Goodbye. See you UP THERE (1/1)

I open his ward door. There he is again. It have been two years he stay here. I change the water in the vase and put new flower in it. I scrub his face. It is smooth although it is pale. His lips which is always kiss me  right now pale. The eyes that is always watch me before right now always close. He didn't deserve all this. He deserve better life. I kiss his forehead. Move too his lips and then to his earlobe. He open his eyes an blink cutely to me."Hey. You are here." He muttered to me but clearly for me to hear."Hurm." I said while nodding my head."I want some water. Can you get it for me?" I take it and give him the water."Are you hungry? I brought some food for you. Your favourite food. Chicken." I can see he giggling."Thank you Jun. I know you will bring it for me. That is why you are the best boyfriend ever. Thanks cuz always by my side even though I will leave you soon.""Seung. What are you talking about? Don't say like that please.. You know that I always love you Jang Hyunseung." He smile weakly at me."I know that Jun. Jun, it feel a bit stuffy here. Can you take me a walk please?" I nod and take a wheelchair for him. I put him on the heel chair and we go to the hospital park."Jun,you know what? I feel happy everytime you are by my side. I don't want to leave you." He said while tears falling down. One by one."I know about that. That is why you can't leave me because I feel the same thing as you. So,don't give up on me neh?" He nodded weakly. I sat on the bench and rest there."Jun,if I leave you,will you move on?""Nope and I won't. Because you won't leave me." He chuckle slightly."Jun,just promise me neh? You have to remember this. Everytime,every minute,every second. I always love you. No matter what.""Seung,you don't have to remind me. You are my one and only. And I promise you. I always love you too." I said and wating for reply. I turn my head and see Hyunseung look at his feet. No. He faint. Blood trickling down from his nose. I shake his body. I brought him to his room. The doctor pull me outside. He treat Hyunseung. The door wide open. The doctor tell me to go in. I come in and sit by Hyunseung's side and hold his cold hand."Jun,my time has come. Please,promise me to move on if I gone. P-Please. Promise me." He said weakly while crying."Please. Don't leave me. You promised me. Please.""I-I c-can't. It hurts. P-Please take care of yourself and our love. I-I L-Love You.""Seung,don't say that please. You promised me." I said while tears flowing down."Jun,can you s-smile for m-me. F-For the l-last time? P-Please." He said to me while mouthing 'please' to me. I nodded my head and say I Love You several time until he close his eyes."No! No! Seung! You can't leave me! You promised me! No!! Seung! Wake up. Please! SEUNG!!!" The doctor push me out from the room. I keep screaming his name. The doctor came out and shook his head as sign as he is gone. I go beside Hyunseung and see he is sleeping peacefully. Right now, the lips that always kiss me before will NEVER kiss me again. Those eyes that see me before will NEVER watch me. Seung,I let you go. Goodbye My Love. I always love you. Wait me up there. I saw the vase that I put flower in it just now. I broke it on the floor and take a piece of the glass and stab my chest several times. Lucky for me no one passed by at that time. I climb up the bed and close my eyes. I fulfill our promise Seung. Take care of our love. That is what you said to me. I close my eyes and sleep peacefully beside you. SARANGHAE.- - - - - - - - -- - - - - - -- - - - - - - - -- - - - - - - - - - - - -What the hell I am doing?Drop comments please...