Mianhae~~ But I Fell For (1/1)

~Kyuhyun POV~I sat there on the bench wondering if I should tell her or not. Soohae worries a lot and might take it out of proportion; however, she's very smart and understanding. Why'd it have to be NOW?! I was surprised when I heard her call my name. She covered her mouth, but I could tell she wanted to laugh at me. I got to my feet and did what was my favorite thing to do now besides playing my games: I kissed her. We were silent for quite some time until she broke the silence. I didn't have the guts to tell her now so I just came up with an excuse. It seemed like she was buying it. We went quiet again.This time, I said something and I almost wished I hadn't. Soohae gave me an attitude and used the same excuse as I did. I couldn't say anything. I watched her, while she stared out the window, sulking. If she knew, she'd be even sadder, but at least she wouldn't be mad at me, maybe. When I was going to say something, she turned her face away from the window and apologized for something I didn't need an apology for. I had to tell her."Mianhae, Soohae..." I had lied to her. I have been for a while. To be more precise, I've been lying from the start. But it is not that bad! I tried to look her straight in the eyes, but I couldn't. She gave out an awkward laugh and said, "Why are you sorry...?" I looked back at her and took her hand. "Soohae... I should've told this sooner. I was, but..." She was mad; I knew it. "Kyuhyun! What do you need to tell me?!" I could tell she was trying to stop herself from screaming because her voice was cracking.This is what happened: My parents had made an arranged marriage for me a couple of months ago. I couldn't do anything about it first because of all the Super Junior activities for the Comeback. At first, when I found out the secret, I got a brilliant idea. I would seduce Soohae into pretending to be my girlfriend for my parents. However, I saw her in that amazing dress, I slow danced with her, I saw her dance, and I saw how she can be so different when she wanted to. At the party, she seemed so innocent, in the 'Oh!' dance, she was cute, and then at home, when she was seducing ME, oh boy, she was sexy!I summed it all up. "I'm trying to tell you, you were just part of my plan before, but then, I really fell for you!" She jerked her hand away oddly not yelling, "So I was just a prop! You're going out with me, while you have a FIANCEE?!?!!" I nodded and quickly interjected, "I would've told you, but the engagement ended. Plus, I knew you'd be like this!" She finally let it out, "SO WHY ARE YOU TELLING ME NOW?!" I said, "Because I don't know what to do anymore..." I knew I was going to tear up soon. I looked away so she wouldn't see me.-FLASHBACK-It was the night after the party. I was waiting for Soohae to get dressed. I thought I should kiss up to her and be nice so she'd listen to me better. I got a call. "Yeoboseyo?" "Kyuhyun-ah!" "Oh, Annyo, Taeyun-ah." Taeyun is he girl I was engaged to. She was smart, funny, talented in Art, rich, and really nice, but I just didn't want to marry her. I can't marry someone I don't love."Kyuhyun-ah! Stop sounding so sad at hearing my voice! I got exciting news!" Taeyun disliked the arranged marriage as much as I did so I perked up saying, "What happened?!" If it was exciting to Taeyun, it might just be good news! "I finally stood up to Appa and told him about Paul!" Paul is Taeyun’s long time boyfriend. They met when she went to America for her Dad's Business Trip. It was love at first sight. She was planning to tell her parents, when her father told her about the arranged marriage. Taeyun kept Paul a secret because her mother has a bad heart. Not bad as in mean, but bad as in she can't be excited too much or she will get sick or hurt!"Really?! What'd he say?!" "He told me that if I really wanted to stop the engagement, he couldn't stop me! He said that after a while, he noticed I was down and not the usual upbeat me! He doesn't want his Princess to be sad anymore!" I laughed! I was so happy. I've met Paul, too. Her father would defiantly approve as long as he looks over his money issue. Paul's family was quite poor, but they were always so happy. I became friends with Paul's younger brother, Stanley. Stan was only 8 years old when I first met him. He turned 9 just last month. He was the cutest thing you'd ever see! He was chubby, but fit.He loved to collect toy cars and plush dolls. He was sometimes made fun for his dolls, but I made sure he'd always call me when something happened. I hated to see him cry. One time, I got so many calls from him about the same little boy that I actually called the school to complain. Apparently, Super Junior is famous in America, too. So, they listened and the little boy got in trouble."So, all I'm telling you are that we're both free, and Paul and I are thinking of moving in with each other!" "Congrats! If there's going to be a wedding, you better make me the Best Man!" "Eh! You'll just have to settle with being invited. I'll keep you in the front, though!" "Hahaha! Okay, we'll see~~" I felt like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders.I wanted to get back into my room. “Minghae-nah, are you okay?” She answered, “Yeah, hold on!” I thought about what I told her. I said she could sleep on my bed. She knocked on the door and I went in. I was thinking of leaving her on the floor, but something in my stomach said I had to take care of her. I grabbed her gently on the arm and placed her on my bed. The thing I did next, surprised even me. I kissed her on the forehead. I walked towards the door feeling so light weighted. “Why are you doing this?” I answered unconsciously, “I care about you.” I saw a beautiful, glistening, tear fall off her cheek and onto my pillow. I made my way back to her side and wiped the falling tears. She suddenly shot up and jumped off the bed and placed herself under her covers.I tried to sleep, but I couldn’t help the worried thoughts about Soohae. I could hear her repositioning herself, trying to get comfortable. Since, I couldn’t put the comfort of my bed to good use for myself; I picked up Soohae’s sleeping body and tucked her under the blanket on my bed. I went to sleep under her covers, smiling.Ever since then, I fell for Soohae more and more with each glance I give her.