Chapter 45 (1/1)
Krystal's POV"Hey krys, what happened?" "You just passed out for being stubborn. Why cant you just listen for once? Are you crazy for staying under the rain?! Now you are fucking sick because of that. Come on eat some of this and you'll drink your med later." "If being sick will bring me near to you I dont mind getting sick for the rest of my life" she smiled, a weak one. Why Am? Im not worth it. I let you go and I already hurt you.
"Stupid." Thats the only thing I blurted out."Yes I am. Only for you princess.""Rest now so you can go home." I felt her hands on mine not letting me go."Princess, can I ask something?""What?""I know we are over now but may I ask why Kai send you home and why did you two had lunch together?"Did she see that? Is that the reason why you get drunk, Amber? That was the time you got drunk. Our first night doing it and it may be the last."I have nothing to explain to you""Thats what I thought so. Sorry krys for bothering you. I think I should go now." She get off the bed weakly."Am, wait you are still sick. Rest for a little while until your fever goes down a bit.""No. I'll be going now. Thank you for the soup and med by the way.""But still..""Krys I know you are a doctor but I can take care of myself. Besides I shouldve not gone here at the first place. We are clearly over. I hope you will find your happiness.""Am, Im sorry.""Dont be. You are the best thing happened to me. I maybe not notice you for a long time but being together with you in a short time is enough for me. Krystal be happy and take care of yourself. I will never ever bother you."
I hung my head low. She is really saying goodbye. Am I right of letting you go Am?She lifted my chin up and planted a kiss on my forehead. "Princess, the servant will now go ok? You will be forever in my heart. Sorry for not being enough to you. I love you so much that I would rather understand what I didnt for you. I guess I'll never be the one you needed. I wish that we can be friends like before but its impossible because I love myself too that I cant stand to see you in someone else arms."
"Am...""Dont say sorry again princess. This servant didnt satisfied my princess' needs. I'll be going out of your life now. Just always remember to be happy and have the best of everything. I love you, goodbye." She smiled. She left me. No I made her leave me. I am so stupid. ---I asked Min to fetch me. I cant drive. Im broken. More broken than I was."Am..""Please Min. Just drive me home. I just cant drive thats why I texted you. Im sorry for bothering you. I just cant now."The ride was very quiet. The silence is deafening. She didnt even bother to ask for more. I know she feels that I really cant answer anything."Thanks Min and sorry again.""Your welcome and its ok you were never a bother to me."I dont know what to think. I am very tired of everything. The tears that Ive been holding for a while is now falling down continuously. She was sorry. Sorry that I felt this way for the break up. She is concern because I was still her friend after all.What I should do now? How will I continue now? Where to start?
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