wanted to..ask..if this satrday you were busy and if you weren't we could maybe go to the movies or somthing he said all the boys laughed in his face, they chuckled not able to hold there laughter back ...*sigh*...YAH~! shh shouted Natasha all the guys quite down, Um..Jiho is it she said Zico nodded his head in a cute way Natasha chuckled and cupped his right cheek he felt the warmth of her hands and smiled *sigh* listen Jiho I..I can't...its not that I don't want to because look at you your..cute you really are and I really like you..as a friend only and i'm not looking for a relastionship at the time ok sorry she said his heart broke into pieces he jerked away from her touch Well then..nevermind he said Natasha felt bad as he walked away Jiho walked away tears flowed down his eyes he quickly wipped them away he went into the restroom he took his glasses off and washed his face he looked into the mirror in the mirror he saw his older brother Junhyung and his crew behind him he came closer towards Jiho. So you want to go out with her..huh..stupid ass Junhyung cursed and punched jiho in the stomach jiho fell on the floor with pain all of Junhyung's crew started to punch,hit and torcher Jiho Junhyung just watched as his brother suffered with a wide smile on his face....*laughing* ok ok stop thats enough said junhyung his cew stopped and backed off of Jiho his little brother was on the floor with a bloody nose,mouth and brusies everywhere on his body Junhyung came up and kicked his brother in his stomach Jiho coughed up blood then he took his little brothers glasses and broke them in two pieces he dropped them on the floor and stompped on them.he leaned down to his brother's left ear and said, Keep your head down from now on and stay away from her or else do you understand he said Jiho nodded, Huh..DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME YES OR NO!! Junhyung screamed Yes I..--I understand hyung I he said Junhyung chuckled and gave him one last kick before leaving the restroom with his crew his brother strugling to get up and get stabbled again his glasses were broken so he couldn't see very well he stummbled out of the restroom and into the nurses office.What happend to you said the nurse Nothing I--..I fell nothing big he said Nothing big but look at yourself Woo Jiho said the nurse JUST!...just can you call my mom and tell her to bring my other pair of glasses and do you have an ice pack or something he asked the nurse sighed and did as he told her{ end of flash back } NO POV- *sigh* I know Zico it was my fault I should have said yes to you she said No no its not its mine I never should have said what I said Zico sighed Natasha leaned in and kissed his lips she pulled away and walked back to the mattress she layed down and covered her self with a blanket the was there Zico looked at her with a low look he walked over to her and layed next to her they slept throught the night day came natasha got up from bed Zico was sound asleep she looked around the room there was a door she slowly walked to the door slowly opening it ---------------------------------------------------------Natasha POV-I stepped out of the room the old house was cold and lonely I sighed and looked out a window on the outside it had steel bars like a prison. I took a deep breath.. it was horrible, life in that small period of time with zico in that house was horrible we would go out every three weeks to buy food and new clothes it was a nightmare that I never woke up from everywhere we went I had to use a mouth cover to cover my mouth and dark sunglasses I had to dye my hair a diffrent color so people wouldn't reconize me and everywhere we went Zico would hold my hand like if i was a child. It was hard at times we would be in the store and I would want to scream out and say that he kiddnapped me but I couldn't I don't know what kept me from doing that *sigh* god I wish this would end please let this end god please god please!!!Its been at least two months since I haven't seen GD, life with Zico is life from hell he forces me to have sex with him when I don't want to he treats me badly. Now the hitting has become..an everyday thing theres not a day that he won't hit me some times for no fucking reasson I loved Zico but now I want to get away from him FOREVER.