[M] Chapter 30 (1/1)

Natasha POV- It was hard to calm down, After everyone else left it was only Me,My mom and sister,and Junhyung's parents I was on the ground junhyung's mom next to me we were still crying rain pouring down on us JunHyung's dad told us to get up off the ground but we didn't want to so his dad placed an umbrella over us, night came I finally stopped crying but my head was filled with unhappy thoughts my eyes were red and puffy from the crying I had to see zico to give him a pices of my god damn mind I knew perfectly where he was if he killed Junhyung then i'm killing him!, I went to his house and knocked firiously on the door seconds later it swung open.What the hell man! he shouted I slapped his face he looked at me in shock WHY!!...WHY~ ANSWER ME YOU ASSHOLE!!! I screamed he grabbed my arms and through me inside the house I fell on the floor but quickly got up as I wiped my tears away I was off guard he punched my down again I covered my cheek as th pain turned it a bright red color.First of all shut the hell up, second bitch don't talk to me like that who the hell do you think you are, third why the hell would you let Junhyung get you knocked up..HOE!! he yelled I stood up Because you cared more about yourself then me!! I shouted back OH SO I NEVER CARED ABOUT YOU!! YEAH NEVER HAVE YOU CARED ABOUT ME NEVER!!! I shouted earning a well punch and slap beating from zico he grabbed my hair and slamed me agenst the wall the left side of my face hit the wall making a wound on the corner of my eyebrow he came towards me and grabbed mmy hair again punching my on my neck and chest I fell on the floor and coughed out blood after two more hours of punching and hurtful abuse I was in a corner in the living room with my knees to my chest and trying not to cry Zico heavy breathed and staired at me with a death glare tears filled my eyes and I started to cry his angry look slowly faded away he ran his fingers through his braids them came closer to me I panicked.no no please no no--..no more please *sniff sniff*..I'm sorry for disrespecting you oppa I--...I am please no more I said he sighed and sat infront of me he tried to stroke my hair but I turned my head away he sighed and sat closer he grabbed me and pulled me into a hug I quickly pushed him away and stood up he did to.Natasha...I never--- he tried to say but I ran upstairs and hid in a room I heard footsteps coming up the stairs the door opend I gasped Zico closed the door.( Now Playing:www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=I3QfiRaZv90 ) Baby i'm sorry I never met to hurt you I swear he said now crying as well I shook my head not believing him I stood at the end of the room Zico picked me up and layed me on the bed he was ontop of me Leave me alone I said softly he shook his head he leaned in and kissed my neck slowly leading to my lips as he kissed me I didn't kiss back i just cried softly as tears ran down my eyes he tore my shirt and skirt I was wearing I cried harder zico held my hands over my head he was to strong for me to ungrip him he unclipped my bra and sucked on my nipples bitting and licking them I bit my lips holding a moan back I didn't want to enjoy this I wanted to get away from him he took all his clothes off he did the same to me then he thrusted him member inside me I shouted in pain I arched my back he coutnied to thrust in and out without stopping my tears couldn't stop coming out either I placed my hands on his shoulders trying to push him away the pain was to much for me.STOP STOP ZICO~ I begged, please stop I said softly but he didn't listen insted he went faster I continued to cry my eyes out hating myself for doing this he held my chest close to his face Nat..natasha I love you he said I..--don't I said under my breath he continued then he pulled out his cum all over my stomach he let me go I fell on the bed he kissed my lips I jerked my head away he sighed and as he stood up and walked to the bathroom I couldn't stop crying its hard when from on day to another you loose your love and then the person you DON'T love comes..and..distroys your life. ( Next Day ) I got up from bed and looked in the mirror I still had my bruises I sighed and got changed into new clothes   As I walked down stairs Zico was there watching TV I sighed and slowly walked down stairs his eyes shot a cold glare towards me it sent shivers down my back I gulpped as I walked passed him my eyes got cought as I saw his gun on the table I panicked but slowly walked to the kitchen I opend a can of soda and slowly drinked the cold beverage I walked to the steps as I was on the first step Zico called my name.Natasha..come here he said I gulped and placed my drink down on a lamp table I walked towards him i stood on his right side he looked up at me then stood up I stepped back he chuckled he took a few steps closer to me until he was close enough his hands tangled with mine he leaned in closer to the side of my face he slowly kissed my neck I untangled my hands and placed them on his chest.Stop oppa please no I said but he didn't listen he pushed my down on the couch he climbed over me I started to push him away.NATASHA DON'T YOU LOVE ME ANYMORE!!! he shouted I staied quite he chuckled then climbed off of me he grabbed his gun I gulped and loaded it. Please don't kill me I said under my breath as my chest filled with air and defalted with air in a fast motion my heart pounded in fear of his next move he looked at me he had a hard grip on the gun with a full amount of force he hit me with his gun I fell on the floor spiting out blood as I slowly touched my face the top right side of my eyebrow was bleeding my right cheek hurt to I looked up at Zico as my eyes watered up he chuckled at my pain with a smirk. Huh all you do is cry stupid bitch! he scoffed and spit on my face I sniffed and wipped my tears away he grabbed his jaket and headed out the door I couldn't help but to cry I couldn't help myself anymore I couldn't take the pain I just couldn't it was to much my phone rang I quickly answered. ---------------------------------------------------------( phone callNA: Hello?MM: hey sweetie how are you feeling?NA: Hi mom i'm...fine I guess I said touching my bleeding eyebrow and groaned MM: well I don't know if its ok with you but I think you should be alone for the moment and so I want to take the kids to chicago to meet the rest of the family..if that alright with you of course. My mom asked NA: Yeah I think..that thats for the best I just can't take care of them and have this pain in my chest about loosing Junhyung..so when do you want to take them I asked MM: when ever you wish she said NA: how about...next week I said MM: sure ok i'll book the flights and everything ok don't worry just think good thoughts, breath, lead a happy life and just continue a nice healthy life ok sweetie she said NA: Yes mom I understand I said MM: well honey i'll go do the flight booking and i'll call you later ok bye hon take care NA: of course mom bye bye End of call ) ----------------------------------------------------As I hung up I didn't feel good my whole face hurt, my feelings were hurt I was distroyed litteraly nothing else could go wrong in my life I went to the Bathroom and cleaned my face off I then heard Rai Kyung cry I hurried up stairs and quickly carried him I rocked back and forth with him in my arms I gave him a bottle he quickly became quite I set him down on his crib I sighed and cupped my forehead and ran my hands through my hair since Zico wasn't coming home anytime sooner I changed clothes. shorts, shirt, hair, & accsesories_                            ( that night -Time: 11:45 pm) As I watched TV I looked at the clock it was super late and Zico wasn't home yet and yet again I just didn't worry about him I didn't have the nerver to, the door slammed open and in walked Zico with his gang and other girls they looked like hookers just ugly sluts I growled under my breath and raised my left eyebrow I stood up and crossed my arms Zico slammed the door close him, his whole gang and the sluts were looking at me the sluts looked at me with glares and dumb ass smirks I just gave them a death glare. YAH~ where the hell were you Zico!! I shouted then a slut comes and wraps her left arm around Oppa who's she the slut said I widen my eyes and rose both my eyebrows " Oppa " who the hell does she think she is. Oh she's..just the maid he said I gasped at his answer the sluts laughed as I gasped Zico laughed to he took his slut and went up stairs me and his slut bumpped shoulders I quickly brushed her touch off of me the rest of his gang followed there leaderAHH  I HATE YOUR MUTHAFUCKIN' ASS ZICO. I shouted SHUT THE FUCK UP BITCH he shouted back I gasped once again I opend the door roughly as I opend the door one of zico's members was infront of me I took a deep breath Um--...., I didn't say anything he smiled Hey i'm Taeil he said not that I cared what his name was Um..he--..hello I said slowly with my arms crossed, are you with Zico or something?Oh yeah but i'm just gonna stay out here I don't wanna intrude or anything he said I nodded as I understood I stepped out of the house and closed the door he was so close to me I bowed and then moved out of his way I sat down on the sidewalk trying to think over what Zico said to that slut seconds later Taeil sat next to me we looked at eachother without saying a word just smiling and smirking until he broke the silence between us.So..whats..wrong he asked I quickly looked at him Um...nothing I said he scooted closer C'mon...tell taeil about your problems he said close to my face I blushed and covered my smile he smiled to, So.. seriously whats wrong Natasha he asked ..you..you know me I said he nodded, hu ya see you know me but I don't know you I said he chuckled Thats because you have boyfriend thats a little over protective he said I smiled Well more like Ex we're not together anymore I said Really why? Well...nothing just forget it i said he frowned C'mon tell me i'm a great listener he said I shook my head in a cute way, c'mon say it say it he said tickling my cheek I laughedNo stop oppa please I said laughing in happiness we paused and looked at eachother a silence came in he scooted closer to me now there were no gaps in between us.You..have a beautiful..smile he said I blushed Thank you oppa I said softly he looked toward the house then back at me he leaned in slowly then stopped like he wanted to kiss me but yet again he didn't want to die he was just a few centemeters away from my lips I closed the small gap between our lips he slowly kissed back but only just for a few minutes then pulled back I stood up and brushed the dirt off of me he stood up to as I was gonna walk back into the house he warpped his arms around my waist and kissed me again his l fet his left hand tangled with my left hand he pulled his lips away from mine but our faces were still together he looked towards the house I looked at him with a still face not really anything to say he held my hand and walked me towards the door he opend the door and peeked his head inside.Yah Hyung i'll be right back he shouted no getting a responce from the moaning and groaning coming from upstairs I was shocked at the sounds from, Ohhh Zico don't stop, To, Make me yours all night ahhh, And,  oooo yeah yeah faster oppa ahhhh. I was shocked I wanted to go upstairs and give Zico a piece of my mind but Taeil held me back I sighed in an angry way and rolled my eyes Don't let it go to your head he said stroking my cheek and kissing me passionatly he closed the door and we started to walk away from the house he held tightly onto my hand.Tae..Taeil where are we going I said Somewhere we can have fun baby he said a couple more streets and blocks more we got to a club called " club inferno " I looked at him and he looked at me we contiuned to walk we went around the back Taeil I don't feel like parting tonight nor ever I said pulling away from his hand grip he looked at me with cute soft eyes that melted my body and made my legs wobble he took my hand again the knocked o nthe back door the door suddenly opend a bouncer looked at us both then made way for us to pass a dragged me inside the club apearently he had this planed a watiress came to up and showed us a VIP table that had a reserved sighn on it on top of the table was a bottle of Champain and italian Vodka Taeil sat down and sat me down on his lap he began to kiss me with lust I pulled back he chuckledC'mon baby girl relax here have a drink he said giving me a cup of champian I slowly drinked the cold alcoholice drink trying to forget about Zico and the slut one after the other taeil gave me a song came on that just made Taeil drag me to the dance floor. ( Now playing: www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=0bplBnhO84Y ) I had a cup of champain in my hand he placed his hands on my butt we moved from side to side smiling at eachother I put my free left arm around his neck he sang in my ear sending chills down my back he turned me around now my back was facing him my butt was so close to his zipper his hands were now on my zipper slowly moving up and down I bit my bottom lip as the song continued we went to our table he poured more drinks he drank to he was the last one to finish the champain bottle I wasn't drunk I was in on my way there but I stopped drinking because by the looks of taeil he wasn't gonna stop.( three hours later )Taeil wasn't drinking anymore not that there was anything more to drink both bottles were empty.C'mon Oppa lets go I said wrapping his right arm over my shoulder I dragged him out of the club through the back door same way we came in he didn't last three seconds before making a sence luckily I calmed him down he sat down on the ground I bend down next to him.Natasha..natasha..natasha he repeated Yes oppa i'm here I said before we left a bartender gave him a bottle of beer he drinked it long sip by long sip as he took a sip of the beer he burped in my face, ewwww~ oppa~ yuck I said he laughed I frowned No no but seriously now um...wanna..wanna--..can you..what was I gonna say he said in a drunken mode I rolled my eyes, Oh right um can you take.. take...take me home he said Neh~ oppa I said he stood up he drank the rest of the beer in the bottle then through the bottle on the ground braking it into pieces I wrapped his arm around my neck with his drunk hand he stroked my cheek kissing it and licking my neck I moaned but then I unwrapped his arm he fell on the ground YAH~ st..stop or else i'll leave you here I said *sigh* fine fine whatever you say he said then stood up I stopped a taxi we both got inside I gave the driver the addres he took us there we both got out of the taxi we stummbled to the front door I searched his pokets for the keys I found them in his right pocket I opend the door and helped him inside as he stumbled inside I walked behind him and closed the door he walked to the couch throughing himself on it.Ahhhhh~ shit I don't feel good he said huh wait until the next morning your gonna be throughing up every where with your drunk ass I said under my breath rolling my eyes and smirking as I crossed my arms he looked up at me, Well i'm off thanks for the clubbing night oppa seeya soon I said heading to the door WAIT!! he shouted I walked over to him again he grabbed he neck and pulled me closer to him he kissed my lips passionatly I kissed back mmmm..mmmmm~ I moaned trying to get air I then pulled away and gasped for air he chuckled and stood up he squeezed my boob and walked upstairs I looked at his every move well c'mon then he said I followed him up stairs and into his bedroom I walked inside he did to the light were off he pushed me onto the bed and climbed over me Oppa s--..stop no get off I said he didn't he kissed my neck and chest he pulled my shirt off and unbuttoned my shorts and pulled them down with my panties cought to, Taeil please stop I begged he spead my legs apart he put his hands around my thighs.Mmmm wanna get fucked he said I shook my head he chuckled his head went down to my core kissing and licking it he pushed his tounge deep into my core moving it in and out making me wet after every passing minuteAhhhhh Taeil mmmmm I moaned I grasped the bed sheets as I felt his tounge swirling inside my eating my out with force, OOOOOO TAEIL FASTER MMMMM FASTER I moaned he did as I told him my cum came out on his tounge like water I bit my bottom lip he took his clothes off and unclipped my bra.Mmmmmm sexy body you have he said I smiled then blushed as I looked at his member size he spread my legs open and placed them on his shoulders his hands on my boobs squeezing them in a rough way he slowly inserted his member. It was hard because of his large size but it was finally in me I groaned and bit my lips in pain he began to thrust into me; my core was now in pain faster and faster not stopping increasing his speed making my lungs scream as loud as they could sweat drops pouring down from my forehead hte bed shook wildly with force.AHHHHH YES YES YES YES MMMMMMM TAEIL DON'T STOP DON'T STOP AHHHHHHH I moaned in pleasure he pulled out and with his hands on my back he picked me up sat me down on his member his arms were wrapped around my body his head on my stomach and me bouncing on his member AHHH YEAH YEAH MMMMM FASTER NATASHA FASTER OOOOOO~!! he shoulded I did as he told me he sucked and licked my neck in such a hot way I wanted more of him he then grabbed my waist and made me move up and down making me scream out the top of my lungs Ahhhhh natasha i'm almost there just a little more just...ah oooo a little more.....AHHHHHHHHH SHIT he cused as his cum shot out of his member I quickly jumped off I layed on the bed looking at the ceiling as air entered and exited my lungs Taeil layed down beside me he kissed my neck down to my stomach and back to my lips did you like it he said I nodded then layed on my stomach showing my tattoo I sighed and layed my head on a pillow Taeil's index finger traced over my tattoo, Whats wrong baby girl..tell me c'mon he begged kissing my tattoo licking my earblow shirvers went down my back; at this point I hated myself for doing this I betrayed Junhyung and the love I had for him I just want to kill myself right now, Taeil's hand went down to my butt slowly squeezing it I moaned I looked towards him he kissed my lips softly I'm fine Taeil thanks for worring about me I said he smiled as he continued to kiss my back going down to my butt kissing it lightly Tell me natasha have you ever played...as a nurse in a sex role play? he asked No why? I answered Oh nothing just that..I thought you could be my nurse and i'll be your doctor for a chance. he seductivly says into my ear I moan and turned around so that now i'm facing him once again Well I guess I could just once~, I moan in his ear he smirks I stood up as placed as a nurse Miss. natasha your a wonderful nurse, taeil said in his best actingThank you doctor Taeil. I said back to him as he sat on the edge of the bed his dick getting hard once again. Doctor taeil your seem tense, I said in a serious way as I stood infront of him butt naked my hands on his shoulder messaging him a littleMmmmm miss. matasha please turn around for me. he says  See anything you...like? I asked twirling around Mmmm I see so much I like. He groans I turned around so he could see my ass Taeil grabbeds my hips and pulls me down on his dick I was already wet his dick slides up my anus AHHHHHHHHH TAEIL!! I shouted my hands gripped his lap trying to pull myself offMmmmm miss your hole is so tight~!, he groaned Ah ah hmph...please mr.taeil not so rough ahhhh! I begged as he moved my up and down on him Ahhhh shit your the hottest nurse i've ever seen! taeil breathed in my ear making me moan Neh and your the doctor with the biggest dick i've ever fucked!! I moaned back Your enjoying yourself aren't you ahhhh shit its so tight,Mr.Taeil faster uhhhhhh i'm you little naughty nurse fuck me!! I shouted he took my hips with a hard grip and moved me in a circle motin grinding me down on his dick, AHHHHHHH MR.--- AHHHHHH FUCK MMMM OOOOOO, I shouted feeling so dirty yet so pleasured faster and faster until I felt that my anus was sore I ungripped taeil from my hips and stood up heavy breathing Uh miss we're not done yet? he says in a confused way Neh I know but I like to kiss you while you fuck me. I moaned as I sat on top of taeil our faces looking at eachother our lips kissed in a wet sloppy way his hands on my hips holding me in place I began to bounce on and off him at a fast speed Oh! Mr.taeil mmmmmm your so-- big-- BIG!! I shouted as I was riding him out    And your good at riding Uhhhh shit! he groaned I leaned my head back enjoying even minute, AHHHHH Nurse i'm cumming ah ah ah AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! taeil shouted Mr.Taeil nooo your gonna get me pregnant! I whined like a little kid bitting my top lip but still he pulled me down on him his cum filled me up, Mr.taeil Ahhhh it feels so good mmmmm fill me up yes yes yess ahhhhh! I whined in pleasure opening my legs more apart ramming down on him harder Ahhhh Miss.natasha--- please control yourself! he acted No I need more! ahhh mr.taeil fuck me! I shouted gripping his shoulders bouncing on him harder his cum continued to fill me upAHHHHHHHHHHH YEAH YEAH YEAH OOOOO MR.TAEIL MMMM YOUR DICK NEVER STOPS CUMMING!! Ishouted as his cum never stopped his cum overflowed my pussy flowling down my inner thighs.Miss.natasha your outta control! taeil moaned in my ear Its because of you baby i'm crazy; you make me go crazy! I shouted bouncing on him taeil dropped down on the bedMiss-- ahhhhh god your mmmm--, Shhhhh baby don't say a word your so turned on right now aren't you. I said placing my index finger on his lips he nodded in return I smirked I continued to ride him until I began to get tired taeil was on his last cum shots my body slowly came to a stop I fell down on the bed beside taeil with a long deep sighYou've never gone all out with a guy like that have you? he asked as he held me in his arms Ani never, I simply said back; Taeil. I said in a soft voice Neh? he said Kiss me. I said he smirked and gladly kissed my lips softly I kissed back his lips went down to my neck sucking on it making marks claiming me as his, Taeil~ I moaned with my eyes closed with one hand I cupped his cheek while with the other I grasped the bed sheets trying to control myself his lips continued to mark me I had hickeys all over my body including my stomach I-- I like you taeil, I said in a moanYou like me? whats that about your suppost to say you love me not like me! he said in a confused voice as he sat up on the bed I sat up as wellNeh baby I know but its best that you don't get mixed in this shit believe me baby its not easy having to life with zico killing his brother and now you I don't think I could take so much pain. I said Oh ok then..I love you no matter what you just said he smirks I chuckled as I shook my head at his dorkiness.Minutes later we fell asleep his arms wrapped around my waist not letting go I felt guilty inside and not for a second did it dissapear. The next morning I got dressed Taeil took me home we entered the house bottles of beer and ash of cigars everywhere I quickly went up stairs into Alicia and Rai Kyung's room luckily that was the only room that was still neat, clean and had a clear fresh smell they had a fan to give them more air so that was good so they didn't have to breath in the nasty air out in the livingroom and other places in the house I closed the door so the durty air wouldn't get in their room, Taeil got all of his gang members and the rest of the sluts out of the house there was only Zico and his slut I growled as I enerted the room he was sleeping soundly and his slut right next to him to I growled making fist with my hands but then I took a deep breath and sighed.