[M] Not Done With You (1/1)
New Year's eve, our group was supposed to visit a big celebration that night. Momo and I got separated from the rest of the group, so we took our time to look for them, sadly giving up after an hour. It was already getting dark and we were both beat from walking around. I thought we were only going to be joining the celebration for a quick while, so I wasn't well dressed for the cold.Momo was kind enough to take off her coat and let me use it for the time being. She asked if I was still cold and offered me her scarf too. Obviously, I declined. The coat really was enough until I still kept shivering. Despite me denying that I was cold, she wrapped the scarf around my neck snugly. I was still getting cold after that, so she hugged me with intentions of warming me up.Next thing I know, we were kissing as everyone else counted down for the New Year. Her lips felt so soft and polite against mine. The fact that the both of us just leaned in towards each other and pressed our lips together just because we wanted to was so bizarre to me, but it was wonderful. The thought still gives me butterflies.After we found the rest of the girls, we went back home and slept. Momo and I stayed up late, talking about the incident and then we kissed again. It felt so casual and I wouldn't want it any other way. During schedules, we would spend even more time together, taking every chance we get to kiss. It felt nice to have someone like me romantically.One day, one of the staff found us kissing backstage without our knowledge. The news spread throughout the whole set the next day like wildfire. It was the first time I saw Momo look so terrified, though. The girls were all really supportive of us, but I can't say the same with the staff members. They even informed the producer, which was absolutely unnecessary, considering how he got very angry at how "irresponsible, indecent, and sinful" Momo was acting. I thought it's unfair how he didn't include me aswell, but Momo told me to not worry. She always tells me not to worry.The producer then banned me from coming near Momo, then banned us both from participating in our schedules for a whole week. Momo didn't look at me the entire time that happened, I felt so terrible. We went back to our own apartments. Usually, I just abandoned my apartment and stayed at Momo's. It was the first time in months that I was going to actually sleep in my own apartment. I hated it.One of the staff that accompanied me told me that they don't care if I like Momo. They only warned me that the society doesn't like people like me and that they are prejudiced or simply traditional. She said that if I wanted to keep pursuing Momo, it was perfectly fine, but we had to be careful to keep our relationship a secret. I agreed with that, but after seeing Momo look so scared, I didn't think I could go after her anymore. I was the reason why she got punished, so seeing that I've caused her pain was difficult for me.After our suspension, Momo wouldn't even talk to me at all anymore, not like I tried talking to her anyways. I was scared I'd get her in more trouble. By the time the week ended, we got put on a lovely break, so I pretty much wasted my chance to talk to her.It's currently nighttime and I'm still processing the last few months. I sigh, even after causing Momo all that trouble, I still want to be with her again. I shake my head with a promise to not cause her any more trouble. Suddenly, my phone starts to ring. I look at the screen and I seriously can't believe she is calling me at such an hour. In the heat of the moment, I take the call immediately without considering why she might be calling me."Momo, what's—""Dahyuni, look out of your window."I immediately jump out of my bed as I hear her call my name. I open the window and see Momo standing down there, wearing only black clothing that makes her almost unrecognizable. She puts her forefinger in the middle of her lips, telling me to keep quiet. Then, she gestures to me to come down. I close the window and quickly get dressed out of my pajamas, almost tripping while doing so, and exit the apartment. I can't believe this is happening just after I promised myself to not cause her any more trouble..."The whole situation scared me a lot," I say as I break the silence. "I'm sorry about the whole relationship thing, I thought things would stay okay if we turned a blind eye to the problems, but I ended up being a bad influence on you instead.""What do you mean by bad influence?" Momo asks."Y'know... I'm obviously not very normal and I think I may have rubbed that off on you." My fingers start to get fidgety with anxiety as I avert my eyes away from hers. "I'm scared to hurt you again like that, I don't want people to look at you like you're weird when you're not.""Oh, Dahyuni... you've never hurt me," she says as she attempts to approach me.But I take a step back. "Maybe it's best if we stop."She stops in her spot, gradually putting back the hand that was about to reach for me. "Do you really want to?"I look up and expect to see her feeling the same way, only to see that pained expression again."I don't want us to be over yet," she immediately adds. "I thought about us for months and I know that there's nothing wrong with us being together. They all want us to be something we're not and I can't change who I am or what we are or how I feel about you. Before we first kissed, I've always known in the back of my head that I want to spend time with you as something more than just a friend. When you leaned in to kiss me, I was overjoyed that you felt the same as I did... What I told you before hasn't changed even after our suspension."Momo then cups my cheek with the soft hands of hers. "I still love you, Dahyuni," she lets out a little chuckle that I guess is to make me feel better, but I know that it's a painful chuckle, "But if you want us to be over, then I can't stop you. I just want you to know that all of this isn't your fault. You did nothing wrong."I feel the tears in my eyes start to burn. I can't reply from the pain I'm feeling in my dry throat, but my shoulders feel lighter as if weight has just been lifted off of it. And when I see Momo walking away through my blurry vision, I immediately stop her by the arm."I don't want us to be over! I've been thinking about you nonstop, it's driving me crazy. I... I missed you so much!" I yell as I put my head down and let tears fall uncontrollably like a waterfall.She gently lifts up my face with both her palms. To my surprise, she has started to cry as well. "I've missed you too, so much. Let me hug you."She pulls my body against hers before wrapping her arms around me tightly, tight enough to really make me feel how much she missed me. It feels good, so good that I start sobbing in her embrace. I really can't help it. She still holds me securely as I cry, and cry, and cry until I'm out of tears. I feel her slowly letting go of me, but I don't want to let go of her just yet."Would you like to stay with me tonight?" I ask her. I want her to stay, I've missed her so much.She giggles. "Yeah. Yeah, I'd like that."I nod frantically before grabbing her hand and pulling her to the door. My hands work faster than my brain as they clumsily open the door, get us inside and close it again. Then, I don't know what it is that triggers me into doing this, but I push her against the door. Our lips meet, not for the first time, but euphoria still grips my whole body like the first time.Intimate minutes later, a feeling takes me up to the clouds as I throw my head back to the couch, my legs spread wide on both sides with my underwear dangling by my right ankle. The soaked fabric has been removed way before, but it certainly doesn't fail to hint at how intense the moment is with Momo kneeling between my thighs, her tongue licking up my core.She lands her hands on my inner thighs, holding me in that position while she does her stuff. When her tongue does wonders to me, there really isn't any availability for her hands as I have already come once just by getting licked. I haven't tried this with anyone else before because I'm still embarrassed to have a person with their mouth in so direct contact with my core, but I know it's different with Momo.Ever since our first time, Momo has been almost all about me, including my kinks and weird gigs, such as how I like tongues on me more than fingers. And that is just what Momo does, serving whatever I hope for the most, either my deepest kinks or needs and assures that I don't have to feel shy about it. I feel so safe around her and I open up my everything for her to touch and play with, to experience with me. Momo makes me feel that a relationship is not something to be ashamed of and should be given more chances to be educated with so that we could fully understand ourselves and love ourselves.Momo's tongue lays flat and glides over my sex, making me quiver on top of her as I hold my knees open, only to be told otherwise. "Play with your breasts," she demands as she makes eye contact with me, giving me that attractive look that absolutely captivates me every time.Soon, my hands are unbuttoning my own shirt and pulling down my bra. Momo hasn't even touched my upper body yet, but still, has already made me cum without using her hands. That's how much power Momo holds, I think to myself, my fingers now sandwiching my nipples on both sides to enhance that pleasure, watching Momo spreading my sex open before gliding her tongue against the insides of it. I can only cry out as my walls contract in pleasure, going lightheaded as I feel my second wave of climax coming, this being my second time coming without hands laid on me yet.Seemingly getting a grasp of the situation now, Momo dives herself deeper into my core, reaping a round of cries with sudden grips on her hair, threatening to make her bald but also the solid proof of how I'm pleased greatly purely by her.It has gotten to the point where Momo knows my body too well. Just one finger or a lick and she gets me into the mood on top of my needs. I'm sensitive in a good way, it gives Momo a lot of confidence in pleasuring me because of how reactive and vulnerable I look, eyes all teary and shaking under her, waiting for her to take me. Momo also can't explain what is special about me, but she could just trigger me in a second and the next minute, we are already in each other's arms, busy peeling off every clothing on each other as if it is our first time."So good..." I jerk my hips against Momo, resisted as she holds me in place, going full speed as she thrusts her tongue against it even harder, inhaling that fragrant coming from me, a scent she tells that only matured women hold, the sweetest scent that can prove the full bloom of a lady to a woman.Momo's lips nibble on my flesh, taking in all the juices I'm oozing out once again, feeling the contraction of my inner walls before sticking her face right in as I'm clearly in the middle of my orgasm. The wetness is dripping onto her face and she tries her best to keep everything clean, but it is way more than I would normally release."Gosh, did you just squirt?" Momo watches the vast wetness all over my thighs and the couch, some even dripping onto the floor.Then there's me, chest heaving up and down as I try to catch my breath, looking at Momo with eyes filled with tears."You are amazing," Momo chuckles and goes back up to me, capturing my lips to let me taste the nectar she always gets to taste.I moan into the kiss when I feel Momo's fingers drawing circles at my entrance again, my sensitivity triggered as I feel turned on all over again."I'm not done with you yet," Momo whispers as she pulls away with a smirk, not breaking our eye contact as she heads down again....