too much pain (1/1)

Sehun hasn’t come home for 3 days. Eillen was so worried she hasn’t eat properly for the past 3 days and her condition wasn’t getting good either. She was so depressed she locks herself in their shared room. The maids in their house were so sad and felt pity toward the couple, even the maids miss the sweet and lovey dovey couple they used to be. Yesterday eillen finally came out from the bedroom and she looked like a zombie, literary. She was so pale and lifeless, she was so skinny, she has the ‘panda eyes’ even worst that she has ever have. When she met the maids she only smiled a little not because she wanted to, but because she was too weak and hurts inside. Today was still the same, the husband still hasn’t come home and the wife still getting worse than ever. to be their surprise the door bell rings and luhan was standing there dazzlingly. He smiled to the maid and asked where eillen was. After the maid told him she also told him everything about her condition he was in the verge of tears. He couldn’t believe that sehun was actually has someone that love him so much. He knew exactly that eillen loved sehun, but he expect to know that eillen was hurt so much because of sehun and still chose to be with him, he never realize how bad sehun’s changed hit her. He couldn’t even describe how horrible her condition right now. He went upstairs to her room and knocked on the door slowly hoping that his sister in law wanted to opened the door. Since he was so close with sehun he always considering that eillen was his sister in law too, because sehun was just like a brother to him. “eillen-ah~ this is luhan oppa could you please open the door for me sweety?” luhan asked her there was no sound that could be heard, not even a single voice “eillen I’m serious please open the door for me I really need to talk to you”  luhan knocked louder on the door this time. still there wasn’t any sign of her. “eillen I warn you open the door or I’ll break it in hana… dul… se-“ before he could finished his sentence the door opened and there standing eillen. She even smiled weakly and greeted luhan. Luhan was so speechless he couldn’t even say a word after saw her condition. He immediately pulled her into a tight hug and she couldn’t help but cry “I- i- I’m okay oppa… do- don’t worry” she says softly and gently pulled back from the hug and went to the bed. If she stand any longer she believed that she would fall because she didn’t have energy left. Luhan went to sit beside her “oppa… I’m sorry, but I think I will let him go… i- I just want hi- him to be- be hap- happy… if being with someone else will make him happy then I will let him go oppa… even if it hurts me badly i- I will try to not think about it as long as he’s happy… “ she was crying, but still managed to smiled weakly and turned her head to face luhan “why don’t you ask for divorce?” luhan asked her bravely “never oppa” she looked hurt when luhan asked her that “I will never do that… because… I love sehun oppa and I have promised to GOD to be his wife and I will never break that promise, but… if he asks me then I guess I have no other choice than agree so that means I will have to do that even though I don’t want to”  she said looking down at her feet. “I cant believe I say this, but you deserve better eillen-ah~” luhan looked at her with sad eyes she just pouted slightly and shock her head “he’s the best for me oppa and he always will” tears fell down on her cheek luhan couldn’t believe the girl in front of him. He couldn’t believe that she would say that, he couldn’t believe that she would stay with sehun, he couldn’t believe that she has a heart like hers, he just couldn’t believe this situation.     After a long talk with luhan eillen felt slightly better, then luhan said goodbye and a few seconds later sehun came home with angry face on his. He slammed the bedroom door and made eillen shocked. Eillen was so happy to saw her husband back. “JUST FOR A FEW DAYS I’M GONE AND NOW YOU’RE ALREADY HITTING ON SOMEONE ELSE?! MY OWN HYUNG?! HUH?! WHAT KIND OF WIFE ARE YOU?!” sehun yelled at her. She couldn’t believe her own ears. Did he just said that to her? She kept calmed herself, but she couldn’t take it and started to cry “NO NEED TO CRY YOU MORON! IF YOU’RE TIRED WITH ME NO NEED TO SEDUCE MY HYUNG IDIOT!! YOU COULD’VE JUST AKS ME FOR DIVORCE?!” sehun was so mad until he didn’t even realize what have he said eillen still managed to smiled a little even though it hurt her badly to heard sehun said such things about her which was not true “oppa… I don’t even think to do that… luhan oppa just visited me” she said weakly “YEAH??WHY?? LOOKING FOR HIS ATTENTION WHEN YOU CANT HAVE MINE?! HUH?! CHEAP GIRL!!” sehun said while glaring at her inside she felt like she’s dead. Every words that came out from sehun’s mouth were beyond expectation. She didn’t know how bad was her heart she even couldn’t feel how much pain he had caused by his words. her heart felt numb. “I’m not oppa I will never to that… actually I want to tell you something” she said softly while holding her tears “I want you to be happy oppa… and if that means let you go with someone eles… then I will even though I honestly don’t want to and it hurts me, but I just want to make you happy… I will never ask for divorce oppa not now not ever it’s all up to you” she said softly “you’re sick person!” he mumbled eillen couldn’t take it anymore she bowed to sehun and left the room. She went down and she almost slip fall from the staircase because she’s too weak, sehun saw it, but he held himself to help her. She smiled to the maids that helped her and went to the front door. She took a deep breath and opened the door. She went out from the house. Sehun just couldn’t believe with what he saw ‘she left?!’ he thought.      Eillen was walking until she saw a bench on the park she sit there alone playing with her wedding ring. She remembered all their sweet moments long time ago. She was crying yet shaking at the same time. she missed the old sehun she missed her love so much. Then suddenly there was a shooting star and she immediately made a wish “Dear LORD, I just want to make sehun oppa happy” she wished after she said her sentence she opened her eyes and suddenly her wedding ring fell down and she quickly ran to grabbed it. it landed on the road and she immediately picked it and kissed it softly she quickly putted it on and suddenly there was a bright light coming towards her, when she turned to looked what it was a car that so fast hit her. Her body felt numb all she could smell was… blood. She was scared sooooo scared, her free hand reached out for the finger where the wedding ring was and held it tightly like never want to let it go. The last word she said before everything turned black was “oppa…”