Under Pressure (1/1)

What I couldn’t understand is if Key really did like me and chose me for his ‘wife’, why did Onew decide to be an asshole and get the producer to change the ‘husband’ to him? I thought SHINee were like best friends.I couldn’t talk to Key, we had literally 10 seconds before the show started. So yeah, I had a flipping great time sitting on a chair for an hour with Onew giving sexy eyes, and Key giving me sad eyes.Urgh stop it!I give up.When we left the set Onew caught up with me,“Fancy a repeat of the other night?” He whispered in my ear. I looked away from him, but it wasn’t exactly easy to ignore him. He still had this real innocent exterior to him, but I now knew what he was really like. He even attempted to put his arm around my waist when no one was looking but I threw him off and hid in the girls toilets. Nice. I stayed in there for a good ten minutes. I just stood there like an idiot, I felt so confused.I’d slept with Onew, and I felt to fucking guilty about Key who I was meant to be on We Got Married with.I’m such a SLUT!Well it’s been a while, I should be safe to run and get my coat and sit in the car to wait for the others. I left the toilets but Onew had been waiting for me the whole time. What a freak hanging outside girls toilets….“What’s up with you today?” He said following me down the deserted corridor. He was obviously in a playful mood- in other words, pushing his luck. I refused to answer.It sounds stupid, but because he’s the leader of SHINee, it feels like he’s all powerful or something.“Come on, come and play with me,” He wrapped his arms around me from behind and began kissing my cheek.“Not here!” I said frustratingly, trying to break his arms away from me. But that just made him more excited.“Where?!” He asked, assuming he’s getting some…“NOWHERE.” I said finally walking away from him.“Gina, what is up honestly? Why are you being like this?” He seemed upset so I couldn’t just leave him there.“How could you do that to Key, he’s your best friend.” I said finally. Onew looked down at the floor, almost as if he was expecting me to say it.“Key never told any of us he liked you. We knew he was going on the show, but I didn’t think he’d include you on the list of women that he would want to pair up with. When he told us he’d put you as his number one my heart split into a million pieces.” I turned around to look at him, “I told the producer that I didn’t think you made a good match and that Key wasn’t really good a committing himself to programmes. So…I lied and told Key that the producers didn’t want him to be to be put under pressure with the demands of the programme and then they called me and asked me if I wanted to go on instead. I said yes, but only if I could have you as my ‘wife’.”There, he just said it.I wasn’t sure what to think.Hmmm…that was a pretty horrid thing to do to Key though, even if he did like me.I kept on an angry face,“You can’t hold that against me!” He argued.“I can bloody well do what I want asshole!” I shouted back.“Thanks, now you’re insulting me, looks like we’re finally getting somewhere” He stood there appalled at my childish behaviour, like I give a shit.“Don’t thank me for insulting you, it was a pleasure!” I yelled and marched out.  Without my coat.  Yeenie can get it later for me. Urgh what have I done?! More like what has he done. Uh-oh tomorrow is We Got Married filming. FML.