Chapter 16 (1/1)
Tuesday EveningWe got the whole first episode filmed, so I guess you could say everything went okay today.The crew have all sat down to takeaway chicken. I decide that as this is Onew’s favourite meal, I’m safe to disappear and just sit on my own for a minute.Plus I’m on a diet which means I need to restrain myself.My feelings are all over the place! I’m not sure what it is about Onew, but I am lured in by him whenever I am alone with him.I rolled out a blanket and lay on the sand. I had an unread voicemail on my phone.“Gina, its Hye. I know you’re filming this afternoon but really need to talk to you. Please you don’t understand how I feel about Jonghyun. Look, I know he likes you and I understand if you feel the same way about him, but just hear me out. I seriously cannot stop thinking about him….oh look, we’ll talk about it later when you get back, I just had to say that to you. Bye.”Uh. That was strange. Jonghyun doesn’t like me, not sure what she’s worried about….Oh well I’ll ask her later!I begin to close my eyes when I suddenly see a blurry Onew.I sigh, “Why can’t you leave me alone, even when there’s chicken about!”He comes and lies down next to me, shoving me over to get some blanket. He turned towards me, rested his head in his hand and lent down to kiss me. And I let him. He hesitated to rub his nose against mine, and then fully kissed me, his tongue reaching every corner of my mouth. I closed my eyes when he slipped his hand up my top and rubbed my tummy. I held his head in my hands and tried not to squeal when he slid his hand down my knickers.I grabbed onto his hand to stop him,“Onew, please, you can’t do that here.” I whispered, even though we were hidden well away from everyone else.He looked fed up,“You’ve been turning me on all day; please let me touch you just for a minute…” He trailed off and tried to move his hand further to touch my clit.Whether it was the risk factor of the crew being nearby, the amazing feel of Onew’s fingers or a mixture of the two, I just couldn’t help myself getting excited and I found myself lightly moaning every time he hit the spot. He slid his fingers further down.I bit down hard on my lip when his free hand took mine and held it against his bulging member. “Uhhhh, please Onew….” I began pushing his hand away, “…please not here...I can’t relax…”What was I doing? At least if I was going to let him touch me, I might as well get some proper pleasure out of it. But I was worried he’d keep going and I really wasn’t sure if I could contain my moaning much longer.“Urgh, okay.” He said, removing his hand and licking his fingers. I was unsure how to react to this, seriously half of me wanted to gag, the other half felt more turned on…not something I want to feel again…. I pulled down my top and tried to straighten myself out, it was like some sort of disturbing wriggle dance. “I could see through your top for the whole day” Onew appropriately pointed out. He broke into the biggest boyish smile and licked his lips. Hmmm….so much for an adult relationship. How had I gone from absolutely hating him, to letting him stick his hand down my knickers?I’d somehow forgotten why I hated him, but I was sure there was a really good reason….I frowned in thought.“What’s wrong?” He asked.“I’m not sure, but it’s probably your fault!” I exclaimed, got up and went to find Cho to go home. Lord I am fickle. I’m pretty sure Onew just gave up and sat on the beach for a while longer. The problem was- I wasn’t sure whether it was Onew I liked, or just the sex…
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